PARALYZED MASTER'S NANNY

21 - Mood destroyer

Nevan

He began to enjoy the moment of his togetherness with Raya this morning, but the calming state had to disappear in an instant due to the sudden arrival of Feli.

Really ruin the mood.

He could even hear the ridiculous request of Feli who wanted to replace her and instead asked Raya to go home.

Jeez.... ridiculous, did not know Feli that he is now on the verge of the limit of his patience in dealing with the woman?

He took a deep breath and then came to a decision.

"Sir, it's good that I'm home and you'd be better accompanied by your wife. Excuse me." said Raya who increasingly made him smile wryly. Because, Raya also advised him to be accompanied by Feli.

He could even still see the cunning smile on Feli's lips, making him want to take a firm stance this time on Feli, not because he defended Raya. Of course not, but because Feli is really sickening and his patience is gone.

Raya insists on going home with a taxi, but she hands over her car keys to Raya. Yes, he let Raya go home, because he had to straighten things out with this woman who claimed to be his wife.

He said nothing more to Raya, only the look in his eyes indicated that Raya was careful on the way home - whether Raya understood or not about the gesture he gave, he said, but that's all he can do, because he does not want Feli to be linking Raya in their household problems.

As far as Raya, Feli smiled brighter, then sat down in a relaxed seat that was right next to him - the place where Raya had been sitting.

Feli completely replaced Raya to accompany him here - increasingly looking sickening in his eyes.

"Darling, thank you for wanting to go with me. Rarely are we like this" said Feli.

It is rare, almost never.

Feli reached out to touch her, but she immediately dodged. However, Feli did not give up. Until finally, he had to look at Feli with displeased eyes - then the woman was silent with a sour face.

Feli should know his position now!

"Let's split up, Feli" he said steadily.

Feli was astonished and tried to find a gap to look at him fixedly, as if looking for clarity over his words earlier.

He who realized that, immediately returned Feli's gaze, stating through the eyes that his speech was a seriousness.

"I don't want to, Nev." said Feli in a trembling voice.

"I don't think you-want or not, I've decided this is the best thing for us" he said casually clearly, he said, it's been a long time since he's spoken to a woman named Feli.

"Why do you want us to split up now, Nev?" lirih Feli while looking ahead - where hundreds of low-flying birds reach the waves of coastal water to catch fish.

He sighed, not yet had time to answer but Feli again continued his argument.

"Oh... What because of the presence of the Kingdom?" ask Feli guessing.

"Don't associate Raya in our relationship, Fel. It has nothing to do with it." he said flatly.

Feli laughed wryly. "Oh my God, Nev, are you in love?" asked Feli with a sneering tone.

"Although yes, I don't think it has anything to do with you" he said coldly.

Feli turned back to him. "You said it had nothing to do with it? You're taking me apart now, doesn't that have anything to do with Raya? Where the hell have you been all this time, Nev? Why do you want to divorce me now? It's all because of the Kingdom, right?" Feli was looking for him with a lot of questions.

And he returned the demanding gaze of Feli while shaking his head strongly.

"Because I don't have the patience to face you, Fel. We're done." he said plainly.

Feli seemed to sigh, then he saw the woman shrinking in tears.

Could Feli cry for her? Ah no, Feli is crying because soon he will completely lose everything.

"I will keep you gono-gini treasure." he said quickly, realizing Feli's sadness must be because it concerns about the treasure.

Feli looked at him sharply and he didn't care.

"Okay, since you already know everything, there's nothing I can hide from you anymore..." Feli held his urge.

"...Maybe I was after your treasure Nev, but now I realize that I'm starting to love you, repeatedly asking for a chance"

Not wanting to hear Feli's nonsense anymore, he immediately cut it because Feli's words sounded more nauseating.

"Even if what you say is true, but our marriage was broken in the first place. You know why, right?" quickly selah.

Feli quietly did not answer, probably aware all was because of Feli's own greed.

"Our marriage a toxic relationship! (Our marriage is a toxic relationship!)." he said.

Feli nodded while sobbing.

He breathed in later. "If you're really starting to love me like you said, you should know that it's too late" she continued with a soft tone.

Feli again nodded his words, he hoped that Feli was aware of his mistake now.

Seeing that Feli was starting to accept, he decided to speak from heart to heart with Feli. Maybe Feli digested the review.

"If you ask, why am I only now willing to part with you the answer is not because of Raya.but because until this is the limit of my patience. If likened, all this time I was like facing a war and now I have given up and waved the flag of defeat." he explained.

Feli smiled wryly at the reviews.

"I know I'm annoying, sickening, don't you think?" said Feli.

He only smiled a little because of Feli's words.

"I'm sticking with our marriage because I want to hear a confession directly from you, Fel. Giving you time to acknowledge does not mean giving us a chance to improve our relationship. Our relationship was broken from the beginning."

"...I'm also holding you back in our toxic marriage, because I want you to be imprisoned in this relationship, I'm pretty hurt for what you did first."

"I know I was wrong, I'm so sorry, Nev." said Feli at last.

"Now that I set you free, look for what you want out there. I won't arrest you anymore" he said seriously.

"What if now I want it to be you, Nev?" asked Feli glanced, again trying to touch his hand.

He brushed aside Feli's hand, then shook his head. "Stop something that hurts, you won't be able to open my heart again. I'm done.. We're done." he insisted.

Feli bowed, seemingly thinking about all his words. He was able to breathe a sigh of relief after passing all the contents of his head all this time to Feli.

It turned out that talking with a cool head to Feli was not as difficult as he imagined, he only needed to sigh a few times and finally everything was finished.

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Raya enters the mansion of Nev's residence, passing by Nimas and Roro in the living room. He stepped on until he finally sat himself in a mini bar chair near the kitchen.

"Aren't you going home with Mr Nev?" sapa Bi Asih's.

"No, Bi." replied Raya briefly.

Raya also grabbed the glass in the glass holder, then poured water from the dispenser located not far from the sitting position-into the glass.

Raya filled the glass to the brim and gulped the contents until the toilet in one gulp.

For some reason, Raya's throat felt dry and suddenly very thirsty since her meeting with Feli earlier.

What now has Feli suspected of having a relationship with Nev?

"Keep, Mr. Nev's coming home with whom?" chirp Bi Asih again after making sure Raya is completely finished with her drinking business.

Raya put her glass on the table, then turned to Bi Asih. "Sama Feli." replied Raya briefly.

Bi Asih looked shocked. "Can't you?" tanyakanya.

Raya chuckled because of Bi Asih's strange-sounding question. "It's okay, Bi. Mr. Nev and Feli are husband and wife. What's wrong with them coming home together?" ask me wonder.

Bi Asih shook his head quickly. "Mr Nev is anti-Young Madam" he replied.

Raya knitted her eyebrows together, astonished by Bi Asih's words.

"Anti how? Strange Auntie, um." said Raya slightly chuckling.

"Ish, you're this... Auntie is not strange, the stranger Mr. Nev is with Young Madam, it's just strange.. You're the only one who doesn't know their strangeness, left behind, huuu..." Bi Asih actually shouts Raya because of the woman's ignorance about the employer's relationship.

"What's the matter, Bi?" tanya Raya, actually Raya is not very curious about the problems of Nev and Feli-just, she wants to respond to the words of Bi Asih-biar not thought to be too indifferent.

Bi Asih approached Raya, then the middle-aged woman whispered. "Babies, from the first marriage they were never one room, not a honeymoon either."

Making the eyes of Raya patterned because of the info just delivered by Bi Asih.

"Huh? Auntie ngacok deh.." said Raya increasingly chuckle.

"You're saying ngeyel." Bi Asih grumbled because Raya laughed at him.

"Mr Nev it was an accident on the first day they got married, he heard the hell that caused the accident that his girlfriend Young Madam, his name... An-Andrei, that's how.forget Auntie.." explained Bi Asih.

"Seriously, Bi?" now Raya began to be interested in the discussion that gossiped about their employer.

"Seriously, I work here. Just two years ago Mr. Nev was newly married and on the same day he was sentenced to be paralyzed."

Raya sipped her saliva quickly, her throat that was just doused with water again felt dry.

Raya grabbed the glass earlier and took the water in the dispenser again, then re-drank the water in a hurry.

Now Raya knows that Nev and Feli's marriage is completely ruined even from the very beginning.

"He said, his girlfriend Young Madam who hit the car Mr. Nev was also killed in the incident. Bibik is sure, if the young Madam married Mr. Nev for targeting his property not for love. But, don't know why you're still maintaining their marriage." Bi Asih spoke while walking towards the kitchen area.

Raya was still stunned with a surprised expression even though Bi Asih had passed towards the kitchen.

"What do you think Mr. Nev survived, Ray?" asked Bi Asih from the direction of the kitchen in a slightly amplified voice. It turns out that this discussion does not want to be ended by the middle-aged woman.

Raya concludes that Nev is maintaining his marriage because the man really and really loves Feli, but he is unable to answer Bi Asih's question.

"Aunty, why?" pekiknya, just asked Bi Asih.

Bi Asih was heard walking back to the Kingdom, it seemed like he was done with the case in the kitchen.

"Abibi said yes definitely because Mr. Nev is very in love with the young mistress. Look, whatever the young lady is doing in this house, Mr. Nev still doesn't divorce her, does he?" bi Asih.

And this speech of Bi Asih at the same time represents what Raya thinks.

Nev loved Feli very much.

Nev accepts and forgives Feli, and Nev waits for Feli to love him too.

Nev is clearly defending his household.

Why do you feel disappointed now? Is it because he realizes Nev's heart really has no place for him?

Ah, what do you expect Raya??

...Seriate......