MY LIFE FRIEND CHANGED MY LIFE

big secret

tonight is a very happy night for us, it's just that my sisters, aunt, also om we don't come night together . many things papa and dad told me and as usual we all laughed at hearing all the stories of father and father in youth but I saw unusual things from the point of view of rido towards papa . rido is not as friendly as usual, sometimes Rido just smiles and focuses on the food he is chewing.

" dear , why are you ? " must be asked .

" it's okay "answer a short rido while finishing dinner tonight .

" i'm done, ' I said yes ..it looks like my body is starting to feel bad" he said as he put his body that began to look fat again.

papa who was silent to see the behavior of the rido just bowed his head, babbling from the lips of the father was stopped instantly, I tried to warm the atmosphere back at this dining table .

" come on pah , father give me back my laugh .. let rido rest .' I still want to hear this story "my word whining spoiled while holding papa's lower arm .

" father tired, papa first yes "answer papa who immediately woke his body from the chair .

me, dad, mom and mom just fell silent . I saw the tears that would fall from the beautiful eyes of mama at once mama wiped it like mama did not want to show that there is a problem between papa and mama.

mother asked me to immediately accompany Rido who had first entered the room .

" honey, let me help ester's mother yes, you just accompany your husband in the room . "pinta mom to me, I agree and immediately say goodbye to them , I kissed my silent mama's forehead straightening her eyes ', she smiled at me .

　

in the family room papa is pensive himself , it seems this burden is very heavy for him . Dad approached him and invited papa to talk dirooftop home .

" gus, let's spend some time brainstorming on the rooftop, seeing stars like when we were kids "take dad to papa who is holding his shoulder

" my wife where's wan ? " ask papa who is still bowing her head

" it seems like neni and my wife are having a conversation in the kitchen, let them later after bringing us a warm coffee" said the smiling father .

" well wan . " said papa while walking with dad .

now father and father are talking from heart to heart, mother and mother are already with them .

papa evaporates her emotions at that time, mama only cries and occasionally mother wipes her tears with her soft hands do not forget mother also embraces mama to calm mama in her cries .

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I approached Rido , undoing my intention to ask why with such a rido attitude .

I saw Rido standing in front of the glass window of room 'I hugged him from behind ' I felt something was wrong that rido naturally . it's just that I already know Rido is a closed person even though for me his wife he only shows his happy feelings for everyone and I don't dare to ask anything about the problem .

" dear sleep, aren't you tired ? " my words that turned her body against me

" yes dear , I will go to sleep soon" said rido to me >

" well come on, I'll accompany you to sleep after that I'll see faaz and fizi "give me that while pulling his hand , rido asked me to hug him now rido who was in my arms, buried his face in my chest, I gently rubbed his head so that it did not take long rido was asleep .

I get out of my bed, I intend to see my children , but I haven't been to my son's room yet it feels like I'd like to approach my father and mother just to hug them . I went to their room turned out they were not there and I met the ester mom she told me that they were spending time in the rooftop I immediately approached them and intended to invite papa return to our country .

when I got near the stairs I fell silent on what they were talking about, I just wanted to know what they were keeping secret. my immense curiosity caused me to pause for a moment so that I would know what my father and mother were hiding .

papa: I don't know what it would be like if Rido knew all this .

father: you must calm down, I am sure very rido son of understanding .

mother: moreover Rido loves you very much, calm yourself down.

mama, I don't want her to know ice

papa: I'm confused, I don't want to lose him .

father: I will meet Hendra soon, I will give him understanding.

papa: I don't want to know if rido kelo kurnama wan, all this time I've been painstakingly close this secret meeting .

mama: especially if hendra knows rido is still alive, I'm afraid hendra killed him (mama sounds like crying )

papa: until when should we bring rido and hide it .

(whataaaa ?? om that is rido's real father !!! how can , did Rido already know this so that his attitude changed to papa .. I have to cover this all "my murmur in heart )

I was silent in silence hearing all these conversations, I could not help but cry .I remember how innocent my rido was, how big an influence this matter had on his health , I don't want to know about this . I fell silent and papa surprised me .

" honey since when did you stand there, and why are you crying ? " ask papa to me

" a..akkkuuuuuuuuu..

" akuu.

" please don't tell her, what you've heard please keep and hide.mama please love "mama crying while holding me ...

papa looks turned his face and lowered his gaze crying in front of me, the father who tried to calm papa, hugging papa and mother hugging me also mama , I didn't realize I was crying and Rido was behind us .

　

" NOT TO MENTION WHAT YOU SECRET TO ME , WHAT IS MY SALITARY CONDITION THAT KEEPS YOU CLOSED TO ALL PROBLEMS , IS HERE I HAVE NO PRICE ANYMORE " revealed Rido who spoke firmly and shed tears.

papa and the father who heard that sentence instantly calmed the rido .

" my child, calm down remember your condition" said papa

" papa means, I'm going back to aching pah . I'm strong pa. I want to know what you're hiding" said Rido firmly back, " and you , you are my wife why are you the same as them "continue the sentence and feel disappointed in me

" i.. i !!! " my lips quiver, I have no power to speak a word

" don't blame me !!! he does not know anything ..all this is wrong mama nak "mama said as she held the face of Rido with both hands

" well tell me, who's hendra ?? and why did he force me to meet ?"  said Rido who presses his question , opens his eyes , straightens his gaze towards papa and mama .

" dear papa can not explain at this time , and papa please come back to the room tomorrow we will talk about this problem again "papa approached the rido and gently rubbed his cheek

" no, then I will ask Hendra to explain everything now, his plans for me and Hendra tomorrow will meet. There are things he wants to talk to me about " said Rido who released papa's hand on his face

" please beg you, do not meet hendra "pinta mama while crying ,

" laaaaluuu who is hendra really mah ? tanya Rido held her chest

rido who stood in front of mama , felt a tight chest and rido look grimacing in pain . I was immediately put to sleep on the 'floor, all panicked . mama cried ', I cried . I asked my father to call the doctor immediately, I asked my mother to call my brother Richard who had arrived and rested for a while at the hotel to come to us immediately .

ms. Ester swiftly brought her an oxygen tube and a hose in the room. I put that oxygen in her nose

I punched her in the chest when I knew Rido had fainted and I gave an artificial breath in her mouth .

I panicked, I was afraid my rido relapsed back , I was afraid that rido's heart started to hurt again .. That's all I had in mind , I saw his face was already pale . we decided to wait for the doctor's week and move the rido to my room. I held his cold hands, his lips had turned dark, I could not help but cry .

" i'm sorry pah , maa" I said to papa and mama

" calm yourself baby, this is not your fault" said the mother who gently rubbed my head

" we cannot carry a rido without an ambulance" said the father who approached us

" richard is already on his way here, and doctor louis must be on his way too, I hope you guys calm down and pray.I'm sure rido is strong" said the mother strengthened us.