MY LIFE FRIEND CHANGED MY LIFE

anniversary delayed

tonight is the night of our year-long wedding and I'm still waiting for the news of Rido's return ,

rido told me that I was going home the day before our anniversary date but there was no news at all from Rido, mom and dad had gone home this afternoon , but I did not dare to ask about the return of Rido, mama was playing around with my baby twin and always looked at me with great anxiety .

"honey, you why son? , does anything bother your mind ? tell my mom" asked Mama while sitting next to me while holding the faaz

"no mah, only I miss the rido" I replied with a huff

"pity patience, look at her smile faaz is very soothing, mama saw rido was on her very clingy" replied mama calms me

"yes, I see the faaz, too, "I replied lethargicly

mama put the faaz in the lap of nina and immediately approached me again

"sad mama knows you're worried about your husband, but mama will feel very worried if anything happens to you and also mama's granddaughter, ' he said , you have to be patient and strong for your children" approached me and clutched my body my face was set on my mama's chest and I cried ,

"cry dear, mama know for a month you've been tired of your condition, cry baby don't leave your tears, mama loves you son "hugged me and rubbed my back gently

(mah , I really want to tell you about Rido talking about something with dhan , let alone rido talking about shalom , and I have seen lately that Rido has always been late to tell me,,, I'm afraid Rido will betray my love especially about my conversation on the phone with my college friends I know something is not right will happen 'my mumbling in heart)

******flashback******

before Rido called me on vcall phone, my friend called me and asked about rido and shalom who were in the same hospital with shalom embracing rido's hand , as far as I know Rido never wanted to welcome another woman's hand, there was this , the hospital is also in the xxx country that is being visited by Rido.

****flashback done*****

　

it was so late at night I saw a wall clock in my son's room, it was 23:00

I was still waiting for my phone to ring, I wanted to meet with Rido, many things I wanted to ask him, especially with shalom who suddenly called me , and I knew before my son was born Gesya could give the son shalom in the home where jim's dock grew up , even today we still often provide compensation for the child especially the home is owned by my father-in-law, and Rido once said if the son of shalom is now his foster child , two days before today I had asked the lira to visit him but the lira said 2 weeks ago this child had been brought back by his grandfather who is shalom papah. I increasingly do not understand what this really is , mister dhan is unlikely to explain if rido himself does not explain , I have to ask who . really why my marriage is so complicated now.

I was still silent and nursing my children alternating my cell phone lectures, I saw my phone with absolutely no short message or phone call from rido number , I still think maybe Rido will give me a little surprise by not telling me to go home soon must have changed today is my first taun and rido but why like this , does Rido love me no more, is Rido now lying to me ???

'such questions arise in my mind , mama and papa startle me ..

"happy anniversary, happy anniversary" said mom and dad by bringing me a cake and also a small candle, I fell silent and released the physics from breastfeeding her, and,, I stood up and put the physics in the baby box, I approached mama and papa, I asked about rido.

"mama papa, rido where ?? is Rido behind the door" I asked as I glanced my eyes toward the back of papa

"maybe rido is on my way " replied papa stammeringly

I blew out the candles with my mom and dad, they hugged me and I overheard a little sobbing from my mom, which maybe you actually wanted to cover..

"mama why are you crying ?" ask me while wiping the tears of mama yan jatu on her smooth cheeks

"mama is happy to have a beautiful daughter-in-law and also patient like you want to "mama replied

papa rubbed my head and my cheeks, and my mom did it, I saw sadness on my face, like something they were hiding , I told myself to ask them ,

"is there something that mom and dad are hiding from me???: asked me with a face that started to cry

"tiii no dear, it's a pity mama is just happy to see you have become a part of mama's life" he said who again embraced me

"alright, if there is no one, I want to hug my mom right now" I asked as I hugged them tightly , mama and papa gave me a gift in the form of a wristband and did not forget to put it on for me, papa asked before leaving me .

"does there anything you want to have baby, papa will give it whatever you want "ask papa to me

"i don't want any of this reward to be enough for me, I just want a very long time with papa and mama as well as rido "my sahut answered papa's question

papa just smiled and kissed my forehead back, mama and papa already passed away going to his room, I still want to wait rido , I was holding my phone hoping my phone rang a call sign from the rido for almost two hours I was waiting for him but there was no news at all from my ridoku ,,

I started to get sleepy and fell asleep on the couch in my son's room ,

I woke up from my very short sleep, I saw mom nina rubbing her tears ,

"no miss , just the mother remembered the mother's daughter who was the same age as miss "he replied to me

"mother ninaa, why not just go home , it has been a year since mom nina did not return , tomorrow if rido came home , I will ask pa jajang to deliver mom nina home "my answer calms mom nina

"no miss , I don't want to go home "he replied to me in a huff

(i know that mom Nina is investigating my situation waiting for Rido's return, I know her eyes are lying to me, I know mom .... I know at this time I am injured but do not worry I will be faithful waiting for Rido to come home 'my mumbling in heart)

"miss, do not try to contact the master just first, fear that the master is in a bad state" said mbak lastri to me, I saw bu nina stepping on the foot mbak lastri , and lastri grimaced in pain

"lastri means let the young lady know the master is where "his answer chimed in lastri talk

I saw my phone die because all day I did not mengharger it, I borrowed a mobile phone mbak lastri to contact rido , I press the number button on the mobile mbak lastri , I tried to connect it .

tuuutttt

"halooooo, "the voice of the woman I know

(i was silent in silence, I did not know why shalom picked up the phone rido ,,

why did Rido betray me, why this kind of rido what's my fault, I still fell silent and disconnected the phone )

"miss why disconnected his phone "tanya mbak lastri

"no mbak, rido did not lift it, sir dhan who raised it, maybe rido is busy. I've wanted to rest , if rido back contact mbak's phone, mbak , do not need to be lifted yes mbak "my answer to mbak last while holding the anger in my chest

I sat quietly while daydreaming my memory , I did not lift this sidelines shalom still with rido , do you know , what papa tau ??? did they also betray me !!!!!!!!!!!!! I cried all night , I could not stop my crying , I could not remember how much Rido made me bidadarni , I was pensive to remember his smile on me , I pensively remember writing for me that can not wish me, his sense of wanting me to approach them .. I am not strong mom !!!!!!

only the smiles of my father and mother are on my mind, I don't want them to get hurt or my marriage ,