MY LIFE FRIEND CHANGED MY LIFE

S2. you will live in my heart, even after the death of #RidoMay

After Alea asked Rido to immediately cover Qabil's face, they covered Qabil's face and immediately delivered Qabil to his final resting place.All the way Alea embraced Papa's body, and then took him to his final resting place, in Rido's embrace he cried nonstop, Rido deliberately let his cry, Alea's eyes already looked very swollen, the tears seemed to continuously want to come out without him asking.

The funeral will begin soon, when they have lowered Qabil's coffin and sent him to the place that will bury Qabil. Alea was very weak, but he was very forced to go through the funeral procession.

Now, in front of them already seen an empty hole that has been prepared for Qabil. very bright weather looks, even the atmosphere feels very cool, very cool, the tomb of Qabil adjoins the tomb of May and Letycia.They have buried a large tree that makes the tomb feel very cool.

Alea looked at the headstone that read May's name, "Mama... Qabil must be happy to be side by side with Mama and Aunt Cia" Rido asks Alea to sit right in front of May's Tomb, before Qabil is actually put into the burrow, Alea asked Rido for permission so that Alea could wipe Qabil's face again.

"Can Alea's coffin be open for a minute?" Alea asked, "Alea beg for the reward!" the door came back and begged the Papa.

Rido replied, "Darling, Qabil's face is covered in a shroud and you can't see his face." Alea was speechless, "Alright, but you mustn't open her face let alone your tears until they drip." Rido is back.

Alea approached, He looks to stem those tears. Alea seemed to be trying hard, "Lord, I'm sincere if this is indeed Your will. I beg you to give him the most beautiful place in your heaven, he's a very nice man to me, he's a man who has always protected me, he's a man who respects me a lot as a woman. meet her with her parents, I beg you" said Alea, all crying out Alea's expression for her future husband.

Noni immediately invited him to stay away a little because it was time for Qabil to be buried, "Alea, let's stand.Pity him, you are strong yes!" Said Noni, Alea nodded slowly, although in fact he was trying to be more rigid.

Faaz, Maliq, Mael and Aliq descended to the bottom of the burrow, because Rido had previously refused to let Qabil be buried along with the coffin. Faaz seemed to stem his tears, He did not want to see his weakness.

Rido closed his eyes, "Papa will miss Qabil very much, Son, Papa loves you very much.You are not only Papa's adopted son, but you are all for papa." During life, from childhood. Qabil is very close to Rido and May, if Qabil is with his parents in Turkey, he always misses the figure of his adoptive parents, let alone the embrace of May, which is always an encouragement for him.

Officers helped them to enter Qabil, Alea could not see. He buried his face in Noni's chest, he shouted, shouting very loudly. "Qable..." Her screams as she called out Qabil's name, her cries breaking and breaking.

He thrashed, moaning softly calling his name, even though he said his words were sincere. However, in fact, the pain when he really realized that Qabil was gone, could not be with him more when they really put the body of Qabil and began to drop the land to cover it.

Noni hugged her tightly, she felt her body already heavily supporting Alea and that meant Alea's self was now half in consciousness. "Lea," called Noni as Alea was awakened, Maliq saw the state of his older brother, he immediately asked for help to ascend and after Maliq rose above their footing, he asked for help, He immediately carried Alea and carried Alea into the car, Alea did look unconscious.

Rido is very worried about Alea, Even though he actually feels very weak, but Natasha and Fizzy's hand grip seems to strengthen the Father.

The headstone was correctly planted, the Headstone bearing the name Qabil Muham Ozcived Baharudin bin Whindhansyah Baharudin

Rido spoke the closing sentence at the funeral, with a face that looked very sad, Rido still tried to stand firmly, tears dripping as if signifying a sense of sadness that was still attached, even then the eyes were fixed on Nisan Qabil.

"Death in my opinion is a certainty. Only God knows the time and the way. Therefore man is obliged to fear goodness at all times and remember and mention the asthma of God every second in his life because death can come at any time without knowing his age, social status, or condition, both healthy and sick if it's destiny then man has no ability whatsoever to avoid it."

"His death is so very much left a very deep sorrow, because it should have been 3 days ago he would have married my daughter, but fate said otherwise. Qabil had to leave so soon, we were devastated by this." Rido said while crying.

Rido again continued the sentence he was saying, his breathing sounded very heavy. "Therefore I Rido, as the parent of the late Asuh Qabil, apologized deeply when during his life issued a speech in the form of a sentence that hurt, or give an attitude that makes you unhappy in the heart, I apologize deeply." Said Rido again, "I ask that all of you would pray for him, so that Qabil could have the most beautiful place by the Lord's side."

all were seen shedding tears and saying, "Aminnn" together.

one by one the relatives who had taken Qabil home bidding, they hugged Rido and tried to strengthen him. Rido and his children pray in front of the May navel, He still weeps at Qabil's departure and in front of May's tomb, Rido speaks and reveals his heart.

"My wife, you often say if you are afraid of being left behind by me. You also say, you are afraid if you leave me. Then the reality we have to accept, you leave us with a myriad of stories, you leave us with, good memories even you left our kids." Natasha came crying to hear the sincere words spoken by her father-in-law.

"You used to write novels about us, you cried a lot while writing and I always hugged you and you smiled. You once told me, you said, it's very much your children's life story you pour into your novel.You're the greatest writer, but now if that happens, you'll feel so sad beyond our story"

"Alea, your daughter, who you've always worried about, now her problems are heavier than what you're worried about. You won't even be able to write her story, God does love you, God does love you, God doesn't want you to shed tears just to cry over your son's story!"

"Darling, I want to be with you. I don't think I'm strong if you're not next to me" sobbing from the children's lips, "I want to be with you!!!, you always strengthen me when the kids are feeling tantrums, you always make our atmosphere cool, you..." Rido was sobbing, Fizzy could not see his Papa crying like that, He hugged Aliq and cried in his arms.

Faaz sat beside Ayana and Zain, perhaps he felt tired from this sadness.

"I want to be with you, my wife" Rido said.

Rido cried while covering his face with both hands, "Papa," Natasha wanted Rido to stop the sentences, Rido ate Natasha as if he did not want Natasha to stop the complaints that Rido was expressing.

Rido gently rubbed May's headstone, He recalled the good times with May. shortly before the end would pick up May. They were planning Alea's birthday.

#FLASHBACKS

Rido showed his health that seemed to improve because it was May's state that looked worse after the Doctor diagnosed Flek stored in May's lungs, when May was asleep in Rido's arms.

"I miss Dad" May said,

"Bo pray for your father!" Rido spoke as he kissed May's forehead, "Just pray is what you need, I miss them so much too.if they are still alive" Rido said.

Alea comes, Alea is eager to throw a party on the yacht that Rido and his family have. And after Alea forces Rido and May, they agree to Alea's wishes, May hugged Rido and thanked him for making Alea happy.

"Thank you" said May as she kissed Rido's cheek.

"I'm happy to have you, and you belong to me, mine forever" May said, Rido found it strange why May looked so aggressive to him.

"I'm also very happy to have you?" reply Rido,

"really?" ask May. "If we are separated from death?" Ask May back.

"Dear you ask me something that scares me?" Rido.

"I've always been the one who's afraid, why are you the one who's afraid now"

"Mmmph. I don't know." Answer Rido.

"My Rido, even if I die without you, promise me you will allow me to live in your heart!!" May said that made Rido feel very scared, He hugged May from behind. He held her, before long May fell asleep facing Rido, they fell asleep hugging each other.

#FLASHBACKOFFS

"Remember you said, if you want to live in my heart after your death. I keep your desire to keep you alive in my heart May" Rido said, "You will always live in my heart until I am lifeless"

"Even after the death of this love from my heart will never diminish, When the memory of you comes to me, these tears will always flow. Only the story of you is in my life, and I am sincere if my whole life has to bear the wounds of this separation" Rido said back, Faaz went and approached his father. He hugged Rido who was bowing in front of Nisan May.

"Papa, let's go home.Pity Alea who was in the car earlier" Invite Faaz.

"Papa, come on." Invite Fizzy to obey Faaz.

Rido went up and stood up, Zain and Faaz paved the way of Rido. Natasha is also seen embracing Ayana. The wind that afternoon, blowing very hard.his coolness was very pronounced, even the wind was as if stroking one by one the face of Rido and his children.

"Darling, I think of you in every breath I exhale, even as I cross paths in your heart every day. I walk like the wind and I fly like sand and I realize no one will love me like you." May whispered in Rido's ear, "At that time my every trip and my gaze only ended with you,

There was nothing more to say, I had said everything I wanted" He whispered again, Rido's steps stopped, He was sure the whisper was the voice of his wife who he loved so much.

Rido closed his eyes, "My eyes are yours, but you don't realize that and when you don't realize it I always try to read your eyes secretly" His whispers back make Rido smile happily.

In Rido's heart, "Darling, thank you for hearing everything I said, as I always say. I am always happy to have you, and you will always be present in my heart, your smile, your beautiful face, and your caresses I will never forget. and dear Qabil may have been happy, I wish he had met you, Dhan and also Fahriye."  they continued their carved footsteps to reach Alea and bring her home.

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"I feel like I owe her a lot, I've always made Alea suffer. Noni," Reveal Maliq.

"It's Maliq, it's never too late to fix everything." Noni Tandas, Noni tries to calm Maliq's heart.

Maliq was crying in Noni's arms, as if he was drowning in her grief.

"Qable....." Lirih Alea who spoke as her eyes closed, Noni and Maliq saw Alea's face instantly.

^In Alea's very distant Dream....^

he seemed to be alone in the darkness, not knowing where he was, but he was eager to find Qabil. the light seemed to indicate that a man in white was sitting as if he were praying.

Alea walked over, dragging her steps slowly, as if she wanted to make sure that the man was the man she was looking for. When Alea got closer, she sat right behind the man.

the man had finished praying, he turned his head and looked at Alea's face.It was true that the man was Qabil, a very handsome man, he was wearing a peci and a white robe.

"Stop crying my Alea!" Saying a sweet smile, Alea was eager to hold her, but Alea was unable to reach her.

Alea shouted, "Aaaaaarrrgggg" Her shout was extremely loud, "Why can't I hug you?" Alea.

"Alea, I've been sincere about my departure.don't burden me.You will find your happiness if you want to give me away" said Qabil back.

Alea was surprised by what Qabil said, "No, I want to go with you Qabil" Alea whined again.

"Forget me Alea, you have to start your life well.I'm sorry I can't change your life, although I always struggle to give my love but God says something else. I'm haruis leaving you!" Qabil said, "I'm sorry if I didn't keep my promise to stay with you, to look after you, even to give you love."

"As Mama May once wrote, You will live in my heart even after death" said Qabil, Alea crying at what Qabil said.

'You are my journey, you are my destination Qabil, and living life without you, this heart will feel Impossible!" Reveal Alea while looking at Qabil's face full of sadness. "Your absence has tested me, you have made everything in my life complete, Qabil." Reveal Alea.

"Qabil, If there is no place on earth, then come and meet me in the sky later. Because while living life without you, I feel it is all very impossible" Qabil shed his tears.

"I will always feel that my life is empty without your presence and it seems like My heart does not know how to live anymore" Alea continued, "I beg you to take Me Qabil, I beg you" As soon as Alea's body collapsed, He endured the loss of his lover.

"I'm sorry Alea, I love you so much!" As though the shadow of Qabil had vanished, Alea realized that Qabil was no longer in front of her, he wept and called out the name of Qabil.

"Qabil you're evil, you're leaving me!!!" lirih Alea cried sobbing.

in his closed eyes, he was still crying and shouting to call Qabil's name. Rido and the others were watching and trying to resuscitate Alea.

"for love like this for centuries is not enough, Qabil you are evil!!" Alea, Fizzy, Ayana, and Natasha smothered their mouths and cried at Alea's condition.

"Qabil, let me ask the Lord for a new extension of time. I want you to come back to life with me!!"  he chanted with his eyes still closed, "You're evil!!!" He said again, Rido again asked Noni to make him realize, but, Noni refused.

"Let it be Papa, let Alea take out all her junk" said Noni.

Alea sighed, She muttered back "I don't want you to go far away from me!! Qabil, because you are my friend when you share my pain" said, "even my every whimper, my every madness feels so good if you stay by my side, Qanil" Alea said.

"You said my smile was your strength, and to me it was only because of you that I had hope, even though at that time I felt my world was very cruel, I beg Qabil to come back." He shouted as if he were alone, "Qabil, I beg you to return, I do not need a thousand good men, I only need you!"

"How am I going through my days if you're not by my side!" his weakness.

"What if I die because I miss you, you're just like my mother.you leave my heart to suffer."

"You said you wanted to make me recover from this trauma, but now you're the one who made him Qabil"

"My dear, my Alea, please realize, this is papa son." Rido got into the car and sat down next to his son, He hugged Alea, crying at the state of his son.

"Noni, Papa please how is this?" Rido asked, Rido saw all the frustrating actions of Alea. All her complaints were very sad all her.

"Before Papa, let Alea be at ease as she lets out everything she's feeling." Replied Noni in the middle-with Alea's babbling sounding slightly weakened.

"I beg Qabil, come back" he cried again and again.

"I have a good relationship with the darkness, you gave me the light of Qabil. And now I have to go back into the darkness and you can't give me that light" he lamented,

"I beg Qabil, come back" he cried again and again.

"Alea, dear Alea, he constantly called out the name of Qabil.

His eyes were now wide open, his tone of crying still sobbing. "I want Qabil back,"

"didn't you say something about her?" Faaz asked as he approached and hugged his sister.

"I can't lie big brother, I love him so much" Alea said, "I live like an incomplete being now, Mama, Grandpa, and now Qabil died on my happy day. they complete my suffering"

"Why should my soul suffer in this way? Is it my fault, brother?" He looked at Faaz's face, "What's my fault, Papa?" He looked back, looking at Rido's face.

"So Qabil came up to me, saying his farewell. He asked me to forget him and live my life and I felt unable to accept all of this" Gergutu returned.

"I feel like God is not fair with me" he said as if he felt deep frustration.

"No, you can't talk like that Alea!" Sela Rido's.

"Is God fair to me?, why don't others accept this while I am..." Faaz shut Alea's mouth with one hand, shaking his head.

"That's enough, Brother beg Alea. stop that sentence. God loves you, God thinks you are different because God knows you are stronger than us!!" Faaz.

Faaz decided to go home soon, all in their cars. Alea kept crying in Rido's arms, "Papa, I want to be with Qabil"

The car left the cemetery one by one. A pair of eyes were looking and watching Alea's sadness. The pair of times were crying, He knew the sadness that Alea was pouring out. he even heard every sentence Alea spoke.

"I'm sorry Alea, it's all because of me" Rayna said, He deliberately came without them knowing, he heard about the state of Qabil from one of the nurses who cared for Natasha. at that time Rayna wanted to see Natasha, Rayna wanted to ask about the message that Natasha had sent for her.

However, when she gets to Natasha's room, a nurse informs her that Natasha has gone home with Faaz and his family, and at that time the nurse told me that his brother who had been receiving treatment at the same time had died.

Rayna knew that if the person who died was Qabil, Rayna felt very guilty because for her Qabil was a good person. Qabil not only saved Alea and Natasha but Qabil also saved Rayna when the fateful incident befell them.

Not only that, the figure of Qabil sounded very fond of Aaleeysa and when the bleeding occurred because Rayna would give birth to Aaleesya, Aaleesya, Qabil was the one who carried him and took him to the hospital even though at that time Qabil who was still very young tried to dare to drive a car at a very high speed.

"Sorry, since it was Me and Aidil that you took your life.I'm sorry if I made you cancel marrying Alea" Rayna cried, She immediately dragged her footsteps to approach the navel of Qabil.