
The next day, Faaz awoke from his sleep. He looked at his wife's face as he walked closer to Natasha's bed, Faaz rubbed her cheek gently.
"My wife baby, I love you!" Mumbled Faaz, "Thank you for fighting to give birth to Damar!!, I love you with all my heart." Faaz looked at Natasha lovingly, He was really very much in love with Natasha.
"You will always be a part of my life, thank you for changing my life." Faaz kissed Natasha's lips gently and made Natasha squirm, He also opened his eyes and smiled when he saw Faaz's face right in front of him.
"Good morning my husband." Natasha said with a sweet smile, She gave a very beautiful smile.
For some reason Faaz was always happy to see Natasha's face, for his wife Faaz it was the source of her happiness.
"Good morning to my angel." Faaz said with a smile, He kissed Natasha.
Natasha looked at Faaz's smile, looking at his face with gentleness. "What dream? early in the morning I was so happy?." Natasha's question made Faaz happier.
"Even if I don't dream, I will be happy if I see your face!, "Tempta Faaz.
"Gombal, "Natasha's voice, Faaz took Natasha's hand and kissed her tenderly.
"I dreamt that Mama would come and hug me, and she said that Damar would be healthy and strong. Mama said that Damar was born from a great woman like you and I felt that you could be a mother like my Mama, because she is a great mother figure and you have a lot in common with Mama" Faaz said, Natasha blushed in embarrassment.
"Dear thank you, this early in the morning you gave me this much zest and I felt like I was the most perfect woman" Natasha said, Faaz hugging his wife's body very tightly.
"If only I could meet your mother again, I would be so lucky. My mother also had time to tell me if Mama May is very good and wise, hopefully I can be like them" Natasha said.
"Past you dear, "Faaz revealed Natasha's hair, "So keep the spirit to heal yes and remember, you must be sure that Damar is a very great boy!! " Faaz said back, Natasha nodded slowly.
"Good Morning," said the Doctor, smiling very kindly, "May evening Madame Natasha pass by with a very beautiful dream, we check first yes." The Doctor said, Faaz allowed the Doctor to do his duty.
"Please Doctor," Faaz said as he retreated.
The doctor is checking Natasha's condition, he is also examining Natasha's postoperative wound. The doctor said that if Natasha's health improved enough, even Natasha also showed very rapid progress.
"Lucky, Mrs Natasha has a very fast recovery that makes her situation back significantly.Maybe be home tomorrow!" The doctor said, Faaz smiled. Natasha also looks very happy listening to the description of the Doctor.
"Doctor can my son come home too?, "Task Natasha.
"For that later Madam or Mister can ask the same pediatrician, hopefully his son is strong and can be invited to go home, but if not yet, the mistress must be able to accept." Obviously the doctor returned, "because our child's health is the most important, remain confident that your child is strong like you Mistress" He explained again to make Natasha a little understanding of the state of the baby.
"Okay sir, Mrs, good morning.keep your health, tomorrow I'll be back to check on your health"
"Thank you Doctor, "Natasha and Faaz said at the same time, The doctor smiled and immediately said goodbye.
"Look at your health very well right?" asked Faaz, Natasha smiled faintly at what Faaz was asking.
"Thank you for fighting to heal!, I will always love you!!" whispered Faaz as he kissed his wife's tiny lips.
"Faaz don't be naughty, there will be a nurse or a doctor who sees and I'm ashamed" muttered Natasha, He felt amused because Faaz tried to kiss the nape of his neck.
"Take me to see Damar!," Pinta Natasha in a very spoiled tone, "Please!, please!!" He clenched his hands together, winking his eyes very mischievously.
Faaz smiled and nodded his head, "Alright, wait a minute I'll bring a wheelchair to take you to see Damar" Faaz exited the room and immediately brought a wheelchair after he managed to bring a wheelchair, which he did, Faaz takes Natasha to see Damar.
arriving in front of the Damar Room, Natasha seemed powerless to see Damar.His hand thrashed, "Honey, Is Damar okay?" Ask Natasha.
"Look at my eyes, she'd be better off if you carried her. And trust me Damar is a strong boy! " His words.
"I'm sure he's a strong boy!, " said Natasha, they went into Damar's room.
"Welcome Mr. Madam." Greet the nurse who looks after and takes care of Damar.
"Thank you sister, "
"Let's Master, the lady wear this outfit first because Damar must get sterile treatment" he said, Faaz and Natasha immediately put on clothes.
Now in front of Natasha is seen a small baby who is getting intensive care, Natasha is not able to see it to make her shed her tears.
"Damar!, " said Natasha, Faaz wiped Natasha's tears and tried to strengthen her.
"Suster, can I hold Damar? " Task Natasha.
"Okay Madam, but the Madam can hold her for just a little while" replied the nurse, Natasha agreed to what the nurse said.
The nurse took Damar and gave him to Natasha, "My son, my soul" Natasha said, whispering a prayer in Damar's ear.
"May I give Damar a straight breast milk?, because all this time they only asked me to pump it" asked Natasha.
"Can't Madam, Damar has a problem in his throat. he hasn't been able to swallow well hence we're doing intensive care for him" he replied, Natasha tried to understand the state of her son
Natasha and Faaz tried to understand the birth of Damar at the age of 6 months when he was in the womb and indeed very vulnerable, and it was actually the miracle of God that kept Damar alive until now.
"My dear child, strong yes.Mama, Papa, your brother are also all very much looking forward to you.they are very happy for your presence and Mama believes you will be a light in any time, any circumstances, you are strong and Mama is sure God will always give us strength" Natasha murmured, Faaz kisses the tip of Natasha's head and rubs back Natasha's tears and Nurse asks Damar to be put back into the incubator which is now her place in the care.
"Sus, Damar's chance to go home is still a long time? "
"Hopefully as soon as the mistress, when Damar's body kilo has improved.we will analyze it again, and so far Damar has provided very good development, he said, even the Doctor who treated Damar was very strange with the state of Damar is getting better, because actually the age of birth Damar is very vulnerable to death, but so far Damar showed if he is strong" Maybe this time this sentence makes Natasha more excited, he said,
"I also feel God will always give a good life to my son Sus" said Natasha.
"We continue to pray, Madam, and sure that God will always take care of her" continued the nurse again, Faaz and Natasha thanked him and immediately said goodbye to the sister.
"Listen, Damar is my strong son, just like Aaleesya, who can heal because you believe in God, and now you also have to be sure of Damar's healing" faaz said with a smile from Natasha, Natasha felt very happy when she heard the news of her child's condition getting better.
***
That morning Maliq woke up from his sleep, he was leaning right over the shoulder of the bed. It seems Maliq thought about the dark story that Noni told him last night, Maliq shook his head.
"But why should I dream like that? whereas in the past I felt that if I hated you!, " said Maliq who still felt disbelief remembering his dream that was so real, Maliq moved and opened his balcony, his room, He accidentally saw Noni who was inviting Alea and Rido to exercise.
"What does Noni do?, why is she like Natasha?" Maliq tried to remember about what Natasha had done, Natasha always invited to get Rido to always exercise in the morning.
Maliq remembered all the prayers he always prayed after praying, "Lord, I will give you all!, including my love for Natasha, he said, I will forget Natasha but I beg you to give me a soul mate like her.a woman who has noble character and loves all my family" Maliq sighed lightly.
Maliq smiled again, "God gave me my prayers, why am I so sure about the dream? as if it was true that he was my soul mate" Maliq continuously watched Noni from a distance, Noni also realized that Maliq was watching her from the balcony of her room.
"Maliq." Calling Noni to break Maliq's mind, "Come on, take part in sports with us" Maliq smiled, Noni also felt that the sweet smile made her feel very happy.
"Well, I'll go down. Wait a minute" Maliq said, shouting, Noni smiled and nodded her head.
"He is handsome even when he has just woken up!, " He said in his heart.
"Noni, I'm tired!" Alea.
"Yes, we rest yes" Noni gave a bottle of drink, "Alea, we breathe fresh air this morning then, throw it away slowly! " His word, Alea nodded while agreeing to what Noni had ordered.
"Before that you have to close your eyes, and this is his leg bent. hold it for a while in the stomach for yourself relaxs!!" Alea followed whatever Noni ordered, Rido also followed what Alea did. Maliq came, Noni saw the arrival of Maliq.
He smiled at Maliq and Maliq responded to the smile, Noni blinked her eyes. Maliq smiled very happily seeing his Brother and Papa look very relaxed.
"Alea." Call Noni softly, "You're just saying enough about what I'm asking." Alea nodded her head slowly, Alea's smile was very sweet.
"Imagine what happiness is in your mind now?" Pinta Noni, "Have you seen her?, "Alea nodded her head.
Rido opened his eyes, his tears dripping as he looked at Alea's innocent face that was closing his eyes.
"I saw the smiles of Mama and Papa, they were with me every moment and I felt happy to see the affection between them!, " Alea replied.
Alea smiled, "Mama called us, mama prepared our favorite meal! " Taught again.
"Does that make you happy?" asked Noni.
"Yes obviously, but Mama left us and it was my fault!, " Alea said knowingly.
"Do you see it's your fault? " Tanya Noni came back, Alea shook her head slowly.
"Then why do you think of it that way?" Noni asked as she gently rubbed Alea's back, Alea fell silent.
"Alea, now and until later.you must forget this matter, the death of someone is the destiny and provision of God!" Alea broke into tears, "Your mother has become a woman of heaven, she is waiting for you to live eternally there with her.You just pray enough, pray for her whole heart." Said Noni back.
"Did you hear me?, "Tanya Noni, Alea nodded softly, "So I want to ask why with the passing of someone?, "Tanya Noni came back.
Alea replied, "Because of God's destiny and precepts", He shed tears, "But Maliq said that I am the cause of it all!" His tears came back, Maliq felt very guilty.
Because, according to him, it comes from his speech that Alea's soul is increasingly becoming.not only that Maliq also remembers, if he always tried to hurt Alea if Alea was feeling tantrums.
"What kind of sister am I!!, I'm sorry Alea!" Revealing Maliq in his heart, Noni looked towards Maliq who was bowing feeling guilty. Noni also stepped foot slowly, he pulled Maliq's hand. tried to invite Maliq to sit opposite Alea, he said, maliq initially refused but Noni assured Maliq that today was the last day Alea thought about it.
Maliq agreed with Noni's request, sitting right in front of Alea.
"Noni.. " Alea called out to her, "Yes Alea, I'm still here. breathe fresh air back Alea, then throw it away slowly." Subsequently, Alea nodded slowly.she also inhaled her air slowly, then threw it away slowly.
Rido smiled, He felt that good things would soon come to his son. Rido wishes Alea well, and the last time Rido talks to Dr. Hans, he is already chronically depressed, but the Schizophrenia disease Alea experienced was only a symptom and Doctor Hans said Alea could recover, only if Alea felt depressed. Depression will recur.
"Alea if you have Maliq in front of you, what do you want to tell him? " Tanya Noni.
"I.. " Alea was silent, her mouth seemed to want to say something.
"I love you Maliq, but you didn't love me. As long as we were kids, you always stood up for Ayana compared to I was your sister! everyone loves Ayana, not me! only Faaz is fair, not with you!" Alea cried as if sobbing, her tears thoroughly falling down her cheeks.
"If only you knew, every time you scolded me, I felt like I was useless! I feel alone, you always invite Ayana to play, You and Brother Fizzy to pay attention to Ayana but not to me!, all as if hating me! "
"I sobbed to myself in the room, and then Faaz came and hugged me, wiping my tears just as Mama and papa did to me after that quarrel I and Ayana repeated, you push my body until I fall, and then you curse hard and say I'm not a good sister to you and Ayana, but you know, you know, how am I gonna be a good sister when I receive bad treatment from my own sister, your cousin Ayana but I am your sister. Can you make me a part of your life?"
"You've always cursed me crazy from childhood, telling yourself that it's like an oath to me?, Am I that crazy Maliq?" Maliq was speechless crying at the screams from Alea's heart, Maliq lowered his head.
with eyes still closed, "I'm not crazy Maliq, I just feel lonely. I feel that you and Brother Fizzy often underestimate me, I'm not crazy" Alea said as she shook her head slowly, the sobbing cry sounded as if it hurt from her heart.
"Alea is there still something that holds your heart?, "Tanya Noni, "Is there anything else you want to say besides Maliq?," asked Noni again.
"No, they must have known about my heart." Answer Alea.
"I'm sorry Brother, " Alea heard what Maliq said, "My law if you want!, I want to make up for whatever I have said and done to you!" Murmured, Alea opened her eyes.he saw Maliq who was crying in front of her, Maliq insisted on apologizing to her.
"I'm aware of my mistake!, I'm sorry.I should as your little brother protect you or Ayana, please forgive me!" Maliq said, Alea was surprised by the apology Maliq had told her.
Alea fell silent, "Sister, I promise this time.I will protect you!!" His breath was wasted heavily, the pounding of tears from his lips sounded deeply regretful of what had happened. "protect you, from anything! give me time, brother!, I beg you! " Alea hugged Maliq, she said,
"My Law Brother, I will accept whatever you do as long as you forgive me! I beg you, Brother" Gumam Maliq is back.
"You're my sister, you're the one I love. Brother has forgiven you! " They hugged tightly, Rido wept embracing Noni. "Maliq, I want to always get your hug! " Say Noni back.
"Sir Alea, I want to know whatever you feel. Tell me as much as you can and I promise to listen to whatever you complain to me!!" Maliq said Alea was crying in Maliq's arms.
"I will always love you Maliq, thank you for wanting to be my sister, hug me and give me the spirit to live life again" Alea said.
the two of them held each other in arms, Rido felt very happy to see the positive things that Noni gave.
"Thank you Noni, Papa is very proud of you. Thank you once again" Rido hugged Noni, Noni also felt very happy when she heard what Rido said.
"Father, I'm the one who should thank you because I've got a new family like you and I'm happy" they don't know that a pair of eyes are watching them, eyes filled with tears, eyes that show regret.Eyes that are also currently staring at their situation with full...