MY LIFE FRIEND CHANGED MY LIFE
S2. Definition of patience according to Natasha.
“I just want you to forgive me.” Inner Natasha murmured, Ayana chattered even Natasha like she did not hear it. The burden on Natasha's heart was heavy, she felt very hurtful to her fellow women.
“I'm so happy, because you were willing to forgive all my mistakes yesterday.” Ayana spoke while holding Natasha's hand, “You know how frustrating I was then, But I heard a sentence from you. You talk to Daddy and everyone if I'm feeling down and you have to forgive and guide me more.” Ayana looked at the clear sky, her smile was very clingy. He kept talking and talking to Natasha.
”Sepang very much the same you, Nat is indeed a super good woman, I really love Kaka... and.”.
”kak Nat, it looks like I have to give up my love for Qabil. Maybe because I saw Qabil really love Kak Lea” Ayana said, “And the happiness in my heart came when they really embraced me and also forgave me” Ayana looked into Natasha's empty-looking eyes. Ayana shed a tear from her eyes, She saw Natasha's face filled with pity.
”Kak Natasha, I know from now on you have not heard all my complaints.” Inner Ayana muttered, She felt sad as she looked at Natasha with a blank gaze. Natasha feels depressed, “I know you are very depressed, Sister Natashaaaaaaa Inner Ayana returned, She hugged Natasha very tightly.
”Aa..a.ayana.” Lirih Natasha when she realized the close embrace that Ayana gave.
”You why are crying?” Natasha held onto both of Ayana's cheeks and wiped away Ayana's already rushing tears, Their eyes fixed on each other. Ayana cries and hugs Natasha again.
”Do you feel upset Ayana?, Tell me.” Natasha said, Ayana shook her head.
”Then?” Ask Natasha back, “You're covering something Ayana!” Said Natasha while gently rubbing Ayana's back.
”You're feeling restless, you're thinking a lot of trouble. You're even watching me. How noble are you, Sister Natasha, I envy your patience?” Ayana Mumbles.
”Ayana, what are you talking about?” Natasha tries to cover up her anxiety at the apology rejected by Rayna, “I'm not fidgeting, I'm fine dear” Natasha said back.
”I'm not a little kid brother, I know what I'm thinking. I was telling you this and you were daydreaming about the problem.” Gerrutu Ayana was very spoiled making Natasha smile when she saw him, “You even smiled, You are like an angel that fell from the sky. Your smile is really beautiful when you yourself are feeling difficult.” Ayana pursed half her lips, as if she was disappointed that Natasha did not want to tell her about her turmoil. Natasha is a quiet woman and a little closed, but actually she does not want to tell what she experienced even though she experienced bitter things alone. And most of all he did not want to explain Rayna to Ayana or the others.
”Ayana really, you don't have to worry about me. I'm fine.” Say Natasha, “Thank you for always being the front guard in my grief, I'm happy to know you Ayana” Natasha said again.
”What does Sister Natasha always eat?” Ayana's silly question appears and makes a smile on Natasha's lips widen, “Kaka even smiled, Let's answer?” Tanya Ayana is back.
”I always eat what you eat?” Natasha replied with a small laugh, Natasha senan while chatting with Ayana because for her Natasha can remember her good times with her step sister. Although at this time the step-Sister turned into an evil sister, but for Natasha she remains her Adik who is very sweet.
”But the patience level of Kaka and I is different!!!” Ayana was grieving, Natasha even smiled at the innocent face of Ayana, “And look, what Kak Natasha does not pegel every second is always smiling like this.” Ayana muttered again making Natasha smile.
”Kak Nat, Kak Aidil once said once in a while we should not be good people, because if you are a good person it is always used.” Said Ayana, “But yesterday I did Evil also in the same benefits Kak Aidil!!” Ayana said while showing her innocent behavior.
”Well That's it!!,” replied Natasha as she pinched Ayana's right cheek.
”Ayana, Remember. Do good it does not need you to think it will be used or not. Do good it is a must.” Natasha gave a little encouragement to Ayana, “And a smile, That smile we should have given. Smiling is a worship. Ayana is happy if there are people who smile with Ayana. And make people happy it's the noblest worship.” Natasha is back.
”If the definition of patience according to Ayana What?” Ask Natasha.
”The patience, if we are colonized we must be patient but we are not humans who can always be patient. Well sister Natasha why always be patient?” Ayana looked straight at Natasha.
”I'm also not as patient as Ayana, I'm also human as rich as you. But trying to be patient is important, so stay young and be loved by God too,” replied Natasha.
”If according to Kak Natasha, Patience is the definition of what?”
”Patience is an attitude of holding back emotions and desires, and surviving in difficult situations by not complaining. patience is the ability to control the self which is also seen as an attitude that has high values and reflects the strength of the soul of the person who has it.” replied Natasha,
“Waw..... Very cool if you have talked with Natasha, Ayana seneng that Natasha Kak continues with Faaz. You see if Brother Rayna...oupps” Ayana smothers half her mouth using one hand.
”Already, already. Rayna is good too. I wish they could live happily again without me.” Said Natasha, “Eh, Help me make pudding yuk. Papa Rido must be very fond of making pudding.” Take Natasha to Ayana, Ayana nods her head and immediately goes to the kitchen following Natasha.
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Arriving in the kitchen, Natasha is shocked by the bride's presence in the kitchen. Fizzy is making food for her and also AliQ. Because Fizzy and AliQ did not have time to eat breakfast together, Natasha had the idea to tease the bride like Natasha wanted to avenge Fizzy who was then hurt by Faaz and himself.
”Eh Ayana, there is a newlywed nih.” said Natasha, Fizzy's face turned red, “Sampe can not breakfast, he said..”.
”Natasha don't embarrass me.” Say Fizzy, “What do you want to do Nat?” Ask Fizzy.
”Udah get how many rounds Kak Fizz?” Ayana asked very plainly, “Ha-ha-Ha” while laughing Ayana asked.
”Okay this, Nat clay dong tuh onion it.” Fizzy said, Natasha instead smiled when she heard Fizzy complaining because he got a tip from Ayana.
”Hayoooo loh Kak Fizzy, answer dong.”
”Udah-Udah You guys Fizzy her face red tuh.” Said Rido who came and sat at the dining table while carrying a newspaper in his hand.
”Papa want Natasha to make Lemon tea?” Natasha asked with a sweet smile,
”Bby,” Reply Rido, Natasha immediately made Lemon tea her favorite Papa-in-law.
”Papa's son again what?, here sit.” Pinta Rido to Ayana, Ayana approaches and sits beside her beloved Papa.
“Fizzy is even dumb, Let's continue the cooking. AliQ must have been waiting.” Fizzy smiled and seemed to have misbehaved.
”Mmmh, Yes Pah.” Fizzy's face was like confusion. Rido smiled as he looked at the face of his son. Happiness also reappears.
(“This is the first day she became a real wife, Papa is very happy to see her. May your family also always get their happiness.” - inner Rido while smiling)
“Nat,,” Whisper Fizzy called him.
(“Then no, older age cook even can not. Hmmmm Papa is never wrong, if only I had taken cooking classes as well. - Inner Fizzy murmured.)
”Nat... heyyy” Call Fizzy back while whispering.
”What?” Fizzy's closing in on Natasha.
”I make Omelet, continue to make Stick potato cheesee” said Fizzy.
”Then?, That's you already made his omlet right?”
“Stick potato cheesee I can't, how to do?” Ask Fizzy and get confused.
”Bentar I karin used to make Lemon tea warm for Papa Yes.” Fizzy was waiting for Natasha to finish making her favorite Papa drink, after a few minutes Natasha helped Fizzy to make Favorite Faaz Food which is also Favorite AliQ food.
”Papa ditaman yes, Want to have a casual chat with Ayana. And MaliQ seems to be training fitness there too.” Said Rido, they immediately went and left the busy cooking Fizzy and also Natasha.
Fizzy was very happy to get help from Natasha, at least Fizzy got knowledge and for Fizzy the science of cooking from Natasha was very big considering Natasha's Cuisine was always very delicious on the tongue of all family members.
”You are my Teacher, I am Nat,” said Fizzy, “You Yes Please” Fizzy begged Natasha, Natasha smiled.
”Alright, pay her a smile yes.” They are like a sister and Kaka really, Fizzy really loves Natasha and vice versa, “So remember Faaz deh, he really likes this food.” said Natasha.
”Alhamdulilah, It's finished.” said Natasha, “AliQ seneng broccoli Ijo gak?” ask Natasha.
”Seneng also, Yaudah wear aja.” Fizzy said,
”If Faaz drink it like warm lemon tea or warm sweet orange.” Said Natasha, “I also want to make a favorite Pudding Faaz and Papa Rido, you also want” Fizzy laughed a little when he heard Natasha's babbling.
”Haaaahhhh happy to have a rich brother-in-law you.” Fizzy murmured,
”Udah how long have you been the Wife of my husband?” Rayna asked who came to surprise Natasha, with a very thin face Rayna looked full of Natasha's face.
Natasha looked down, her hands shaking. Scroll tears have been dammed in her beautiful eyelids, “No need to cry, No need to make drama here.” Rayna said, Fizzy was furious to hear the sentence Rayna gave to Natasha.
”You are still holding a tray, want to make my sister Wait a long time?” Rayna told Fizzy.
”you why Ray?” Ask Fizzy, “OK you can't accept yet, but please try to accept this situation.” Fizzy Mumbled.
”accept?, Easy by the way. Try the gW position reversed so the elo position?” Say Rayna, “GW female, she's female. Should not fellow women hurt each other.” Rayna said back.
”Or do not-don't be the wife of Faaz is one of the plans she let live well.” Rayna's mumbling
”Stop Rayna!,,” Tandas Fizzy, “You are female, Natasha is also female okay indeed yes. But Natasha also did not know it would be like this.”
“Let the child be born without being involved in the problems of his parents, I beg to be an adult Ray” Said Fizzy made Rayna growled, Rayna thought as if Fizzy was defending the marriage of Natasha and Faaz.
“GW will never accept the child,” Sarkas Rayna said.
”I will go after my son was born Sister Rayna.” Natasha said in between talks between Fizzy and Rayna, “I beg you, want this child born accompanied by his Father. After that I will leave you all, I promise.” Say Natasha, “I beg you to Forgive me Sister Rayna.” Natasha said back.
“Kakak?, Stop calling Gw sister.” Tukas Rayna, “GW, I'm not called the same sister Elo”
”Oh yes, Why don't you go now?”, Tanya Rayna, “What are you afraid of not getting recognition from Faaz, what are you afraid of not getting his treasures Faaz?.” Rayna.
”You must pray a lot that the child is born perfectly, usually if the marriage is not sanctioned by the birth of his child..”.
“Stop Rayna!,, Stop.” AliQ came and heard Rayna say, AliQ felt pity when he saw Natasha's face.
”You should thank Rayna, because your son is healthy.” Said AliQ, “and about Faaz and Natasha's marriage at that time was not Natasha's fault, they were married was not Natasha's wish.” AliQ is back.
”I'm your brother, I'm the victim here. Why are you defending Natasha?” Rayna asked, Maybe if only then Rayna stood up firmly. she had made violence to Natasha, Her hands and feet like wriggling while sitting and staring at Natasha.
”You are indeed my sister, but you have always hated me.” Said AliQ, “Rayna, I have to straighten this all.” AliQ said back.
”Natasha is a good woman, She would love to take care of you until you recover.” Aliq said,
”No, she's my Housewife shredder.” Reject Rayna, “I hate you because you were born like that child.” While pointing her index finger at Natasha's stomach.
”Stop Rayna, Get rid of your ego. She loves you so much, my mother loves you so much. You're the one who doesn't want to take it.” Said AliQ, Rayna could not manage her emotions, Natasha just looked down sad when she heard every curse Rayna pointed at her.
”I hate you Natasha, And I hate you AliQ. You and the others wanted my death. I will not forgive all of you.” Rayna muttered, Rayna turned the wheelchair intending to go to her room. AliQ and Fizzy were silent when they heard Rayna talking like that, AliQ looked at Natasha who begged him to settle the debate.
”Abar, Abrar..” Call him out loud, Mael who came to him at that time.
“Ray, Want to go above?” Ask Mael, “Mari Mael help.” Mael.
”Call Abrar!!!” Said Rayna who still looks angry, “You are just like them,” said Rayna back.
”Alright, Wait a minute.” Mael immediately calls Abrar, Rayna looks riled up while waiting for Abrar to come.
”If you want to vent emotions, overflow it on Papa. Papa's the guilty one here Rayna.” Rayna heard a voice from behind. He was very sure the voice was the Voice of his Father-in-law who had been good and very dear to him.
”Excuse Papa, Punish Papa Rayna.” Said Rido back, “Papa guilty to you, Papa received whatever punishment you gave.” said Rido made Rayna speechless, He breathed very heavily.
”You can hate Papa, but don't punish your son and the others. They're innocent, Papa's the guilty one here.” His steps were getting closer at that time, “Geep Papa Rayna, Put your emotions on Papa. Give all the Telling to Papa, Papa Please do not make yourself Papa die for sinning against you. Papa received all the scorn you will give.” Rido muttered, Rayna fell silent as if she did not want to talk to her Father-in-law.
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Quote by Mariska Lubis..
To always give its light to the universe and its contents. It provides the warmth that keeps life going. Without ever asking for anything in return, without ever stopping. The sun never breaks the promise to always give light in the dark and make in the dark there is always light.
When dawn broke on the eastern horizon, the once dark sky turned golden red. The marching life witnessed its beauty and looked forward to the warmth of the rays and light in the midst of the words that sounded and felt in the heart. The birds sang and the flowers opened their petals. Humans wake up and start a new day.
Imagining life that starts when morning comes is like seeing ants that are busy going back and forth to and fro looking for food to take home into their nest and back out again to find and go on and on. How grateful the ants are when the sun is shining. They can work and food is abundant. There is no need to worry that the nest will be flooded and destroyed by stagnant water. There is no need to be afraid of drifting and drowning. What about humans?!
The sun kept shining all day. Even in storms and rain, the sun keeps trying to give its rays. Trying to dispel all the darkness that envelops with the warmth it provides. Although it takes a long time to recover everything, the sun never gives up. He will definitely come back and come back again to make things even better.
Being the sun is not easy. It takes a tremendous amount of love and sincerity and a very hard commitment and hard work. It can't be half or half. Devote yourself to those who have made and given it all the blessings and graces it receives to then be given back to all in order to become something useful and meaningful in life.
The wind blowing so fiercely did not make it a reason to stop shining. Although heavy yet this did not prevent him from continuing to retreat and surrender. Instead, all this adds to his passion to be able to give more and more. The sun never breaks a promise. He always wanted to give the best he could.
Even when the sun had to go back to the contest, he had put his light and light on the moon. Make the dark night still light. There is still cold warmth. The beauty of the night becomes more and more felt when the moon shows all of her. The sun gives it full light so that the moon can be more beautiful and bright.
When all eyes are closed and hearts are chaotic, the sun always tries to provide a way to restore all conditions for the better. There is always a way that is taken and taken to solve all the problems. He did not want others to be difficult and sad and dissolve in sorrow. The sun always wants everyone to smile and be happy. He wanted other suns to grow as well and shine brightly.
The sun provides a lot of life. Look at the green leaves and grass. Flowers blooming in the garden. They can be beautiful because the sun helps them to survive. Without the sun, everything withers and dies. No one can live or grow. Bones also become easily destroyed and porous. Standing up straight no one can. Pain and difficulty will always perch if the sun is never there.
We often forget that all the achievements we get do not mean it is entirely done by ourselves. We tend to underestimate others that actually make us a dwarf. Humans are social creatures who need each other. There is no need to imagine others who have helped us a lot in achieving positions and positions, just imagine if there were no garbage men, no vegetable builders, no street sweepers. What's going to happen?! Can we really do everything ourselves?! Even to live in the forest we cannot be alone. There are trees and animals that help us survive. Shouldn't we always remember this and be grateful for it?!
If only humans would use the sun in a good way, the earth would not have to become dirty and damaged. The energy it provides for free, can be used by humans to run life in everyday life. Nothing needs to be destroyed or destroyed. It is enough to store what is given by the sun and then reused. The air remains clean and awake, human labor to make a living to pay and buy can be used for other things that are more needed.
The sun never asks for a reply but the sun always provides itself to be put to the best use. Anything that can be given will certainly be given as long as it can indeed be something useful and beneficial for life and the future. Precisely even we who are often ungrateful and always feel the ”paling”. Forgetting that it all started with love and compassion. Instead, we are busy to really use it for personal gain and to satisfy our own desires and passions. Not for the common good, even in the name of the common good. Didn't we?!
The sun sometimes stings and burns so fiercely. Was it all because he was angry and angry?! The sun never gets angry and angry. Everything he does is the best he can give. Cycles in the world cycle there is indeed a time and a time. Coupled with all the damage done by humans makes the cycle in this time loop faster. The earth and the world must constantly heal and heal themselves. None other than, for and for the future survival of life. To make everything better and better.
Angry and upset is something that is natural when there is something that is not good and not right. It does not mean also angry and upset it must be something negative if it is to be interpreted as an introspection of what has been thought and done before. Both want to try to look back at everything from the beginning and during the process and journey so that then can be thought together what should be done. That is if you want improvement and if you want better. If we continue to dwell on ego and personal desires, all problems can never be solved properly.
The sun never breaks a promise. The sun is always there and always gives its light and light. Now it all depends on all of us, how we want to be grateful for all this and help make our lives now and in the future better. Is it true that we are already the sun or are we just a shadow that wants to be the sun?!
Be the sun and never break a promise. Always shine and give light. Light the darkness and give the light in the dark.
Hope useful!!!
Thank you, Mariska Lubis..
"The Sun never promises, Even the Sun is always Fair in sharing its rays."
