MY LIFE FRIEND CHANGED MY LIFE

first fight

a very long night, I was still doing my breastfeeding , Ms. Nina and mbak lastri who had come to my children's room asked me to go back to the room to break my body , I also say goodbye to go back to my room, I see the wall clock has shown at 03:00 I saw Rido still asleep with a sound , I was reluctant to wake him when Rido asked me to sound the alarm because rido will pray at night, the alarm on the mobile phone rido rang , I intend to turn off the alarm I saw the screen of his cell phone there are several incoming messages, one of them from doctor richard his schoolmate rido first , I didn't mean to snoop on a rido phone but why I was so curious about the rido phone, I shifted the message screen on the rido phone I saw there were some incoming messages from "shall" , I immediately read it .. all I know is the name shalom, I read the contents of the message from shalom to rido .

*do, where are you ? (shal)

*do are you okay?(shal)

*i'm good, don't think about me (rido)

*how about may (shal)

*good, no need to worry (rido)

*good, please contact me immediately when you are already there, take care of your health (shal)

*thank you (rido)

it was the content of the conversation of rido and shalom..

and there are also some incoming messages that have not been read rido.

*do, I'm sorry . I hope may know everything, I don't want to know in the future. please !! I love you .

*do why you didn't reply , is everything in good condition.

*i hope everything is okay , let me know the truth so you don't always feel worried.

that was the content of the message sent by shalom , my heart was hot as if it was burning , this time I was angry and wanted to vent my emotions, I was already unable to cover my anger.

it felt like I wanted to vent my emotions, it felt like I wanted to wake her up.

I cried uncontrollably, like a bomb had exploded in my heart, my chest was tight, I was sitting on my couch , crying lamented my sadness while looking intently at Rido. I did not expect all this to happen so easily . I used to tell Rido to marry shalom but very clearly rido refused her ,

in my mind and thought I flashed when Rido said he did not want to make me cry , Rido could not dare me , Rido always made me an angel in his heart , only I loved him ..

(nene ... This is the granddaughter of Nene who loved me from a long time ago , this is the granddaughter of nene who is very proud , ' she said , this is the granddaughter of Nene who always tells me why you betray me after I give up my love for her, after I give two little angels for her, nene I mohob answer 'my mummy in heart)

I was endlessly crying, in a stammering voice I slowly evaporated my emotions, I bent my legs and began to immerse my face in both of my knees

I called my mother's father softly, I cried until I realized Rido woke up from his sleep .

"stop, don't touch may again !!!" I said with full anger.

"why you, why are you angry ?" ask her in surprise

"i don't want to see you rido, I can't accept your betrayal" I replied in a stammering voice

"what betrayal do you mean ? I don't understand what you mean, baby ?" he answered while holding my arm

"before may do , take may home to mother .. may does not want to stay here" I asked her

rido tried to hold me, I tried not to take a touch from him ,

"you why, why are you acting like this, what's my fault may ? " collapsed to me while holding his head

"i know you already know what I mean, I know don't think I'm stupid, I WANT TO GO HOME ¡!!!!!!" my door to him emphasized his thought

"alright, you sit down first we talk about this well, I beg you not to make yourself sick dear, I beg "pinta rido while holding both hands

I passed to my son's room, Rido stopped me, Rido held my hand very firmly, I could not hold it, now I hugged it was held in warmth.

"calm down for a minute, forgive me for yelling at you baby, forgive me, please" she asked, calming me down

I woke up my body again from her arms, I looked into her eyes, she looked at me and tried to explain to me .

"well baby, your father is crying and is so angry with me" asked Rido

"look at this, what does the content of her short message to you do ? what does this mean" I asked while showing Rido's phone

"read the contents of this message "I draw again

rido just fell silent in silence watching me let out my emotions, watching me point a finger at Rido's phone

"do if you want to make me cry I'll cry, but if you make me cry the wrong way it's good we're introspection first." I told him.

I walked to my baby twin room, I intend to release my burden by looking at the smile on his face while packing my children's clothes, I decided tomorrow will stay at ibh , '' I'll stay at home , of course I'll get permission first with papa and mama.

(rido did not want to catch up with me at all, maybe Rido did do this betrayal "gumannku in heart)