MY LIFE FRIEND CHANGED MY LIFE

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rido and I were waiting for the sisters to bring our twins, Rido gave the name muhhamad alfaza davinsyah to my son and maryamah alfizi to my daughter's name, Rido was so very happy to welcome our two children , he looked at me with love sometimes, he kissed me all his heart but I also saw sadness at the end of his eyes, I saw unusual things in his eyes . she hid things from me, I dare not ask her .

not so long father also mother approached us who was waiting for our baby to come .

"honey, have you improved "dad asked and approached me Dad also kissed me on my forehead unconsciously he shed his tears, as well as the mother who hugged me tightly .

"well father, mother why weep, I am happy to give you healthy grandchildren, unmitigated God gave me two little angels who will perfect me" I said while holding the hands of my father and mother

I saw Rido take his eyes off and also wipe the tears on his cheek, I was very surprised

I asked my father and mother, where mom and dad were waiting for me

"father and mother where well, are they not with father and mother "let me look at the door

"a...there is a pity that soon papa and mama are heading to this room, maybe they still ate just now, I can't wait to see you become a stepmother first " my mother lied to me

my gaze remained shifted towards door , the door was open and it turned out that the nurse was trying to give my son a mini baby push cot, seen from the door the nurse smiled at me , sister gave my son for a moment to me and also rido, really you divine robby . I was so happy to see their little sinless face, they fell asleep on my lap , I asked Rido umtuk to knock his sling

rido smiled giving my boy to me .

"honey, look at her like you are very beautiful and charming, must have grown up to be a prayer woman like your mother yes want "to keep sitting and kissing her child

"my son you are very handsome, you will inherit your father's good looks, you will be a responsible man, you will be a wise leader and you will love me , your father is also your brother with all his heart "my words followed by my tears dripping.

mom and dad are so amazed to see me who is an adult this, my change is so drastic, mom and dad embrace each other look happy hue on his face , papa and mama finally came to my room but I saw a sad hue on her face that they covered with smiles to see me who was happy.

they hugged me and kissed me, they also took turns carrying my children .

(in my heart "mama's eyes are so puffy too papa is the same, what is this with them )

now my dad is sitting in a chair near my bed, he's holding my hand he's starting to bully and want to hug, his eyes like they want to say something , really I feel there is something heavy they want to say .

PAPA: DARLING, papa mohoin take care of your emotions, your health is very important for your children ,

me: why pah ? papa want to say something ???

PAPA: my dear son, papa doesn't want to hurt you, but papa can't cover this up.

papa started crying in front of me as well as mom and rido . dad and mom hugged each other

my son is kept back in his bed, PAPA continues his conversation with me

PAPA: your nene is in a coma, she fell when she knew you were going to give birth, mom nina was taking nene a drink ... nene who wants to come to you is not strong because her legs are not able to withstand the weight of her body.

I just cried hearing that, I couldn't hear all that, papa, still continuing the story

PAPA; today the doctor has asked papa to stop to release the breathing apparatus nene, papa undo because papa wants you to see and approach her.

I cry in the arms of Rido , I ask Rido to deliver me to the room of Nene who is also hospitalized the same, a day already nene coma ,it means that nene was in a coma at the time I was struggling to give birth to my children, at that time I was like dreaming that nene sally was near me, kissed my forehead and expressed her affection for me,

　

I was also escorted to use a wheelchair to meet nene sally, now nene is in front of me

with tears in my eyes I approached the very weak nene, I kissed her I tried to interalse her, I saw no signs of life anymore .nene had already silenced her mouth ... mya tears seemed to be dry not a single drop came out from her eyes ,

nene , did nene tau may have given birth to a lineage of nene , did nene happy , nene wake up , I know nene is dreaming but nene has been cup her dream please , open her eyes .. do nene miss me I repeat my words while crying I hold nene's body that feels no warmth I turn towards papa, mama and rido

' pah , mah let's wake up nene , did nene already know my son was born , come on do please '

rido hugged me, my cry broke considering that grandma had no response at all I could not see it , why can't Nene see me first give a grandchild to her ,

"honey , say to nene we have iklas , we want nene calm hopefully nene placed in heaven" said rido

I could not say that sentence, I cried and continued to cry , this time I hold the body of the mother and cry in her arms , Rido approached nene , and read the sentence in her ear . the machine also sounded

　

~tuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutt~ see long line in njya screen .

I saw it in his face .

we cried, I saw papa's biological son nene stronger than us.Papa kissed nene's forehead and stroked nene's beautiful cheeks..

　

　

~chapter which is the most heartwrenching , ~

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