
already a week from his return , I still sometimes act cold to Rido , I also feel there is something strange with shalom every time I invite him to meet shalom always reasoned to be in a busy state , I also saw all the posts on his social media about the core of the migration and occasionally he posted words showing his worry , ' he said , to be honest I feel curious and closer to her but it seems shalom always shies away from me , likewise with the rido that I see getting more strange day he never contacted first when outside the house , during this week Rido also often went to bed earlier than me and stopped helping me take care of the children.
that night Rido came home very late , I also had time to call the lira who was in the office to deliver the files left in the room said the lira rido had 4 hours left the office and the dhan master who was replacing his position at the meeting , said the lira rido had 4 hours left the office , I was just speechless hearing the lira say like that, I don't want to think of anything but what is my power that is also an ordinary woman I started to think of their relationship that may have been far away , I just want to prepare myself not to get too hurt even though I know it's going to hurt .
lira came up to me after coming home from my husband's office, lira brought me a box of food that she bought by the side of the road, because lira knew I had that craving just today .
"miss, I brought mochi ice cream to the mistress" while putting it on the table
"waaw...raa thanks yaa ...do you remember the hell ??" ask him excitedly
"the lady at that time would have liked to , and there was someone selling on the side of the road using that carfood, I decided to buy miss , hopefully the mood of the lady is getting better after eating this" lira semabri smiled
"did you have a girlfriend, raa you have a boyfriend?" much
"no miss , since divorce I do not want to date "he replied
"have you been divorced ?? when is the wedding ra "" I asked full of wonder
"i married young miss , a year of my marriage I found my husband cheating on me with his college friend" replied the lethargic lira
"haaaaaah, I'm sorry ya raa "chew while holding the hand of the lira
"it's okay, miss, I've moved on "lira's smile calms me down
I remember the reason the lira got divorced because of the affair, what the lira was trying to remind me, or what a coincidence today I asked rido explanation ... so that me and Rido know where this marriage is going, I don't want my children to be victims of my failed marriage.
it was late at night, I saw Rido had gone home and out of his car, indeed it has been a few days rido did not eat dinner with me and he chose to sleep early , I don't know why Rido did that, neither do I and Rido as often as I used to hang out let alone being preoccupied with my twins , but even so Rido never forgets to greet his children .
"honey, I'm sorry I've been so tired lately that I didn't have time to chat with you" said Rido as he undressed, I just fell silent and immediately picked up the clothes released rido , rido passed by leaving me to take a warm bath .I waited for him and prepared a rido dressing .
rido finished bathing and half wearing a towel on his waist.Rido shook his cool and asked for a sarong to do the worship that left him.I was still waiting for Rido to do his prayer activities
after Rido finished coming to me and sitting next to me, he held his cell phone and mengharge
he also opened his laptop and started checking incoming emails probably from mr. dhan .
at first glance I saw like there was a medical check-up report from the hospital and immediately rido closed his laptop back., he said.,
"honey, are you still angry with me "he asked me
"no, there's just something on my mind that I'd love to ask "my answer
"what a pity, what to do with our children "he replied while looking at the condition under his laptop
"why under your laptop "quote me
"it doesn't seem like there is damage dear, I don't know tomorrow I will tell you to check it" he said, raising his shoulder
"tiiidakk why "the answer is short
"no , don't go on "I'm angry
(i don't need to ask him to explain, it's not important he thinks it might "grip my forehead")
"why you, baby ? I'll be honest with you now "rido surprises me
"really ??? " i asked him "what is your relationship with shalom?" ask me with annoyance
"no "the answer is flat
(i know you're lying ????' I murmured in my heart while straightening my gaze )
"i'll explain it baby but not now , I'd like to sleep ..can you ??" ask her to me
"well sleep, and you owe me an explanation" I replied
rido kissed me and hugged me he also asked me to hug him while straightening my body on our big bed, I rubbed his head gently , I gasped at her hands full of purple marks, wanting me to ask her, I thought maybe she was aching because of her busy work that never got tired 'her eyes were so tired I saw her beautiful eyes closed
I decided to look at my children and immediately left the rido in deep sleep.