MY LIFE FRIEND CHANGED MY LIFE

may's departure

I still hugged bu nina, I don't think I wanted to let go of this hug just like that when I heard faaz and physics crying, maybe they knew my heart was messed up , mbak lastri held the physics and bu nina let go of my embrace immediately carrying the faaz and gave it to me ,

"it looks like you're thirsty, baby "manyaku while smiling to see faaz "ayo mimi to mamih, sorry mamih yes son, mamih promise will not cry anymore ...I spoke with a smile and saw the tiny look on my face that always calmed me down .

when I finished breastfeeding my children, I immediately met my mother who was at home

I saw my mama was well dressed like she was going to attend our governor's inauguration, she also took me but I chose to accompany my children , papa has already left because there is an important meeting in advance, I intend to ask permission to mother to stay for the mother for a few days .

"honey .. since when did you stand there ?" ask mama

"just mah , ma may want permission "my door in a very sweet voice

"permit what a pity, sit down .." pat the empty sofa next to the sitting mama

"i want to stay at mom's house, can I ?" ask me with a pleading tone

"do you have a problem with Rido ?? " ask mom while holding my chin

"no mah, I miss the atmosphere of my room" I replied

"alright, have you asked Rido for permission" asked mama

"emm is already mah , but Rido has not answered "my words while leaning my head on my mom's boat

"alright, but then wel and mommy nina came along, they can help you" said mommy very soothing me

"i, want to ask mom nina to go home first to meet her son ma , kasian bu nina must miss her " said I as I begged my mom to come back

"well, if so do the best thing possible, later when mama is done mama will stop there "mama replied calmly while hugging my body

I came back to prepare, mom Nina actually wanted to come with me but I begged bina to meet her son , and give her greetings from me . I also immediately rushed to ask for help to put my suitcase and also the completeness of my children into the mobi , I didn't call mom's dad because I knew that mom and dad were out of the country maybe in a few days, mom and dad would come home anyway, I didn't want you to see me in a mess these.

the journey to my father's house did not take long only 1 hour, I also did not stop looking at the side of the road I passed , lira asked for permission to play Indian music because the lira really liked the music, I started to like it , not forgetting I also sent a message to dhan to ask permission to rido , I don't know if I don't want to call her on my phone, I also saw some calls coming in from Rido , I really don't want to talk to her.

when I arrived at my father's house, I saw Rani was washing her matic scooter she was very surprised by my arrival especially I brought my two krucl , rani was also more surprised to hear I would stay over .

　

"ohmay.god kaka..

"yes, why also say this is still my house "I replied to him

"aaaaahhhhh know what I cooked earlier" while sticking tightly

"lebay, lo ran mengapin cook I would nginep tar cook together "just answer me by releasing his embrace

"dad, you know ?? you don't make trouble there, do you ?" her question is upset with me

"what the heck, don't .. "I replied as I slipped in.

"go in_just bring the suitcase ra "talk to lira , the lira just nods her head and brings my things immediately

I immediately passed to the room with my children, I also let the lira go from mother's house because I knew the lira would have an important class .lira promised to stay at my mother's house to accompany me and also mbak lastri, rani the miss kepo began to scatter me with strange questions I was still silent and anteng breastfeeding my children , I also asked Rani to buy me food because I felt hungry all day this faaz and physics had drained me so much .

rani prepared my order food, rani also started to ask me again ,

"do you want to tell me the same as you ?" rani asked "gw know very well how "still seduce me for the story

"i finished eating first ran, very hungry ..this one is for mbak last ya "ask me while chewing the food that has entered my mouth

"all right I wait "answer rani who while holding her phone

rani is very upset with shalom who always bothers rido , rani had intended to hit shaloom , but I asked her to hold her anger , I haven't heard a real explanation from my husband 'if it's been proven I'll let rani crash shaloom ...

surely Rani does not believe in the current state of rido , rani also immediately daydreamed and I realized it from her daydream.

when it was too late I saw the wall clock in my room was already at 21:00 I saw mama giving oesan on my phone .

'sad mama can not stop by like mama must immediately travel with papa.(mama)

I also agreed with my mother and asked her to be very careful on the road not forgetting I give emot hugs to mama, mama replied to me with a smile and emoticon kiss , I who was busy with my cell phone was shocked by the heavy male voice in front of me, which I may have known very well .

"sad , "rido who calls me , Rido approaches me with his smile , I did not return his smile , as was the argument last night I muttered in my heart , mbak lastri immediately left me and chose to go to the kitchen to make what will be served for rido and also lord dhan, of course, master dhan has been made by the princess rani . hmmmm

"you're still angry" asked Rido to me

'i beg you not to meet me, ' before you can explain everything" I replied to Rido

"honey I'm >>>" Rido sounds very nervous

"explain all including the circumstances of you who are in the hospital with shalomm . and shalom who holds your arm , also explain about the shalom who had picked up the phone from me in the middle of the night even almost in the morning, and explain why shalom gave such a message , what are you worried about my ignorance " I raved about taking out all my grandparents while giving the pictures I asked of my college friends

rido just fell silent in silence, he just put his gaze down from my sight, he was like he was covering up his shame towards me, I knew he was covering something up for whatever , whether also about his affair with shalom which is clear my heart is very sick and like there is a piercing hot arrow

rido was still silent, and again I was rummaging in front of him.

"i am still your wife, I still have a duty over you, and I still have rights over you, I want you to be honest with what you have done , I won't stop you from meeting your children despite the fact that my heart hurts, but please once I know you've played me, I don't want you in front of me , I want you to start your life like you used to be full of honesty and responsibility "I said "ayo explain honestly, if you can't never come in front of me " my prayer was with courage to Rido

rido just fell silent and hugged me, Rido immediately kissed me a flash and just said "I want to "

rido immediately went out from before me, Rido did not want to explain anything to me, I drooped and again I charged rido, ridoku that I know is not like this , he is not my rido, he changed me but why he hurt me.He promised not to make me cry he also made me cry , rani comes to me she hugs me and also cries to see me , it feels like I have failed in this household .

　

　

　

　

****quotes of the day****

a smile does not always mean happiness

sometimes he smiles because he doesn't want to explain

why is his heart hurt (