MY LIFE FRIEND CHANGED MY LIFE

our sorrow

' eaaaaaa....eaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa .

zain was still pacing around in front of the operating room and made me very upset to see his pale face .

" zain sit down it must be the sound of your baby "my door tried to calm zain down

" i was confused, why my heart was so riled up .. I was afraid something happened " while hugging Rido and crying in his arms .

" zain .........." call om rus, and approach zain and hug him, zain was confused to see om rus' attitude . zain let go of om rusli's decapitation and asked the state of his wife who entered in a state of unconsciousness .

" o how are my children and wife ? " Task zain to om rus

" your daughter, she is very beautiful like her mother zain" said om rusli while wiping her tears, zain raised her mouth as if to ask again but om rus immediately gave the sad news .

" excuse me om , om can not save letycia . pardon om zain " said om rusli, broke the cry in the beautiful eyes of zain , zain hugged rido and shouted as loud as possible . zain could not accept this fate.zain cried and immediately approached the letycia which had been lying stiff in the operating room .

" dear, wake up you promised me you'd raise our children together ..please wake up baby, look at our beautiful child like you. Please move your hand please " I hugged Rani, I could not help but cry to see the behavior of zain who could not accept this reality .

"  zain , look at your son , he needs you more . please understand >

' cia, I love cia sis, she who can make me forget you "rare zain who sits limp on the operating room floor ', richard tries to strengthen her and wake her up .

rido came out of the room because he received a call from mama serly , a few hours later zain who sat in the chair right in front of the operating room door was already feeling calmer . rido decided to bury letycia next to the grave of om rayyan .and the next day we had prepared to deliver letycia her final rest in England . rido and Yofie had already taken care of the death papers in the name of letycia . zain was still silent occasionally hugging his mother and crying back because mama had told him zain also like that when she found out my marriage with rido took place but letycia was the one who was able to make him forget me .

" you don't have to join the funeral, "pinta papa gusti to me

" yeah pah , I will go home with bu nina , carry , rani also children ." I said , I went home in my personal vehicle to Australia because I'm settled there now .

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THE DAY AFTER THE FUNERAL

" carry, is he crying ? ask me to carry . We did bring the child zain and cia to our house because mama serly had not had time to get a nurse who can take care of the child zain that we have not had time to name.

" yes madam, I am confused to make him not to doubt, I have given a suffor but he still cried not to drink this suffor" said carry , ' said , I obviously can't breastfeed this baby because my milk is young again . I asked Rani to breastfeed this little baby and rani would not breastfeed him given her son and this daughter because the sisters cannot be married in our religion , rani is afraid if mael is paired with her son zain .

I'm getting confused, I don't know who to ask .

" carry here give it to me , let me carry it and who knows if he will drink from my hand "my door while asking carry to move the tiny baby from his carrier into my hand .

" sweet boy, this is mama may dear you know your mother must be sad if you cry, you know your mother will be happy if you want to drink your milk.. dear mama and papa will love you as we love our biological children .. You will be a good adult woman, let's drink dear " not expecting this tiny baby to drink the milk that was in the bottol through my hand , before she stopped crying as if listening to what I was saying .

* PREVIOUSLY BURIED *

" DADDY, I PROMISE TO BE A GOOD DADDY FOR OUR SON, WAIT FOR US THERE WITH A SMILE ON YOUR FACE .. I LOVE YOU DEAR " SAID ZAIN WHO WIPED AWAY THE TEARS THAT FELL SO HARD THAT THEY SOAKED HIS CHEEKS.

" zain, you have to be strong don't make yourself weak cia will definitely hate you if you like it , your child needs youu" said Rido while embracing zain's shoulder .

" kaka, thank you for the support you always give . I promise I will take good care of my son and cia. " cried zain who hugged rido tightly .

zain asked Rido to accompany him to meet the little baby and all of you take home rido . papa hendra and mama serly also accompany zain who will immediately pick up his little baby .

　

　

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two days later zain was inside my house, zain was holding his son very carefully, he smiled looking at his son's beautiful face . and asked Rido to give him a good name for his son that .rido smiled and made a joke of laughter for us .

" kaka, give a name to my son dong "pinta zain, while looking towards rido

" mama , papa I will put a banner in front .. which says SEDIA GIVE NAME TO NEWBORN BABY CKCKC " RIDO LAUGHTER warms our atmosphere , and we laugh it made

" kaka, please "pinta zain back

" well, AYANA ZAINE HENDRAWAN means beautiful flower for zain hendrawan "

" thank you kaka, I will not forget your kindness and carry my son "pinta zain back

" you mean ? " tanya rido curiously

" i want my son to be like you are an adult, good, wise and always a light for us .. please and I want to learn your religion may I ?? " ask zain back

" my sister, who forced you .a belief should not be forced .. You should be earnest with your faith not because you see me you want to be like me. You ask your heart again zain " said rido

" kaka yofie said he asked her a few times and she was sure of her choice and why I wasn't ,ka yofie alone could why I wasn't , this is from my heart sis ...believe "say zain back

" papa ? " tanya Rido while turning her gaze towards papa, papa smiled and nodded her head to agree to what zain wanted . rido immediately complained ayana and the official zain spoke the phrase shahadah assisted by rido .

" thank you sister, I love you so much and whether I can study with you here while I ask for help may to find a new babysitter to babysit ayana ,, I want to private study with you like yofie's sister "asked zain back

" well with pleasure zain. I am very happy to hear it .. but listen to zain even though at this time we have different beliefs with papa or mama .. or your kakung eyes you still have to respect them because any religion does not ask to hate a fellow man . "the advice of rido to his sister is .

zain tells the story before letycia to Indonesia to attend the wedding of jimmy and lira , letycia wanted to express her intentions early but death took her first and the intention was already very much in letycia . zain also gave a video of letycia asking zain to buy her some hijabs that I was wearing and some clothes like me, honestly I cried hearing every sentence zain said to us .