MY LIFE FRIEND CHANGED MY LIFE

S2. Alea's Heart Expressions

All are being handled well by Zain and Richard because Maliq and Noni must accompany Alea and Rido.

Clearly, Qabil died in a very good state. His face was glowing, his smile was also very handsome.

As if he had accepted sincerely his departure, Fizzy sat in the waiting room chair. Aliq hugged his wife, and Alea was receiving treatment for unconsciousness from her fainting.

Ayana and Mael accompany Faaz to meet Natasha, intending to inform him of Qabil's death.

The door of Natasha's room opened, Faaz walked with heavy footsteps. He looked at his wife's face, his lips were twisted. He couldn't tell the news, "why my husband? Is something bad going on? " Task Natasha.

All speechless, Ayana approached Natasha. He hugged his sister-in-law's body and burst into tears, "Qabil sis! " Into the crying.

"What's wrong with her?" Natasha looked at Ayana's face, "Ayana! Say!, What's wrong?"

Mael bowed, "Mael?" Natasha asked, she turned to her husband, "My husband! " Call her back.

"Mael you heard me, right? " His question came back, "Why are you guys?, are your ears disturbed!, what's the matter? " They were still silent and silent without answering the question that Natasha gave, Ayana was still bowing her head, the tears that had dripped from earlier came out without stopping.

Mael sat on the sofa with a blank look, Faaz bent his head to his knees.

"Well if you don't hear my question!, I'll find out for myself the Qabil room" Natasha said as she moved out of her bed, Ayana re-hugged Natasha's body.

"Qabil died Brother!" Ayana said while crying, a loud cry to Isak right from her lips sounded very lost.

Qabil's agony left a deep wound, Qabil is indeed very good. To them, he is like a white paper without a pen.

Natasha was shocked to hear the news, her tears falling down completely. A blank look was seen from his eyes as if he did not believe the news, "Qabil.. " Lirih Natasha called out her name, Helaan her breathing sounded heavy.

"Why did he leave us so soon! " Say said Ayana who still hugged Natasha tightly.

Hysterical cries rang out from Natasha's lips, "Faaz why did she die so soon? "

"He saved us!, he's really a hero to us! " Say Natasha, "Take a look at me!, please!! " Pinta Natasha,

Faaz embraced Natasha and Ayana, and Faaz could not hold back his tears. He cried and was visibly lost, "I'm sorry, I couldn't save him!, " Faaz said as he was devastated by Qabil's loss, Faaz felt very useless because Qabil was the one who saved Sister, wife and child in Natasha's womb.

Zain came to Faaz into Natasha's room to let her know that Qabil's body could be brought home, even Alea who had felt very shock was now beside Qabil's body.

Faaz felt unable to stare at his sister's face, Alea's parched face always reflected in Faaz's eyes.

"Faaz I want to go home now! " Natasha begged to go home with them, "Please, ask the doctor so I can go home with you" Forced Natasha at the time.

Faaz nodded slowly, and Faaz asked Mael to tell the Doctor who was taking care of Natasha to give her permission to go home with him.

After a few minutes, Mael tells him that the doctor has allowed Natasha to go home. The doctor also gave a post-Nifas control letter to Natasha, Natasha immediately changed clothes and sat on a wheelchair.

Mael pushed the wheelchair, and they walked to the mortuary.

"My brother, even though you and I have just met, I feel your affection for me like a brother who has been together for a long time!" Natasha murmured in her heart, her tears never subsided. Tears of sadness continuously flowed down Natasha's cheeks.

They had arrived in front of the mortuary, Rido sitting in a chair right in front of the mortuary. He was aware of Natasha's presence there, Rido immediately approached his favorite daughter-in-law.

"My son!," Call Rido.

"Father," Natasha hugged Rido, she sobbed in the arms of her Father-in-law.

Fizzy also took turns hugging Natasha tightly, sobbing Isaac enveloped the mortuary.

but not with Alea. The tears seemed to run out unnoticed, he just stared at the corpse of Qabil who was stiffened before him.

"Maliqites.. " Whispering Noni in Maliq's ear, Noni noticed Natasha who looked very beautiful.

Maliq turned his head, "That's Kak Natasha? " Tanya Noni, she nodded slowly, confirming Noni's question.

"He was really hit hard! " Say Noni back, please,

"Obviously Noni, Qabil is Natasha's cousin. And if you'd known, they'd just met." Reply Maliq.

"you mean? " Whisper Noni is back.

"Let me tell you!, " answered Maliq.

Faaz again pushed back the wheelchair Natasha was riding in, Faaz pushed her so that Natasha could get close to Alea and Qabil.

Alea was aware of Natasha's arrival, Alea was seen immediately hugging Natasha. "Sister Nat! " Alea said as she sobbed, "Qabil left me sister! " His ambiguities are rummaging back.

The cry seemed to wake up again, "You know, today we were supposed to fly to Turkey for our honeymoon! But he left me"

"Brach,.. Already" Natasha said as she gently rubbed Alea's back.

"I'm sure she's calm by God's side!, please let her be dear" Natasha said as she sobbed.

"Lighten the pace, I'm sure Qabil feels lucky to have been loved by you! " His return.

Alea hugged her sister-in-law's body again, and Faaz hugged them together. Everyone was crying and seeing the sadness between them.

"Let's go home" said Zain, Officers have brought Qabil in a vault and put him in the hearse. Alea insisted that he want to join Qabil in the car, and Zain and Noni accompanied Alea in the car.

On the way, Alea chatted again. He revealed all his feelings to Qabil, Zain who heard Alea's babbling felt very sorry when he heard him.

Zain recalled the moments of losing his beloved wife, perhaps the current feelings of Alea were the same as his feelings 23 years ago.

"Qabil do you know?, When I feel someone loves me so much, everything feels good that moment even every hour we spend together, those memories will stay forever in my heart" He said as he hugged the vault containing Qabil's body.

"Qabil and remember when I was sad?

You were always there for me, wiping my tears even you tried to calm my heart! "

"And when I'm so happy, you'll feel it too even, you're showing me your happy feelings"

"How can Qabil I get through summer and autumn without you, without us having each other, without seeing each other face to face as before"

"I know God has destined our feelings to merge, but why did you leave me first? "

Zain heard every sentence Alea spoke while holding back his sobs, but even the sobs could not be covered by Alea, he cried while talking and Zain unceasingly gently rubbed his nephew's back.

"Darling!, cry. Finish your tears and let her go." While shedding tears, Zain tried to calm Alea down.

"Yes cry Alea, cry it out. Let out your tears even, so you can't shed it back! " Timpal Noni, his hands are seen clutching Alea's hands.

"Uncle, Noni did you know? when I feel lonely, he is always there to calm me down, and I know that he loves me" Alea said, "The years passed with happiness, she stays the same and never changes one bit, she always treats me as a special lady! " Alea is back.

"But now that he's starting to drift away and I'm left alone by him, he's left me alone Uncle! " Lirih Alea returned while patting the vault gently.

Alea wiped away her tears, "But Qabil, listen, I will wait until one day we are together again and I am sure you will say I will always love you back"

"Like the previous words I always heard coming out of your lips! " The cry broke back, leaning on Uncle's shoulder. He shed all the tears that now wet his cheeks, and,

"Alea, I've felt it, even more than you feel!"

"I have to take care of Ayana without a wife!, and do you know that when she left me, I was feeling very much in love with her"

"And this is the reason why your Uncle or Papa is not remarrying!"

"What's the reason for Uncle? " Ask Alea.

"The reason is Uncle and your Papa want to give love back to those we once loved, Uncle wants to give a taste like when he loved Uncle before."

"Because in truth, when someone loves each other, all of those feelings will feel beautiful and true, you said every hour we spent together, will always stay in the heart" said Zain again, "But there is nothing wrong with us trying to make it clear, Qabil will be happier if it is like that" he said again.

"Will Qabil wait for me? Am I natural like a child who lost his favorite item and lamented while crying like this? " Task Alea back.

"They asked, why do women become human beings who cry so often? " Say Zain said, "God answered, because I created a woman as a special creature."

"If her tears often drip, I strengthen her shoulders to take care of her children, and the Lord says, even I am gentle to give her comfort"

"and why do women cry so much? Because I gave her a noble heart so that she could feel a very great Love" he said again.

"So, it's not why you're crying over Qabil's departure, but you should be able to figure out a way to make it happen" he said.

Alea listened to what Zain was saying, the lack of their conversation made her feel a little calmer.

"Why with my brain!, why do I feel if Qabil wants me to go with him!, No.. No!! " Talk Alea from her heart, shaking her head slowly as if trying to suppress the desire within her.

They had arrived at their home residence, the officer had lowered the coffin Qabil. sobs were heard again, sobbing, even all the servants who worked inside Rido's house welcomed the arrival of the corpse.

Zain and Noni also touched Alea's body, Alea's tears came back out from inside her eyes.not only that, her knees were weakened again, the wind was as if piercing into her bones, my hair sat as if standing and Alea's body felt very cold and shivering.

"Uncle" called Alea quietly, he stopped the step that had been dragged slowly, "Noni! " Call him to Noni for a moment to call Zain.

Zain stopped and asked, "You feel dizzy?, "Tanya, Alea nodded slowly.

"Uncle Zain, maybe Alea hasn't eaten yet! " Say Noni.

Zain stared fixedly at Alea's face, "Your big uncle is it? " Zain said back, but Alea refused "No need Uncle, I just feel claustrophobic! " His speech tells Zain.

Perhaps, he felt claustrophobic because he had to constantly try to accept the circumstances of Qabil's death.

"I'm not sure Qabil died Uncle!" Saying back.

"He's alive isn't he Noni?! " Alea asked Noni, Noni hid her tears.she was so very sorry to see this situation, especially Alea who was her patient was trying to accept the reality that was on her.

"Noni, why is it so dark? " looking over Alea asked, "Will God also take me? " Task Alea back.

"Darling, you need to rest! let Uncle take you to your room." Said Zain, "Nanti Noni will accompany you! " Tell Zain back.

Zain and Noni take Alea to rest in her room, in Alea's room lying on her bed until she bends her body, her eyes empty again, her tears kept flowing.

Noni gently rubbed Alea's head, "Alea, take your breath and throw it away slowly. You can, right? " Tanya Noni, Alea nodded slowly.

Maliq came with Ayana, they were so happy to see Alea who looked more resolute even though they knew, in his heart Alea held a very deep sorrow.

Maliq at least felt relieved, he immediately said goodbye to Ayana, "Ayana, accompany Noni to look after Alea yes. I will help the process of bathing Qabil's body" Whisper, Ayana nodded slowly.

Ayana threw herself down beside Alea, she looked at Alea's face that had been dripping with tears without stopping.

In Ayana's heart, "I used to want a separation between you, even I swore to ask God for you to be separated. I'm sorry Brother Alea, I didn't know this could happen as I had hoped. I'm sorry, Brother Lea, now I'm sorry for swearing like that. It turns out that my heart hurts more, when I see this sadness of yours." Ayana's cry was jolted and she hugged Alea, her face sinking in Alea's arms.

Alea knew Ayana's sadness, Alea let Ayana keep crying in her arms.

"Qabil's a good man, Noni, even I wasn't the only one who wanted to get her affection."

Noni did not understand what Alea was saying, "Alea, take a break. Ayana and I will always accompany you here" Sela Noni.

Alea seemed not to want to press Noni's request, he continued the sentence that had stopped. "Ayana, I'm sorry if I and Qabil used to hurt you. Forgive me for all my faults and Qabil's faults, Qabil loves you as much as he loves others but not Qabil's intention of rejecting your feelings, he just doesn't want to let you down in the future! " Aela said back, Ayana nodded slowly. The crying inside her lips sounded as if groaning softly.

"I already know Leah, and I have seen that the happiness of Qabil is in you, and your happiness is in him. Sorry if I used to be like a child, I'm sorry" Her embrace tightened, Alea just shed tears without any expression.

The wind roared loudly, Alea was sure Qabil was still nearby. Alea felt the presence of Qabil, the fragrance of his body, the caress in his hair Alea felt it deeply.

"If you had known, losing your figure would have been my pain after losing my Mama. Qabil I don't know how else I'm gonna have to go through the day without you, and it's true what your grandmother said. I depend too much on you, your grandmother used to say that she was very happy if we get married, but my grandmother's hopes, my hopes and also our hopes are now gone!, and!, you've left me forever, but I hope your love will always be present" Alea said from her heart.

"Of course, I don't understand why it feels like my heart is so hurt to see this sadness. Even though Alea and I had just met, it felt like this feeling was big. I love Alea like my own sister, Alea is also a very good figure and I promise I will always accompany Alea" said Noni in her heart, Noni felt sorry for Alea's situation.

After he learned of Alea's dark days, he felt even more compassion for Qabil's death, and Noni felt even more sorry for Alea.

And that is very certain, Alea's mental and mental health will be increasingly disturbed by this condition. Moreover, Alea's problem was very persistent, Noni was increasingly convinced to accompany and make Alea feel not alone.

"Alea, "Natasha is coming, although the road is still a little difficult because Natasha has not recovered. He still wanted to accompany Alea.

"Sister" Alea moved up and immediately hugged her sister-in-law, "I'm sorry Qabil ya Brother!, sorry if Qabil ever hurt Brother! " Alea said.

"He's a good man, I feel sorry to learn that I have such a good cousin." Natasha.

"Listen to Alea, Qabil would be happy if you would smile and sneak him up. Lighten Qabil's steps, you love him so much, and he loves you so much." Natasha, said,

He sheds his tears, "you and Qabil are a couple that God chose to always strengthen each other, and now God asks you to stay strong." Natasha.

Alea cried back, hugging Natasha tightly. Natasha also returned a tight hug from her sister-in-law, "I'm sure you must be very strong!! " Say Natasha back.

Natasha looked at Noni's figure, Noni smiled seeing the closeness between Natasha and Alea.

"hello, are you Noni? " Tanya Natasha, Noni also greeted Natasha with a smile back.

"Faaz told me about you!, you are very beautiful and kind. That aura of goodness is radiating at the bottom of your face! " Praise Natasha.

Noni shakes Natasha's hand, "I'm noni kak, it's great to see Kak Natasha" said Noni.

"Sir Faaz and Kak Natasha are so over-praising me, I'm ashamed"

"Call Natasha, we're the same age" Natasha said with a beautiful smile, "Oh yes Noni, thank you for helping save Qabil. You also want to help us to accompany Alea, thanks Noni".

"Oh my goodness, it is fitting that everyone loves Sister Natasha, she is very kind and friendly." Noni replied with a smile, "Noni is happy to feel like gathering with family, thanks Natasha has received me here" said Noni again, Natasha and Noni were seen hugging.

"It is only fitting that Maliq likes and admires her, Sister Natasha is indeed kind, her figure looks very sincere." Said Noni in her heart, "Hmmm it seems like my rival is indeed heavy, " Said Noni in her heart back.

They talk while accompanying Alea who looks asleep, Noni tells that Alea will be fine. Noni is also very lucky because her work will be light, because Alea is surrounded by people who are very sincere about her.

Noni and Natasha looked very familiar, Alea who had fallen asleep by leaning her head on Natasha's lap seemed very calm.

Ayana also joined the conversation, the strength from Natasha's heart seemed to make Alea feel calm, because it looked Alea was very comfortable to be able to fall asleep in Natasha's lap.

A few hours later, though, Maliq, who had earlier said goodbye to Ayana to help bathe Qabil's body, approached Alea and told him that Qabil's face would soon be covered by a shroud and would soon be put into the coffin.

Maliq felt awkward when he saw the closeness between Noni and Natasha, Maliq's gaze to Natasha was still seen to hold a sense.

"Sorry to interrupt!, "

"What's up Maliq? Is there anything? " Tanya Ayana's.

"Ti. no, can Brother Lea wake up for a moment? " Task Maliq without letting go of his gaze to Natasha, although Natasha is not staring at him.

"Is this really important? " Tanya Noni, Maliq looks increasingly awkward when Noni.

Asking and staring at Maliq's face with his cynical gaze, Noni looked as if she was feeling jealous.

"Everything is in order, and we will soon cover Qabil's face. Papa asked Kak Lea to see the last face of Qabil" Maliq said.

Noni immediately woke Alea up, "Lea, Lea, " Alea woke up, as she opened her eyes. He immediately hugged Natasha's body, he thrashed and cried as if remembering Qabil.

Maliq was powerless to see Alea, Maliq ventured to pull Alea's arm and embrace her.

"Look at Qabil's face first, brother, let me carry my brother! " Maliq said, Alea was crying again. His weak knees were getting weaker, even more so,

Now, Alea was already sitting before the body of her future husband. He tried not to shed his tears again, even though the tears seemed unable to hold back.

Rido sat beside his son, Alea leaning against the chest of his Papa's field. "Help Qabil, "Pinta Rido, Alea did not answer and just stared fixedly at Qabil's face.

"Qabil is calm, look at him leaving as if he was carrying a smile" Rido said, Alea still stared fixedly at Qabil's face.

"Papa, shut it down immediately. Alea will try to shake off her loss! " Revealed Alea who spoke while closing her eyes, her tears fell completely back.