MY LIFE FRIEND CHANGED MY LIFE

about shalom

Today I decided to meet shalom at the place where the police are holding , I did not think Gesya would accompany me , I was the one who asked Gesya to accompany me but at first the ngya was very rowdy to not want to meet her brother because , her sister had made gesya very embarrassed ,

gesya knows me very well even though Gesya is a friend who always invites me to the negative direction but I always have a way to reject her so that she understands very well with my attitude , right now Gesya felt a very deep shame over his behavior

gesya came to see me at home ,

papa did not let us meet, I pleaded with my adorable behavior and papa allowed me, I was waiting in the room, gesya came to me of course with lira.

she hugged me and cried sobbing..

"may , sorry I am yes.I apologize very much loe" he said while hugging me.

"already ges, you don't have to apologize kek gini . loe is not wrong anyway" while releasing a hug gesya

"gue really-beer shy, bokap nyokap I also want to meet you and your family to apologize" said Gesya who sat in the chair brought lira , ' said , lira pecked and immediately looked away as I coded her out of my room ', lira just fell silent not poking me"

I understand why the lira is like that, the lira does not want to make any more mistakes, and I also allow the lira to remain in my room, gesya never ceases to wipe her tears while holding my hand .

"loe's pregnancy how's may ? loe was fine ye "was wondering she saw a very worried face

"good girl really, you don't cry ahh whatansih so awkward gini me" smiled and looked at Gesya

"it's okay, people who are really flat , people really don't want to have a problem , you can really eat his loe consider this aja problem for light loe , if I had been behind my sister" Gesya tried to comfort herself by praising me, I know her ... he never praised me like this he also impressed bodo very same my life but sometimes kepo anyway little.

(ges, loe is not wrong ..maybe I am the wrong one has robbed brother loe happiness) I said in my heart

"gue wants to find loe's sister, you want to meet me with brother loe ??" ask her

"no, I don't want to diselakain loe again .. I've been made ashamed enough .. l'have loe lenient keep your pregnancy loe. "he said ketusi to me.

"gue please ges , I really want to apologize to my brother shalom ..:" I said as I put my hand in his hand

"what the fuck, where there is a loe apologise same kaka me, there are kaka I have to apologize, if you need to bend your knees in front of loe , loe tuh weird ya ... from what the heck loe's heart was made,,, wonder his "chattering to me

our chat stopped because there was a tati who came to give us a drink .

I fell silent, is that as hateful as Gesya to her brother, why ??? I am curious about shalom

I decided to ask about kak shalom to gesya and gesya didn't mind telling it.

　

*****STORY ABOUT SHALOM****

I'm the same brother shalom never deket, I also do not want to deket same him, cave does not like his behavior by always blaming my bokap for his death nyokapnya , I'm the same shalom not seibu ....

at the time of my marriage he already had shalom and I knew before nyokap bokap I married

papah is still with her shalom nyokap, nyokapnya frustrating and suicide that

I was met when I was 8 years old and shalom 11 years old I often almost killed the same he , I was once entered in a dark warehouse at the time of nyokap and bokap to England for a business trip bokap.

swiping has my nene swab from the bokap say if bokap has long divorced the nyokapnya shalom but because nyokap his shalom is crazy aka not sane so bokap dateng again to take care of it with permission nyokap cave, nyokap cave is very good anjirr, cave is very strange ya rich loe lah.

I was still speechless listening to her story, sometimes I saw her wipe away her tears

("effort continues ges if you are not strong "my words on the sidelines of the gesya story, gesya wants to continue it and I listen to it again)

***back ageless news about shalom***

when I cry very hard, shalom clutches my mouth very hard, my breath almost aja abis , I was also hit several times the same he just because I wanted to sleep in my bokap room.

fortunately there was an aunt who took care of me, finally I came at that time also, I again live in Germany because papah living in Germany is not the same house nene . nene scolded shalom and hugged me. At the time papa came home nene told me everything I experienced, I did not expect papa made shalom very afraid by banging him very hard, bokap immediately hugged me

"you okay honey "hugging while wiping the head of the cave.

at that time I also bokap I brought shalom to the psychiatrist's place, I also do not understand because I was also very small , and I was horrified bokap conversation , nyokap also nene me .. shalom experienced a situation where he could not control his emotions such as having a mental illness that I also do not understand . from there I began to live with nyokap in indo , shalom also often visited us of course I did not have too much conversation with him, honestly I was very afraid .

he also told me the same kak rido nyokap and bokap also I, he always considered kak rido his girlfriend, he assumed that kak rido loved him very much , that's why I said kak rido ka shalom girlfriend.

nene I also died of a heart attack on the actions of my sister, bokap already do not want to know with my brother was in the end then did not eat malem to talk about the recovery of my sister, ' ''bokap , bokap asked kak rido to marry my brother, but kak rido refused him because he already has a candidate yes maybe it's elo .

my brother is crazy may, I don't want elo wretched.. I don't want to lose my good friend rich loe .

please lo gausah nemuin kaka I "asked him by holding both hands while pleading with me

　

"gue wants to meet, if you don't want to nemenin me .. I go alone't say me hard.

"gue please if I need to also invite rido" said I reassured gesya

"well come with brother rido I will come "he said to me.

I see with my eyes Gesya very depressed with his kaka

finally I asked papa for permission to meet shalom, I also did not forget to ask rido to accompany me, I went with lira , gesya , rido and also dhan ... don't forget papah sent me two bodyguards who led my way , papa does not want to lose me and the twins because papa has been very traumatized by losing his life 2 years ago..