
today is the day of nene sally's funeral, really I was so devastated by my nene's departure especially I can not participate to deliver nene to her last resting place , I was so restless waiting for Rido to come home, I tried to calm myself down .
rani did not dare to ask me to joke once in a while rani hugged me she wiped my tears, mother told me to breastfeed my children , mother also asked me not to grieve for a long time because of the condition of my son who was with me.
"honey, don't think too much about the calm nene yes, you now have to focus more on your children" while putting my child in my lap
"well, ma'am I'm sorry ma'am . I've been troubling mom "my answer with teary eyes
"kaka, why are you crying again "rani asked while stroking my cheek
I carried my daughter to look at her little sleeping face she smiled so beautifully I saw, there was a light of heaven in her eyes I saw her smile like a nene sally , I put my children in front of me intending to send photos via pictorial message to rido .
*sayang \, hurry home they want you to hug . I also miss you* [my message to rido]
rido did not reply to my message, I began to be restless I saw already 30 minutes my message was not read by him I also tried to call mister dhan , to ask what the rido is doing there because it looks like the funeral is over, but mister dhan did not pick up a phone call from me
I sent a message back to Rido's cell phone because it's not like usual Rido didn't reply to my message .
*honey \, where are you why not reply to my message* [my message to rido]
finally, after a long wait, Rido returned my message with a phone call .
Rido : hello assallamualaikum dear, I'm sorry I called my gang in the room , it was after from the tomb I will come to you first.
me: oh no matter my husband, I am afraid you are why-why . (i replied with a huff)
Rido: don't worry baby, I'll be right to the hospital to come to you . Tell them to wait for papa to come yes.
me : all right, be careful darling . loveyou
rido : loveyou too (back my kiss)
the phone was disconnected , rani invited me to chat she unceasingly looked at my children .. Rani also gave me news that surprised me to feel disbelief made ..
rani ; kaka... if I get married how?
who are you married to ? said you broke up with your high school boyfriend ?
rani: it is indeed , but are there many men waiting for me ?!!.
i: yes if there is already a soul mate immediately married ran..
rani : but ,...
rani doesn't seem to want to continue her, rani is like embarrassed to reveal her
I laughed seeing the face of rani who turned red like a red tomato.I continued the conversation by asking rani who made rani more tense.
me: but why? who are you going to marry ? with mr dhan huh ?
rani : what aasih brother, eng...
rido and I had wanted to match mister dhan with a lira but Rido kissed that dhan liked my sister , after they chatted for a long time when Rani accompanied her in the kitchen of the house really this is very surprising.
I also teased Rani back with rage rani diverted our conversation and asked mom to scold me for teasing her.
me: come on ran, honestly the same kaka ..you have loved love with dhan right ?? ' my god while blinking my swollen eyes
rani: kaka, why are you teasing me...
me: the guy's on his way here, you know...
rani: mommy look at kaka start teasing me, please stop mom, please get angry kaka bu (manja rani wiggle mom's arm )
mother: never mind, why are you like a child. If indeed the master dhan likes you , I hope the master dhan immediately invites you to marry (mother also teases rani)..
rani looks very embarrassed by our temptations, rani is silent mute especially after rido and dhan come , me and my mother immediately laughed at her behavior rani who sometimes felt wrong with the existence of dhan who was with us.
" dear what happened to my sister "tanya rido to me .
"she... (i haven't finished talking rani has cut off my conversation).
" already, brother, you make me ashamed "sahut rani who began to raise her voice
I also laughed amusedly made, Rido did not hesitate to kiss and hug me even in front of rani also mother , he asked about my situation and my son while Rido carried his child alternately he looked at me, looked at me with love.Rido whispered a beautiful word in my ear
" ILoVEYou, I will always love you dear"
I also replied by whispering in her ear, mother and rani were happy to see me who was difficult to fall in love with.. mom and Rani say goodbye to home because they want to do the ritual bath and immediately approached mom and dad at home of course delivered by dhan wkwkwkwkwkwkwkwkwkw
I don't know why I'm so happy rani started to like dhan, especially if married to dhan. because I know dhan is so very good, dhan is also loyal ..haaaaahhhh.
I hope rani can be as happy as I get genuine love from a guy like rido .
after mom and rani came home delivered by dhan , Rido also told the lira to go home rest stay we both rido gave me a small gift that did not have time to give , I was very happy to get , nene loves me so much .....
"what's that dear "mu ask her with a dance while tilting my body, I hope to see it
"you close your eyes first, this must be a very precious gift for you" while kissing my forehead
"well baby ' I close my eyes, I feel the rido like putting a necklace on me .
"what is this ? " while looking at the necklace with a heart hanger in the middle, Rido also put a bracelet on my leg .
"sad this is a gift from nene, this is the necklace my late grandfather gave to nene, when nene gave birth to father, nene has never given it to anyone including mama and auntie merry .. nene also wrote this letter, if this anklet is from me as my thanks to you. "rido speaks truly from his heart ... she accidentally shed a tear I saw her wound was very deep but she was trying hard in front of me
I cried and a little bit I threw a smile at Rido, so special was I in the eyes of nene sally ,
I really can't believe that's what Nene is to me ...
I wish I could be a woman like Nene, I'm the luckiest person
from now on will not grieve over the departure of nene, my prayers for nene will be tucked away always .
"loveyou more and more nee"
I started to open a letter from nene to me, which nene made before nene died , nene will give it to him if nene's gone, maybe that's one of the premonitions before nene's departure .
to my dear grandson
nene loves you very much, nene will always love you, after you are present in Rido's life
nene's getting excited to get well, nene wishes you and Rido would live together forever
love, respect your husband as you respect the one who loves your parents ,
you are the life spirit of rido, nene dear you .. never leave rido yes dear.
rido loves you so much, so does nene ...
from me
~nene sally's
I smiled happily, nene loved me very much, I'm sure nene was happy ..
nene has no pain anymore, I hug Rido, kiss him, hold him
I hope this hug will always be there for me ,
My Ridoooo you really changed me, changed the way I think now you are the one I really love.