MY LIFE FRIEND CHANGED MY LIFE

S2. The deep sorrow

Before her, Noni said goodbye to them because Zain asked her to stay near Alea.

Maliq again pacing his steps, Fizzy approached and hugged Maliq tightly.

“All will be well, whatever happened to Qabil it was determined by Lord” said Zain who also embraced his two nephews, Aliq felt very sorry for the situation that befell his wife's family.

Aliq felt very guilty and regretted this incident could happen because of the actions of his brother, Aliq felt the legal process for his brother as if delayed by the Rido family.

Obviously, they are still considering that legal process. Even Rido and Natasha have one thought in common, they think that if Rayna goes to prison, what about Aaleesya's fate when she learns of her biological mother's crimes. So that's why Faaz didn't put Rayna in prison, because inevitably Aaleesya had to know who this was and her father.

“Uncle has told Uncle Richard and Ayana, they are trying to tell your Papa!” Zain.

30 Minutes already Faaz was inside, not sure what Faaz was doing there. They faithfully and deeply felt a gripping feeling awaiting the coming of Faaz from within, all prayers have been offered to God and this time all those outside have given whatever provision God has given for Qabil.

In the room Faaz was holding Qabil's hand, to the five Doctors who had already raised their hands for Qabil's healing, they had already spoken of his inability to heal Qabil.

“Mr Faaz, we await your decision” Said one of the senior Doctors there.

“Is there no way anymore Doc?, pity my sister! He has been dreaming of a wedding with Qabil” Faaz said.

“We tried our best, and as a result we were unable to save Mr. Qabil, we can not give an appointment to make him aware because Mr. Qabil's condition is seen continuously declining” said the Doctor, Faaz bowed his head. I don't feel those tears dripping down her cheeks.

“Doctor I beg you, do not first unplug his tools. Wait for my Papa to come first, because I have not been able to give any decision without asking Papa I” Faaz said back.

Faaz recalled Rayna's condition several years ago, the doctor had declared an emergency to Rayna. But at that moment Faaz asked to keep him, and Faaz already felt how empty life was while waiting for the miracle to come, Faaz did not want Alea to feel like herself, living with the shadow of a loved one in a coma.

In Faaz's mind, he seemed to have given up Qabil's departure. However, he still could not give a decision of his own.

The doctor allowed him to come out, Qabil's face seemed to cross his mind. Faaz himself was eager to scream as if releasing a burden in his life, but he felt unable to show himself weak when in front of his beloved family.

Even though the sadness in his mind was already mounting, he did not want to let go of it. His steps grew weaker, until as he stood in front of the closed exit, his knees grew weaker, he put his body there. Trying to cry without a sound, overflowing his emotions without shouting.

“You've been like my sister, I've always been proud to have a sister like you Qabil. Be strong to give a miracle to his God, I can't afford to see my brother suffer for his loss!” Mumbles slowly.

“And why should this happen on such a happy day for them, Qabil I hope you hear! That your brother wishes you lived, built a household with Alea to heaven!”

“However, if your death is best for you brother will try Ikhlas even though brother's heart has not felt capable for it. Brother hopes you meet and gather with the people you love so much Gumam Faaz back, he tried to stand up and show his firmness again. He opened the door of the room, clearly visible to his eyes. The grieving family waited for him to come out with good news, but the good news he wanted to convey seemed to disappear from his lips.

Fizzy stepped up and embraced Faaz's body, as did Maliq. Faaz tried to toughen up, but still could not.

“His condition is decreasing!” Faaz.

“Yes Lord” Fizzy said as if he did not believe that good news did not exist from Qabil.

“Uncle how Papa?” Ask Faaz.

“Alea already knows, he is trying hard but still unconscious. Your papa is on his way, he wants to see for himself the state of Qabil” Sahut Zain answering Faaz's question

***FLASHBACK ALEA*** STATE***

That afternoon Rido was sitting in the garden chair where his favorite place with May, if it was like this his wife's smile always reflected in his mind.

Rido shed tears, "I'm tired dear, tired of all the problems that exist in our family. I miss Mama, Papa, Mom and Dad, miss the times they cheered me on. miss when we struggle to solve problems together" he said in his heart.

"I miss chatting, spending time joking around with you."

"May, my wife, my love.I miss a figure like you, a wife who never complains! " He wept, looking up at the sky and hoping that the smile his wife had flashed in his mind was real, but dear, that smile was just a false shadow.

"Papa... " Ayana calls Rido, Rido turns to Ayana's voice.

“Iya Nak,” Ayana who is still silent, she just shakes her lips as if she wants to cry.

Rido approached and asked, “What made you cry?” Then Ayana also walked half quickly to approach the steps of Rido until hugging Rido tightly and crying, “Why with you?, your problem with your Brother has been resolved. Then what makes you cry baby?” Rido asked back because he heard sobbing cries from Ayana's lips.

“Papa, come with Mael to hospital” said Ayana, “biar Kak Lea along with me here, Noni is also in the trip” Connect Ayana back.

“What happened to Natasha?” Ayana shook her head slowly, “Damar?” Ayana was still shaking her head Slowly, Rido was getting weird to see Ayana who was constantly crying tears.

“What something has happened to Qabil!” Asked Rido, He also confirmed Ayana's reply back with a very fixed gaze.

Ayana nodded slowly, “Qabil...” Ayana was unable to continue the sentence that Zain had given.

“What's with Qabil?” Ask Rido.

Mael comes in followed by Rani and Richard, they look very sad.

“Doctor is no longer able to save Qabil, Qabil in diagnostics Dead brain stem! And the opportunity for his life is very slim” said Richard, he gave an explanation with a feeling full of anxiety. He was afraid that Rido's condition would decrease.

“So Qabil is dead?” Tanya Ridi ensures the condition of her foster child.

“The hospital side is trying, but there are two options. Waiting for a miracle or indeed releasing the entire tool and mengikhlaskannya!” Richard is back.

“No! Why be like this Qabil, Forgive Papa”

“Do, go with Mael. Let me here accompany Ayana and Lea!” Richard.

“How about? Where's alea?” Tanya Rido, “What Lea already knows!” Ask Rido back.

“How can he get through it?” Rido cried because he imagined the mental health condition of Alea that might be disturbed again.

“I'm here Papa!, I already know her and I will try to be sincere!” They were all shocked by Alea's arrival, let alone Alea speaking for Ikhlas.

“Lea dear, everything will be fine! Your brother is inside with Qabil”

“I want to join Aunty, I want to see Qabil” his face does not show tears in the slightest, he is like stronger than Rido when he lost May.

“No boy!, you're here. Pray continue with us, Aunty is sure Qabil will be fine”

“No Aunty, Qabil has already told Lea!” Alea said, Rido increasingly did not understand Alea's answer.

“Qabil came with a smile, He said goodbye and kissed my forehead!, then Qabil said take care of yourself dear, take care of Papa and all our families and I will wait for you there”

“Will I say miss you to Mama, Mama must be happy to meet me. And remember you are still my bride!, that's about the words Qabil said to me!” He nodded while talking stammering.

Now, the black mark on his eyes is very clear, the eyes that stem the tears are now clearly visible, his lips tremble as if unable to speak, the look of the face of sadness also appears unusual, and the appearance of a face of sadness appears unusual, I don't know what Alea was talking about. They all did not understand Alea's current state, he changed so very quickly. It was as if there was support for her knees that were weakened due to the bad news from her lover.

Rido regained his senses, looking at Alea who was now wearing her wedding dress. Alea looks so pretty, “honey, why are you wearing this dress?” Ask Rido.

“Qabil asked me Papa, two days ago should have been the happiest day of my life.” She held back her tears from falling down her cheeks, “other than my birthday, that day will be the day that changes my life! I should've gotten a friend alive on that special day”

“But look, again and again I lost them on the day that should have been my happy day!”

“Papa, but that does not mean I have to throw away a dress as beautiful as this is not it?. have not Papa and Qabil chosen it for me!”

“Qabil really wants me to wear this!, Qabil must be happy, and Qabil can go quietly!” Alea said back.

“I want to give Qabil the best on his last day, Papa knows that Alea really likes parties.But now the party for Alea is a disaster, so can Alea celebrate the wedding day there alone, without the party, without Alea's solitude, and without tears”

“Lea” said Rani, Alea rewinded her steps as if she did not want Rani to hug her. All were silent without a sound of seeing as well as hearing Alea's cerocos.

“Aunty you don't have to cry, Lea doesn't want anyone crying over Qabil's departure!” His words while stammering, Rido approached him and hugged his beloved child.

“It's enough darling!!!” Pinta Rido hugged Alea tightly.

“Very Papa, give happiness to Alea and Qabil. You don't have to cry!” Alea said, but there was a small stuffing from his mouth that he might be covering.

“Stop talking son! Papa please!” Excite Rido, “Papa wants you to be happy” said Rido.

“Kak Lea, I know your sadness. Even if I were to experience it, I would not be able to hide that sadness, you really love Qabil very much and now I realize why Qabil prefers you over me!” Ayana said in her heart.

“Qabil...” Alea called out to him, maybe he was already unable to stem his tears, he called back to Qabil.

“Qable... Qabil “ cried as if the cry sounded broken, again and again he called out to him. Until the knee he had felt very weak, until he fell in the arms of Rido. Alea was unconscious, Rido was not able to see the look on his son's face that seemed to hold a very deep burden.

“Let me Papa who carried her” said Mael, Mael immediately carried Alea's body into his room. Richard immediately checked Alea, Rido cried and seemed to want to vent his sadness, He embraced Ayana as well as Mael.

The sorrow that enveloped his days was increasingly felt very big, he seemed unable to cover the wounds that were very deep.

It is not about the loss of a foster child that he loved so much, he remembered the figure of the father of Qabil, Dhan. He remembered his promise that would always protect the child alone wayang Dhan, not just a wound Papa lost his son, but also his son, Rido must also be ready to heal the psychic wounds of Alea who again and again lost the figure he loved. Moreover, Alea always got that grief when she passed the good times of her birthday, and it would again affect Alea's mental health.

**flashback ends**

Shortly thereafter, Rido arrived at the hospital. Rido rushed over to Faaz and the others, although at that time his footsteps were very weak because he knew that his beloved adopted son was lying weak.

Mael road Rido, “Papa still strong?” Ask Mael.

“Strong Nak!, “

“If it is not strong to walk, let Mael borrow a Wheelchair!” Mael.

“No, Papa is strong! Just hold Papa's hand like this” pinta Rido to Mael.

“Alright, “ said Mael back, they also walked up to the hospital corridor that shows the whereabouts of his family members.

Maliq realized the arrival of his beloved Papa, he ran and immediately greeted him with a hug.

“Please baby, anyone will come back to God! Take Qabil. Insha Allah heaven is waiting for him” said Rido full of tenderness.

Faaz also approached the Papa, as well as Fizzy who also hugged his Papa.

“Sit down first brother!” As he sat down, Zain's tears were seen dripping. All felt very lost to Qabil, because Qabil always gave a side of kindness to anyone. His patient and loving attitude made them very fond of the figure of Qabil, even Qabil was always the first to give all the ideas of goodness in the family Rido.

Zain remembered how quickly Qabil had saved Ayana from the grove of the tree that was about to befall his son, even though he was grimacing in pain, he confirmed with his question to Ayana that Ayana felt nothing.

And not only that, Mael also remembered the figure of Qabil who he had considered like his own sister. At that time Mael who always felt not full, he still saw the contents of the Qabil plate that looked still full and Qabil realized that Mael still wanted him, but he still wanted it, then Qabil gave half of the plate to Mael.

All the good that is revealed from him shows that the figure of Qabil is a role model, although Qabil is arguably the youngest child among all but he has a very mature attitude.

“Papa, Doctor gives...” Rido closed his eyes, Faaz as if he did not want to continue the explanation when he saw his Papa like that.

Rido walked over, and asked for Zain and Faaz to accompany him in. They asked a nurse for permission to meet Qabil inside.

They had entered, seen Qabil who was stiffened with several tools attached to his body.

Tut. tut's..

The device sounded weakened, though,

“My son, this is Papa. Can Qabil hear Papa?” Ask Rido.

Qabil did not respond to anything, even the tears dried up perfectly in his eyes. There were no tears, no blinks or gestures that signified life accompanying her.

Rido remembers very well when he lost the figure of his Grandmother 27 years ago, during the birth process of his twins who also had to swallow bitterly losing the figure of his beloved grandmother.

And now the condition of Qabil, not far like the condition of Grandma sally, there is no life that looks strong to believe. Maybe the word “Ikhlas” has to be spoken from his lips for a foster child who should have been his son-in-law.

“Qabil, Alea loves you very much. Likewise with papa, your brothers and others.”

“But now, we must really let you go!, Papa hope you make a home in heaven there, meet your Papa and Mama!” Reveal It.

“Papa harapa you will smile when we let go of your departure!, Qabil my son, sorry if as long as we are together, Papa has not been able to replace your Papa, love you with Papa's limitations, Papa, share your affection and maybe you just split a little”

“But remember, Papa has always been proud to have a child like Qabil. Papa learned the meaning of sincerity from the figure of a child abandoned by his father and mother, Papa learned the importance of a family from a child like you!”

“You are a good son, a good husband for my beloved daughter, you are able to keep our trust, you are the best of all the best, papa Loves you!”

“Just let go, sincere Papa!” Her speech. Faaz immediately asked the Doctor to release all the tools, the Doctor released them all.

And...

Tut...

Rido hugged Zain and cried in his brother's arms, it felt like he had really lost the figure of a friend like Dhan...

“Dhan.... I'm sorry!” Her voice was filled with sobbing cries within her lips.

The shadow of those moments with Dhan flashed back in his mind, the shadow of the moment he spent his happiness, his sadness and the last moments of Dhan going to breathe his last breath flashed.

Dhan had to die for a moment of the accident that hit him and when the accident he was in the car with Fahriye and Qabil, even when Fahriye was pregnant with Qabil's sister.

But unfortunately, Fahriye had to die in the car and when Dhan was taken to a hospital, Dhan seemed to wait for Rido's arrival. Shortly thereafter Rido came because they happened to have spent time together by bringing their families to eat together.

Dhan spoke while in pain, “you always consider me your sister, your affection I will never forget!! Sorry I have to leave Qabil to you, Please love him Sir, “ Rido nodded slowly, his tears dripped irregularly when he heard the sentence he said at that time, while enduring the pain he spoke. “Young Master thank you, sorry if I trouble you always” Dhan said at the last moment he would exhale it remembered until it sounded clear in Rido's mind.

And shortly afterwards Dhan uttered the words of Shahadah assisted by Rido, finally Dhan breathed his breath right in Rido's arms.

“I promise I will always love her like my own son, you don't have to worry about Dhan! You will always be my best friend, I love you!”

Now, Rido had to give up Qabil's departure and accept the fact that Qabil's life could not be helped. Even Rido had to prepare himself to recover Alea's mental health, Faaz cried. His knees were feeling weak.

It was unexpected that Alea ran and entered Qabil's room. Rido Zain and Faaz were not expecting Alea to arrive, Alea wept hugging Qabil's body.

The wedding dress is still attached to her body, even she looks beautiful wearing the dress. The doctor until the nurse could not hold back her tears, seeing Alea pleading and shaking Qabil's body that looked stiff.

“You promised to marry me, open your eyes Qabil!”

“Do you not love me!, you must leave me! Look, Qabil, you chose the white shades in my marriage. Is this your proof!” Alea's chirping was deliberately not blocked by them, Fizzy and the others, who also came in to witness Alea's grief.

“Qabil, your coat is good! You want to wear it, right? Then why don't you wear it!”

“You fell asleep!” Alea cried, constantly shaking Qabil's body.

“You and I are going to have a lot of kids aren't you? You and I will have a house and take care of papa together!”

“You agreed I'd stay with Papa, take care of Papa and give him happiness. Then why did you leave me Qabil”

“You are evil!, you are evil Qabil” while patting Qabil's body, Alea looks weakened. Noni approached Alea, she hugged Alea and grabbed him.

“You didn't keep your promise, Qabil” Lirihnya, “You left me like them!”

“You promised to be strong, Lea, I've brought you here. Release him!!” Noni Saying.

“He didn't keep his promise Noni!” Alea said, her cries breaking again. But it seemed, Alea was unable to stand up.

Mael returned to Alea's body, hugging his cousin and holding her tiny body and trying to strengthen it.

Now that Qabil's body was covered in the white cloth of the hospital, all the Doctors paid their last respects to Qabil. They also cried to see all the family members lamenting the loss of their patients.

“Doctor don't close it like that, my Qabil will definitely come back to life” pinta Alea while struggling and pleading.

“It is enough Lea, it is enough!!” Shouting fizzy, Fizzy hugged her sister, not only Fizzy, Ayana was seen trying to strengthen Alea and herself.

“Q a b i l” call Alea before she loses consciousness, because Alea again and again unconscious to make the doctor bring her to do the treatment.