MY LIFE FRIEND CHANGED MY LIFE

S2. Qabil

In the dark room, Rayna pensive herself. It felt like he realized that Fizzy's words were the truth, that regret came out of his heart. However, the turmoil of his wishful thinking he could not cover that he still felt heartache about the marriage of Faaz and Natasha.

Moreover, the only child is very close to the mother, Rayna remembers very well if all this is her wish.

Back when Rayna found out that she was pregnant, she wanted to make her fetus fall. In his heart, which Faaz may not have known, he always wanted to swear the death of the fetus. But God does not want that desire.

And if you have to remember, now that Aleesya was not close to him was his desire from a long time ago, he regretted the oath of grace that he had given to his son.

“Aleesya, mama can go crazy if you keep remembering the old days of mama, really what Fizzy said! Mama does not deserve to be a mother, what kind of mother she said I am!” Rayna muttered alone, her legs bent to stick to the chest. She was crying, feeling useless as a mother.

"I would be so guilty, if only I would have had that child, if that betrayal had not been committed and if only I had been more honest with you Faaz."

His breathing sounded heavy, "Haaaah"

Rayna held back her tears, "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, but I don't want you to be with Natasha!, my heart doesn't seem to let go of Faaz" Rayna muttered continuously, his tears are now coming out.

He immediately wiped his tears, “Am I ready to lose everything? Lost treasure, love and affection from Faaz!”

“ahhrrrrggg!” Shouted Rayna loudly, “You fool Rayna, you released a myriad of gold for your momentary enjoyment!” His murmur is back.

His phone shook, seeing Aidil trying to contact him. Rayna threw away the phone, as if she did not want to talk even a single word with Aidil.

“I hate you so much Aidil!!” His mutter at that moment, the phone again shook violently. He had thought that Aidil was the one who contacted him, he also chose not to bring a cellphone that he had thrown in any direction.

"You're the main cause of this mess!!! " Rayna said with emphasis, "If I let you go long ago!, I may be happy and live peacefully with Faaz at this time! " Rayna's grunts are back.

Again and again the phone vibrates violently, “You what the hell he is!” His bait was filled with annoyance, the tone was half-heighted as if the love that had existed for Aidil now disappeared in eating a sense of annoyance.

He took the phone, shifted the lock of his phone screen and read the missed calls on his phone.

*Faaz Calling missing

“Faaz?” He asked in his heart as if he could not believe that after Aidil tried to contact him through the incoming call and now Faaz's name was on the phone.

“Why Faaz contact me?” His question returned as if he felt disbelief again, curiosity also appeared in his mind.

“What Faaz no longer angry?” Ask her back.

“I have to call him back” muttered at that time, he immediately pressed the name listed on his phone. Then he called Faaz back, his smile looking sweet when he found out that Faaz was trying to reach him.

Tut's...

Tut's...

Tut's...

Call connected ~ Faaz my husband.

“Halo” familiar voice was heard clearly in Rayna's ear, “Halo” greeting her back, Rayna was silent and did not want to continue her, He immediately turned off the call.

“Natasha,” said Rayna inwardly as if feeling annoyed at the call on the phone, received by Natasha.

“Why should she lift her!” Rayna muttered back, before long Faaz again tried to contact Rayna's phone. Rayna receives the call, again and again Natasha's voice sounds very loud in Rayna's ear and Rayna prefers to turn off the call.

“You must know if that number is my number, then why are you playing me Natasha! I feel guilty, but now I will take my love back from your hands!!” His grunts were filled with sarcastic gazes, as if he felt being toyed with by Natasha. He feels that Natasha wants to give him heat, by trying to receive and contact Rayna's phone.

"I'm sure there's still a place for me in Faaz's heart!!" Saying back.

In contrast to Natasha, she is confused by Rayna who receives the call but does not want to talk to her, he was eager to talk to Rayna and intended to express his gratitude because Rayna gave good advice to Aaleesya to pray and give affection to her sister (Damar).

“Where have you been chatting?” Faaz asked when he came to Natasha, “Kok even dumb?” Faaz asked back.

“Emmmph Udah Faaz but Brother Ray said nothing!” Natasha replied, Faaz was silent when he heard the contents of Natasha's reply.

“I'm sure, Rayna deliberately didn't want to talk to Natasha. I'm not sure if Rayna's changed!” Faaz murmured in the heart.

“Yes already, I want to chat first with the doctor who handles Qabil. Soon Fizzy with Aliq coming and you will be okay to wait for yourself” said Faaz.

“Nothing Faaz, “ He replied, Faaz brought his phone because he was going to contact Zain. When Faaz started his steps to get out, Natasha called back Faaz, "My husband" Call Natasha.

Faaz turned his head with a smile that looked extremely heavy, "all will be fine! " Say Natasha

Faaz again left Natasha in his room. When Faaz stepped foot to get out of the room, he turned his head again, “Papa Ido with Papa Jim, I deliberately forbid here. Tomorrow you have come home, later ask for a video call only via mobile Fizzy.” Faaz said, Natasha nodded her head.

Faaz came out to contact Zain, but Faaz was already aware of the true state of Qabil. However, Faaz deliberately did not tell Natasha maybe because, Natasha's health is now very good and Faaz does not want to burden Natasha by telling her that Qabil is trying to get through his critical period.

“Hmmm when I would love to talk to Sister Rayna, but why did she turn off my call.” Natasha looks like she's thinking, “Ah later, after I recover. I will thank him for my gratitude. Because he has given a positive sentence to Aleesya, and because of his prayers also I quickly recovered” Gumama Natasha returned.

Natasha again looked at her husband's face as she entered and went back from her room, Faaz was seen covering her darkness. “I think there are things that he is covering, what is because of the problem of the state of Qabil” murmured.

“Why do I feel bad!” His murmur is back.

When Faaz contacted Zain, Fizzy and Aliq were seen coming and they called Faaz while approaching Faaz who looked confused.

Fizzy embraced her twin brother, before long Aliq also embraced Faaz. They saw the unusual look on Faaz's face, “Is there anything bad going on?” Ask Fizzy.

“Qabil” Faaz looks very limp, “maybe his life is only 10 percent!, and I already do not know how to!” His words while telling Fizzy, Fizzy smothering his mouth using one hand, he also looks very weak.

Fizzy cried in her husband's arms, “how about Alea!, she just found herself useful! And now death has separated her again!” Fizzy said in tears.

“Maybe Qabil lived using a machine, and if we take it off, he already ...” the sentence that Faaz was saying was interrupted, he cried and felt powerless to say if Qabil was gone.

“Faaz, hopefully the miracle comes!” Sela Aliq's,

“I feel there is no magic anymore for his Aliq” Faaz continued.

“No Faaz, God certainly gave life back to Qabil. He was a very good person, he loved Alea” Tukas Fizzy very much, Fizzy shook his head slowly as if unable to accept the reality about Qabil.

“Now the Doctor asks me to choose two options, I must choose to unplug all the machines attached to his body or he will stay alive using those machines and do not know until when!” Faaz looks very frustrated, and so does Fizzy.

“I feel sorry for Alea!” Mumbled Fizzy, “He must have suffered so much!” His murmur is back.

“Why does this always happen to him, Lord” said Faaz, Faaz was powerless to hold back his sadness in front of Natasha. He chose to lie to Natasha and said he would see a doctor because he could not hold back his crying.

“Uncle,” call Fizzy, Zain approach them. Then Fizzy hugged the Uncle and cried in Zain's arms.

“What do doctors say Faaz?” Ask Zain.

“They are no longer able to care for Qabil, they do not want to continue their operation. Qabil has pain in his brain, and we do not know about the pain that Qabil suffered.”

“the damage in his back brain is very severe and it has spread to the spine” Faaz said.

“last?” Ask Zain back, please,

“Doctors have been unable to continue treatment Qabil, even I had time to contact Uncle Richard and the possibility of his life is very thin.” Reveal Faaz, please,

“How are the details of the state of Qabil now?” ask Zain again who looks not understood with the health condition of Qabil.

“Death to brain stem!” Faaz replied, Zain shook his head slowly as if he could not believe Qabil's current state.

“Dead Brain Stem is a condition in which a person experiences impaired brainstem function and permanently loses the potential for consciousness and ability to breathe.”

“When this condition occurs, Qabil must be installed a tool called a ventilator to help keep oxygen flowing to the body cells through the bloodstream.” Obviously back, “And yesterday the installation of a ventilator was done Uncle!”

“However, this morning Qabil was declared a patient in an emergency perhaps because he was unable to drain the oxygen!, “

“Doctor explained that, Qabil's condition was declared an emergency because his brain stem function died permanently. Moreover, the state of Qabil is accompanied by the cessation of breath and heartbeat. Even 90 percent of Qabil's condition has led to death and brain stem death in suffering from Qabil has also been identified by doctors because Qabil does not show a response through movement.”

“Death can occur due to lack of oxygen supply in the blood. So more or less explanation by doctor.”

“At that time Qabil already had damaged tissue in his brain and when Qabil suffered an injury to his back brain his damage was getting worse even he had bleeding in his brain which was very severe and..” Faaz cried, and it seemed that Faaz could not continue his explanation anymore, Zain tried to calm Faaz by hugging him and gently rubbing his nephew's back.

Fizzy cried when she heard what Faaz said, she was unable to hear the circumstances of her foster sister who should have been her sister-in-law.

Fizzy's cry broke out, “Why is it so bad God, please save Qabil. I beg!” Fizzy.

“Be calm dear, he's a good person and God will give good to him. Whatever his destiny, it is given by Lord” said Aliq who tried to calm his wife.

“Qabil covered his severe pain from us, so you mean Faaz?” Ask Zain back.

“Iya, maybe he doesn't want to burden us” Faaz said back.

“Your Papa was in a very bad accident because he saved your mother, and the damage in the brain stem to the spine is quite severe and hopefully Qabil also has the same miracle” said Zain.

“Good news this morning will disappear, if people at home know his” said Zain.

“What good news is Uncle?” Ask Fizzy.

“Alea has improved, even he wants to spill to express all his frustration from childhood to Ayana and Maliq. Now they all make peace”

“Why can Uncle?” Fizzy asked as if she could not believe the good news.

“Noni gave Alea hypnotherapy until Alea was able to resolve her grievances this morning, lucky we have a psychiatrist like Noni” said Zain again, Faaz and Fizzy look very relieved to hear the news.

“Stay, we don't know if anything bad happened to Qabil and how Alea dealt with him” Fizzy murmured back.

“iya, hopefully all is well” timpal Aliq, “then what should we do this time!” Ask Aliq.

“This decision is in your hands Faaz, but still we cannot decide without speaking to your Papa. However Qabil is like your Papa's biological son, and inevitably we have to speak to his” said Zain, Faaz nodded slowly. He tried to understand the situation that had happened, without having to feel afraid if something would happen to his Papa when he knew the state of Qabil that could no longer be saved.

“After all pity if Qabil has to wait, pity him Zain said back.

“I have to how Uncle, I would love to save him! If only there was a great hospital, I would pay anything to make it fresh again!”

“Faaz hey! This must have been God's provision, we must accept it!”

“We pray, may the miracle come. Right Uncle?” Aliq asked Zain, Zain nodded.

“Uncle, I'm waiting for Maliq and Noni to come, later Noni and Fizzy can accompany Alea first And we will take care of what Qabil” needs

“How about Natasha already know the state of Qabil?” Ask Fizzy.

“Natasha doesn't know it at all, I can't say it” Faaz replied.

Noni and Maliq had already come, Faaz immediately told Qabil what was going on. Noni understood what she had to do, Not long after that Noni asked Maliq to take her back home.

But not yet had time to step foot Noni, the nurse called and approached Faaz. Seen once if the nurse wanted to convey something, Maliq and Noni stopped their steps, they also decided to remain in the area of the hospital.

“Master Faaz...” Calling one of the nurses to Faaz as he approached Faaz, the nurse looked very anxious.

“Doctor calls you to enter the room Patient 310” said the nurse.

“Qabil?” Faaz asked the nurse,

“Iya Tuan, “ Faaz ran and immediately entered to see the state of Qabil.

They wait in front of the isolation room which is a silent witness to the struggle of Qabil, “Uncle, do we just tell Papa!” Ask Maliq.

“Biar Uncle only told him” Zain said, Zain also tried to contact Ayana Because he had tried to contact Rido, but Rido did not receive a call on his phone.

"Lord, please give strength to Big Brother as well as all my nieces. They must have felt very lost to Qabil, let alone Alea.. Please give him the strength and sincerity to accept any decision from you! " Zain murmured in his heart, Zain felt worried about Alea's mental health. Zain was also worried about his brother's health, because from yesterday Rido received a lot of problems in his family.

Fizzy cried hugging her Husband, Maliq looks very desperate, Maliq also looks very shaky. His legs unable to stand still, his tears flowing, Noni trying to calm him down.

“Yes God, save him!” Say Maliq, “I promise I won't make Alea hurt again, I beg you to save her God!!” Maliq said, his tears are flowing continuously. Noni clasped Maliq's hand, trying to strengthen Maliq's feelings.