MY LIFE FRIEND CHANGED MY LIFE

S2. RAYNA'S STATE

"Aidyl..... " Call Aliq, Aidil turned his head and did not expect Aliq to call him.Aidil's hand was flanked by the two officers. He also looked down in shame and looked at Aliq's face with great reluctance, He forgot the power of Aliq and Faaz and He only realized his defeat.

"Aidil, I'm sorry if I played your game. Take it easy, I'll treat Fizzy very well as my wife." Aliq patted Aidil's right shoulder gently, "I'll try to love him, thanks for making me realize that Fizzy is a good woman for me." Aliq said, He hugged Aidil and rubbed Aidil's back plan. Aidil is like resigned to hear what Aliq said.

　

"I Lose, Okay I Lose" Inwardly Aidil murmured, He was no longer thinking about how he had lost. In fact, he was very hard thinking about the disappointment Faaz had with him, and the problems of his work.Aidil had been working with Faaz and Fizzy for 7 years, and now he has disappointed people who have been good at treating him.

"I let Faaz down, I made him mad." He grumbled in annoyance at himself, "Faaz forgive me, I'm Sorry Faaz!!!!!" his grunts in heart were filled with regret, regret for what he had confessed. 

　

"Are you still going to accept me. Do I still deserve to be your brother Faaz." Said Aidil in his heart again, it feels a thousand times he said the words of regret that will not be able to make Faaz, Fizzy and the others receive him back.

"Master, Sorry. Is Mr Faaz going to see me at the office?" Aidil asked the officer who was carrying him in the car.

"Yes, finish the show they'll meet you there. However, it looks like we'll check you out first." An officer said, "You have disappointed Mr. Rido and Mr. Faaz as well as Mr. Aliq." Said another officer.

"Why are you doing that young man?" Ask an officer again, "Relax, they're good people. I see remorse on your face." His dream came back to his question first.

　

"Yes, sir, I'm so sorry I let them down" said Aidil, filled with regret at the bottom of his face, he frowned and pursed half his lips as if he could no longer speak.

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As the wedding party continued, Faaz sat down next to Rayna in a wheelchair. Faaz looked like he was not excited, Faaz looked at Natasha who was sitting and chatting with her father "Jimmy". Faaz unceasingly looked at her, causing Rayna to show her regret towards Faaz.

"Faaz." Call Rayna very clearly, "Aaleysa where?" Faaz was very surprised when he heard the sentence Rayna said so very clearly heard.

"Can you speak?" Faaz asked, He looked strangely at Rayna.

"Yes. I want to rest. I'm tired." Saying, "Take me to Aaleesya." she asked Faaz, Faaz was glad to hear that Faaz could freely converse with Natasha.

"All right I'm delivering," had not yet had time to push the wheelchair that Rayna was sitting in, Her only child called Natasha very loudly. His face looks pale, he also looks being carried by Rani.

　

"Mama fairies..." Call Aleesya out loud, "Mama fairy...." Natasha turned to the voice of her beloved Son and it made Rayna very furious, she clenched her hands, her face looked wrinkled. Rani who was carrying him was not able to resist Aaleesya's desire to find the fairy Mama he loved so much. Aalesya forced to escape from Rani's arms, Aaleesya ran and hugged Natasha. Rayna who saw the scene was getting annoyed.

　

"Faaz, take me to my room!!!!" Pinta Rayna is full of emphasis, "Faaz!!!!!!!" when Faaz regained his senses and immediately led Rayna to rest in her room, and it seemed that Rayna had learned of Faaz's marriage to Natasha.

　

"Darling, you should rest." Natasha said to Aalesya, "Here Mom hugs, "Here she hugs Aaleesya.

"How is this?, Brother Rayna must have been aware of Esya's call to me." Natasha said in Heart filled with her frustration, "Lord, I really don't want to hurt her." His murmur returned to the heart.

"What should I say if He asks me?" 

"Oh my God, what should I do and how?", He daydreamed for a very long time, "It feels like my face has been embarrassed when faced with Brother Rayna." He murmured back in his heart, He felt guilty about the situation he was going through. Maybe on one hand He felt how Rayna felt at this time, and on the other hand, He accidentally hurt Rayna's heart, too, Moreover, the child in the womb is in desperate need of recognition from a Faaz who incidentally is the biological father of the innocent baby.

"Mama.." said Aaleesya in a very spoiled tone, "Mama fairy." Calling her as she waved her hand before Natasha's beautiful eyes, she realized her long daydream.

"Dear, I'm sorry Mom's eyes winked" Natasha said as she wiped the tears that trickled down in sorrow given her fate that she now feels.

"Mother again Mother," Aleesya as if she did not want him to call Natasha with the call of Mother, "Mama the fairy lied, Mama the fairy was crying not a flickering."  The sweet boy made Natasha laugh at his behavior.

"Smart child, the fairy mother cried because she was happy to see Aleesya who was good at talking to the fairy Mama." He hugged Aalesya with a very gentle hug, "Especially if Aalesya wants to hear the request of the fairy Mama." While pinching Aaleesya's nose, Natasha seemed to want to persuade her of something.

"What is Mama?" Ask her with a slurred-sounding speech.

"You know, that woman who was sitting in a wheelchair?" Natasha asked, Aleesya nodded slowly as if she knew who Rayna really was.

"He was a perfect woman, who had given birth to Esya into the world.Makadari that Esya should call her Mama/" said Natasha, "He who always Esha ask when Esha prayed to God," Natasha said back.

"hasn't Mama Esya been with Grandma and God?" Ask the 4-year-old.

"Because Esha asked her very sincerely, God gave her back the Beautiful Mama." Natasha said that Aalesya did not want to digest well, for the Son Natasha was the one God sent to be the Mother of her. Aleesya seemed to not want to accept Rayna. Natasha gives up first in hopes that at other times she can give back understanding to the adorable little boy.

they enjoyed the music together, even Fizzy and Aliq were dancing while looking at each other's faces, Natasha and the others were watching the scenery that made her very happy.

unlike Faaz, he was arguing with Rayna. It felt like there were a lot of questions Rayna wanted to ask Faaz. Rayna was like holding Faaz to go enjoy a party with her family. Faaz was forced to follow his first wife's wishes, despite the fact that Natasha's face and lavish party were running around on Faaz's head.

　

"Explain Faaz, please!" Rayna asks Faaz to explain what happened, when Rayna went into a coma for years. Rayna was amazed by the existence of Natasha, especially the child she loved more consider Natasha as her mother.

"I don't want to explain anything yet and it's not Ray's time!" Faaz said with emphasis, Natasha's face always flashed through her mind.

"You have changed Faaz, " said Rayna, His hands seemed to cover his eyes that seemed to want to shed the tears that he had weathered when Maliq told him about his marriage with Natasha.

"Ray, I promise you after the show's over. I'll explain." Faaz said, Faaz looks like he does not want to continue his conversation with Rayna, "Rest, tomorrow I will explain." Faaz.

"and you're gonna leave me, and you'd rather be with her in that crowd." Rayna said, Her hand has been able to move the buttons on the wheelchair very well, "You're going to leave me here in a condition I'm feeling frustrated Faaz?" rayna asked with emphasis and made Faaz speechless without saying anything.

　

"Go Faaz, you're not my old Faaz. faaz respects me and loves me very much"

　

"Is it because of that woman that you turned into this Faaz?" He sobbed, "What because of my frail condition like this Faaz," Faaz was still silent and unable to turn his head and looked at Rayna's crying face.

　

"I used to feel the fear of losing you, maybe fear is a temporary thing. But that regret will forever be felt."

　

"I'M SORRY I GAVE BIRTH TO AALEESYA AND KEPT YOU AWAY FROM ME" Rayna complained,

　

"Stop Ray, I'll explain it to you" Faaz said

　

"You're going to explain?, why not Faaz now?" Mainly making Faaz more difficult to persuade him, Faaz only wanted to explain it together with Rido and Natasha. Namu seems like Rayna is already feeling very disappointed.

　

"I used to trust you so much and that's my biggest mistake right now, Faaz!" He cried and tried to regulate his Breath, "Listen to Faaz, I Once Had someone who was reliable and trustworthy. Because finding such a person is like looking for a needle in a haystack, it is very difficult. Unfortunately, trusting someone sometimes only leads to disappointment and even betrayal."

　

"You're not my man Faaz, you're a loser man now." Rayna said, "Go, I'm nothing to you anymore. Maybe everyone wants my death."

　

"Then, why did you and Aliq keep me alive if you wanted to treat me like this"

　

"You wedge**** Faaz\, you're not the compassionate Faaz\, you're the changed Faaz. I hate you with my whole life Faaz." Umpatnya full of emphasis\, he seemed to feel frustrated. his soul shaken\, Breath also looks very difficult to set well. His breath was so sharp that it made it even more difficult to breathe.

　

"Ray... Why are you?" Faaz tries to give artificial breath to Rayna, he also lifts Rayna's body and lays it down on his bed.

　

"Ray, Please Forgive Me, I'm sorry Ray...." In unconsciousness, Faaz immediately contacted his Uncle Richard to immediately check on Rayna's condition. He paced his steps while waiting for Richard to arrive.

　

"Yes TUHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN," Faaz rubbed his face with great frustration, He felt very guilty about this incident. For him if only he spoke about Rayna's situation at that time, he said, maybe Rido won't force her to marry Natasha. But now the feeling of love is very big to Natasha, let alone planted the seed of love, the seed of love between them and inevitably Faaz must be more responsible to Natasha and Rayna. although now his feelings for Rayna are not as great as his feelings for Natasha.

　

Flashback with Doctor Ambar

”Faaz that I fear is Rayna experiencing a level of loneliness to make it depressed” Said Dr. Ambar, a doctor who has been dealing with Rayna for years.

”How can it happen doc?” Ask Faaz

”Could be, Rayna will experience a Phase where trust in you or towards others disappears. Then he experienced an acute sense of loneliness.” Faaz tried to listen to what the doctor said.

”Begin the explanation,” Doctor said.

”Loneliness sometimes stands alone, but it is not uncommon to be one sign of certain mental health problems. Normal loneliness is generally not a problem that should be addressed specifically. While loneliness that leads to depression requires immediate treatment so as not to lead to more severe conditions. Therefore, it is important to understand the fundamental differences related to reasonable loneliness and loneliness associated with depression.” Rayna's face flashed as Doctor Ambar explained Rayna's final condition.

“A reasonable loneliness is usually subjective and does not have a certain indicator to be categorized as loneliness. This is because the causes and symptoms can be different in each person. While loneliness due to depression is usually more complicated because not only feel alone, this loneliness is usually accompanied by symptoms of depression in general. To be able to see the difference in loneliness between the two cases, here are some common symptoms of Loneliness Level of depression; Feeling worthless and not cared for by anyone, breaking up Asa, excessive anxiety. And many more Faaz.” Obviously Doctor Ambar.

”I hope Rayna doesn't know about your marriage with Natasha.” Doctor Ambar said back.

　

”I also think like that doc,” Tukas Natasha, “I hope Brother Rayna is okay.” Timpal Natasha is back.

　

Flashback Off

At that time Natasha asked Faaz to see Doctor Ambar, and Natasha was eager to hear Doctor Ambar's explanation of Rayna. Natasha is determined to want to take care of Rayna by her own hands However, Doctor Ambar does not allow it.