MY LIFE FRIEND CHANGED MY LIFE

return of rido

the night had changed by morning, this morning was the morning where I was going to start my day with hurt feelings

I do not want to go out of room , I am ashamed of the state of my eyes, I also did not expect the return of Rido even though many questions arise in my mind .

*****IN THE DINING ROOM*******

papa and mama were sitting at the dinner table where we had breakfast and had a joke together, papa asked bi inem why I was not at the dinner table .

"bi why may hasn't come down from her room" asked papa to bi inem

"just call bi, say me and the papa are waiting "mama chimed in

"well sir, madam "aunty immediately approached me to call me breakfast

unable to persuade me who was breastfeeding my children, my aunt returned to the dining room.

"mr, madam ..young lady is busy nursing little master, young lady apologizes for not being able to come to breakfast together" said bi inem to mom and dad

"all right bi, quickly send her breakfast to the room, I do not want my favorite daughter-in-law to hold her hunger" said papa told bi inem to prepare breakfast for me ..

papa and mama talked about my situation that was disappointed, papa decided to contact Rido through his phone ,

rido: hello assalamualaikum pap ?

papa: where are you brother ?

rido: I'm on my way home pap .

papa: hurry back, papa does not want your wife to be sad.

rido; okay pap, last night ido.(.TUT TUT, DISCONNECTED CALL )

"I don't want anything to happen with may "father talking while pounding the dinner table

"we should talk about what the rido is going through "mama said papa's talk

~I don't know what they're talking about next because papa asked mama to talk in papa's room, I fell silent behind the big cupboard near the dining room , at a glance I heard the conversation , I did not dare to ask my mom and dad, I was not ready to get hurt about what was going through considering last night shalom who raised the mobile phone rido~

I prepared to go back to my son's room after mama passed to papa's room, soon my phone rang rido called me, I didn't want to pick him up , Rido sent me a short message .\

"sad , happy anniversary, I'm listening to have been patiently waiting for .loveyou" (rido message)

"honey, I'm going home, I miss you" (message rido)

"sad are you angry ? " (rido message)

"forgive me" (message rido)

I just fell silent and my phone came back ringing it was from my mother, I swiftly picked up the phone from mother ,,

mother: 'sad ', happy your wedding day, may you and Rido always be in the protection of Allah

me: yes ma'am thank you, is mom in good shape ?? ask me with a stutter

mom : well dear , mom miss you very much , mom will see you soon son < you want what gift from dad and mom ?

me: no ma'am I just want to meet and hug mom .

mom: did something happen to you, son ?

i: no ma'am, it's just that I miss you ma'am. "in a tone that sounds like crying"

mother: okay, see you, my dear '

after hanging up the phone from mom, I cried suddenly I never thought I would hug me and calm me down

lira seemed to know with my condition, lira gently rubbed my back ,

"cry miss , cry .." lira calms me

I feel very comfortable like I got a friend who long I miss, I cry with a burden in my heart has been very long these tears I hold , I feel rido very changed by not telling me , though Rido always informs me even when busy.

I'm done with my crying, mom nina, mbak lastri and lira are strengthening me.

when I was looking at the lastri mbak in place of faaz diapers, tati mbak came up to me and told me that the rido had come, I was still casually looking at the lastri mbak changing diapers ,

"miss , sir has "/. mbak lastri has told me twice.

 I rushed downstairs to approach the rido that had come home , not forgetting I asked the lira about my current condition

"raa, I don't look so cry, do I ?" I asked the lira

I saw a smiling Rido from a distance, I smiled with great force, Rido held me tightly and kissed my forehead ,

"my heart why with your eyes "ask her with a face without sin

"i. .. couldn't sleep last night" I replied briefly

"are you waiting for me ?"ask her to me

"forget it, have you eaten? " while giving a glass of warm water

"honey, "he replied, taking a sip of the water I served

"honey, I want to see my kids" she asked

"go to room 'have you forgotten the way to your own son's room" I answered tightly

"excuse me dear, I've disappointed you with all night waiting for me" Rido held my chin and kissed her with a flash

(so eager to ask about last night's thing, but I've wanted to find out for myself 'my mumbling in heart)

I really can't hide my disappointment ' I don't want to be like this 'but it's the circumstances that make me like this ', I'm holding my phone , rido was taking off the kangen taste with his children occasionally rido stuck my frown , bu nina and the others had already passed to the kitchen for a break  , maybe they intend to give us time to release the feeling of kangen, I see a very thin rido that strapping body that is no longer as strong as it used to be , I'm sad to see it but I don't want to show my worry

I started sending messages to shalom .

"sister, when to go home , Rido already at home what you want to see me at home" (sounding my message on shalom)

rido surprised me he gave me a watch inside that was our initials, I saw him put it in my hand, he kissed both my hands , she hugged me and apologized for coming home today.

"honey , I know you are angry ..I'm sorry I made you wait" she said by hugging my tiny body my face was set on her chest that was not too wide

I was silent not giving a word.

"honey, where are you going on vacation, I'll take you" held my chin and kissed my lips gently

"i don't go anywhere "I answered briefly

"alright then , I want to see your smile' she asked me

(i want you to explain everything to me!!) 'I murmured in my heart

we sat together, I felt like I wanted to ask him all my questions but I saw his eyes were very tired, I also held his hands very cold.

I also hugged her, why am I, make me angry with her .. I don't even want her to come home and be in front of me, but now why do I want to hug her so much