MY LIFE FRIEND CHANGED MY LIFE

grief may part 2

it has been three days Rido treated in the emergency isolation room, I had time to ask jimmy doctor why Rido was treated in the isolation room, Rido is very susceptible to the virus his body is very weak , the doctor is still diagnosing any complications that rido suffered, I am still faithful waiting for the rido behind the glass without seeing it realized , without seeing it smile

I asked papa to give me the key to Rido's apartment right across the hospital, I will occupy the apartment for a while so I can take care of the rido as well as my children ,

that day the doctor gave me one piece of information, the spinal cord was damaged to the back of the brain , I was devastated to hear it , I feel guilty why don't I ask my father who saved me, why Rido loves me so much, and why I found out too late , I'm still standing in front of that glass , rani and mister dhan accompany me once in a while rani hugs me from the side, they strengthen me so much.

"do you know, do you know ? before brother Rido is this bad only you are mourned, only you are the main priority" said Rani who surprised me

"kalo is so why doesn't he want me to know ? why did he hide it from me ?" answer me while trying to stand up to them

"young master doesn't want to expose the wounds in miss 'em, young master wants to go see happy miss , young master just doesn't want miss to regret having been married to young master "ansaid firmly

"you mean ?? " i asked by running my two eyeballs

"young master will indeed leave the lady and will bring the lady closer with mister zain back, young master had come to mister zain and asked if mister zain loved miss is not "answer

"for what ? " more on me by scratching my forehead

"young master hopes that mister zain can take good care of the miss "he replied by bowing his gaze

"if Rido knew it would be like this why he married me, why he wanted to be with me, why he wasn't being honest about his pain "me asked loudly to dhan.

"at that time you hoped that the lady would accept mister 'but apparently mister could not if the lady knew the mister was sick and the lady left mister" replied the dhan who was still trying to explain to me

"i'm not that stupid and I love Rido and I don't want to leave him "I replied with eyes that wanted to shed tears and I continued my conversation.

"i don't have any feelings for zain, nor do I want him to replace the position of rido.I just want my ridoku back either in good health or ill , I wish Rido could think clearly, did I ever say I wanted to leave him ?" I asked dhan

"no miss , not at all "reply replied

"if I do have a mistake, I'm sorry, I'm just an ordinary woman who doesn't escape the wrong word, I beg you to stop the rido charade, who wants me to leave her , I don't want to be away from him at all "my answer goes back to dhan

we also ended this conversation, rani just fell silent and silent occasionally rubbed my back and hugged me.

(i can't believe kaka-in-law is able to change my kaka everything, he who is somewhat careless is able to give everyone his attention , kaka I don't believe in love but now he is able to give his love , brother ido is amazing 'murm rani in his heart)

jimmy's doctor asked me for his room.me and mr. dhan as well as rani directly approached the doctor jimmy room .

doc jimmy: may, how are you ? I hope you become a very strong woman.

me: I'm good brother, don't worry I'll stand up straight here for my husband .

jimmy's doctor: thank God, the nerves of the back of the brain did not suffer very fatal damage just that his heart rido is slightly problematic also his spine needs marrow immediately, ' he said , but no need to worry we have found a donor that is very suitable with Rido.

me: can may meet her sister? may wants to say thank you

doctor jimmy, : kaka can't promise may , because his person asked not to be published.

me: why ? what can a heart graft be from a living person ? I want to meet his family, brother.

jimmy's doctor: most likely to experience death, but he already knew of his condition after grafting his heart, his family had already submitted a letter to give his heart.

me: well try me to meet the family of the person.

doctor jimmy: well may , this afternoon I will compensate you so that you can enter the room rido .

me: really ? can I hug him.

doctor jimmy: not for that, and you should also see the procedure of entering that room.

me: okay brother, guide me to go there.

(what does it mean that Rido was exposed to something virus *he Allah strengthen me 'my mumble in heart)

today I am very happy , I waited a few more minutes when the curtain was opened & I can't wait to see the rido closer

jimmy's doctor's assistant called me and told me to put on some special clothes to get into the iccu room.

"mrs wear this, and wash the lady's hands there after washing the lady's gloves "he told me.

"well doc "I did an interduction from the doctor

"have the madam, now I ask the madam noiselessly and not to wake the patient, "he told me again I nodded my head in agreement with his command ,

I saw Rido, his very handsome face looked unconscious, I saw his hand which was paired with several tools, there was also his heart drive, mouth and nose on a ventilator and oxygen.

really I could not see it . I could not afford it and asked the doctet to go back outside the room, I cried and hugged Rani

that's how bad he is, why I don't know how he feels. A year I married him every day I passed anything with him , I remembered that he always went abroad for a few weeks the reason for his business trip was that he was actually on medication, "yulat ridoooooooo" I said as I hugged Rani