MY LIFE FRIEND CHANGED MY LIFE

S2. The Childhood of Qabil.

That afternoon Natasha was sitting facing the window of Aleesya's room, because she finished putting her beloved child to sleep. for her to take a nap was very mandatory for children the age of Aaleesya, and Aaleesya always sleeps well if accompanied first by Natasha.

She sat down and imagined that if Damar was with her, she enjoyed being a mother to Aaleesya and Damar.

He imagined holding his little baby, and Aaleesya danced cheerfully in front of him.

the little laugh garnished that cold night, "Which wisdom should I lie to God, even when I thank you all my life it will never be enough! " Reveal it while smiling.

The cold of his night because of his snowfall made the window glass look dewy, he carved the name Damar there.

While calling Damar's name, he wrote it down with a smile. "The room" he said again.

"Mama used to say, Mama fell in love with me even though I was still in her womb. And it turned out Mama was right! " His words returned, Faaz who came without Natasha knowing, immediately hugged Natasha and kissed her from behind.

"I Love you" Whispered Faaz right in Natasha's right ear, Natasha was delighted to hear the sentence said by her husband.

Natasha turned her body, they faced each other. Faaz's hands were still coiled around the waist behind Natasha and their eyes were still open to each other.

looking fixedly at each other, they smiled and Faaz kissed Natasha's lips.

"How many times do I have to say thanks to you! " Faaz asked Natasha, "I'm very, very lucky to have a wife like you" Faaz said.

Natasha hugged her husband, she leaned her head right on the chest of her husband's field. Natasha felt a deep love given by Faaz, "I just want you to always be happy, to be the Faaz that you are, to accept me for who I am, and make me a wife obedient to her God." Natasha said, she raised her head and looked into her husband's eyes, "I'm sorry if I'm not perfect as your wife, guide me to Faaz and never make me sin against you! " His return.

"you need not ask that, even if you do not ask for it, as much as I can do" Faaz said, "You have changed my life, you open my eyes and love happiness with me." Keep Faaz back.

Natasha hugged her husband back, "love, thank you for everything" Faaz said again, kissing Natasha's head.

"I have a surprise for you! " Natasha was happy when she heard that Faaz would surprise her, her face was bright. She smiled and acted spoiled to her husband.

"What surprise? " Task Natasha.

"There's a point!, close your eyes if so!" Pinta Faaz, Natasha obeys orders from Faaz. Natasha closed her eyes.

Faaz drew Natasha's right hand, she put on a diamond ring. "It's a ring, right? " Natasha tried to guess what her husband was wearing, and Faaz put on a heart-shaped necklace.

"Open his eyes! " Let Faaz return, Natasha opened her eyes.

Now standing in front of a large glass, Natasha sees a very beautiful necklace.A diamond-based necklace that is very expensive for her, "This is for me? " Task Natasha.

Faaz nodded, "It's very expensive baby, and I don't deserve it! " Natasha said, Faaz smiled.He stood behind Natasha, Faaz tried to stare at Natasha through the glass in front of him.

"You're so pretty wearing this, and this necklace isn't as expensive as your struggle to bear my son! " Say Faaz, "Look, this is our initials FN. Faaz and Natasha" Natasha smiled, she saw her ring finger.it had been stored a very beautiful ring there, Natasha was moved by what Faaz gave.

Faaz looked back at Natasha's face, he lifted Natasha's chin and kissed Natasha's lips flash back .

"Not only that, there are other surprises there" Faaz said.

"Where? " Tanya Natasha, her face looks fresher.she feels dreaming of getting what she never imagined, during her marriage with Faaz Natasha never demanded anything. even the shopping money that Faaz always sent through his account, is still very intact.sometimes Natasha felt confused by the money in her personal wallet.

Natasha is indeed a very simple woman figure, the clothes she wears are never as luxurious as Rayna. Even Natasha feels indebted for what Faaz has done, Faaz brings his father and allows Jimmy to live with him, and Jimmy's health has always been guaranteed by him, and all of Jimmy's needs are taken first by Faaz and Rido.

"Faaz" Lirih Natasha called out her husband's name, Faaz turned his head.

"I think you've overdone me with this surprise! " Say Natasha, "And I felt.. "

The pointer on Faaz's hand stopped Natasha from speaking, "Sssshhhhhhh!, Why do you say that to my wife, The sustenance I get is your Right. even God gives a husband's sustenance multiplied if prioritizing the happiness of his wife." Faaz said, "As long as I am able, and the sustenance is there for you. For what I hold alone, you are my wife and this is your right"

"Papa Rido said, a husband is obliged to seek Lent and a wife is obliged to make a living! and I'm obligated to give you this and you're obliged to accept it even more than I love"

"Remember the sustenance I seek, for your welfare!, and I sincerely shed sweat for all of you, I want you to be happy" he said as he stared fixedly at his wife's face,

"And Papa Rido said, if the wife still likes to make a living that means our wife is sintered and Normal" He explained again, Natasha laughed a little at the explanation given by her husband.

"So you have to ask for whatever you want! " Say Faaz back.

"I'm ashamed, because you're so kind and want to take care of Papa jimmy.. "

Faaz interrupts the sentence that Natasha is saying again, "Papa Jimmy and you are my duty, Papa Jimmy is no one else. He is my father just like Papa Rido, he is my father, and I'm proud to take care of your Papa like my own Papa said, Papa Rido, Heaven we are parents.if your parents and I meridhoi us, we are, God willing God will give everything smoothness! " Obviously back, that sentence made Natasha even more grateful. Natasha was delighted to hear the sentence given by her husband.

Natasha held Faaz's right cheek and said, "There is nothing else I should complain about God, God already love you to make my life feel perfect.thank you, baby" He muttered again, Faaz nodded slowly.

"Yes, let's see another surprise again" Invite Faaz, she immediately followed her husband's steps, when out of Aaleesya's room, Natasha remembered Rayna's figure.

"Darling, how's Ray doing? " Task Natasha.

"Okay, don't always think about it! " Say Faaz.

"He's your wife too!, " said Natasha, Faaz stopped his steps.

He stared at Natasha's innocent face, Natasha always remembered Rayna. For Natasha Rayna's crimes were only a test, and Natasha was very sure if one day Rayna would change.

while looking into Natasha's eyes and holding her hand, "I divorced her before yesterday's incident happened, sorry I just told you! " Faaz said, Natasha was surprised to hear Faaz's confession.

He slightly shook his head slowly, "No way Faaz!, why did you do that? " Task Natasha.

"Because I love you, I love my sisters and my family because my family feels a lot of disappointment towards him, and I don't want to make Papa and my sisters suffer. moreover, they knew who Aaleesya was! " Natasha was still staring at her husband's face, she was still shocked at the decision Faaz had made.

"You take it easy, I give Rayna the right as my ex-wife.she has the right to the property that will sustain her life, I will still let her be a mother figure to Aaleesya and I just pray that Rayna can accept it and be happy" Faaz said.

"What about Aaleesya? " Task Natasha.

"She's gonna grow up to be a good girl, a grown girl like you even if we don't lose Rayna's figure at all! " Faaz answered, "I will not make him feel confused, I will still explain who Rayna is, who Aidil is and who we are. But with a note, Aaleesya has understood and maturely responded to it"

Natasha was a little understood by what Faaz was explaining to her, "Well, if it's like that" Natasha said.

"Then from that, I need you to guide Aaleesya! " Faaz said again accompanied by a sweet smile adorning her face, Natasha nodded slowly to understand what her husband had explained.

They again set foot together to the surprise that Faaz had prepared for his wife, in his footsteps Faaz sang a song that had romantic lyrics.

Unmitigated Faaz as if giving a chat to Natasha, Natasha blushed embarrassedly hearing what Faaz was singing by her.

They were already standing right in front of a room, Natasha was eager to open the room. But Faaz stopped her, "Just dong, put this on first! " Say Faaz.

"Why do you have to close your eyes, there must be balloons and decorations for Damar to return? " Task Natasha.

"No!, " replied Faaz briefly while shaking his head.

Natasha shrugged both of her shoulders, "Then? " Tanya Natasha brief.

"Everything went right, "Pinta Faaz came back, Natasha nodded her head.

"Yes, "Natasha closed her eyes, Faaz put on a blindfold to make Natasha see nothing.

Faaz pulls Natasha's hand, grasps her and makes himself as Natasha's step director, the door of the room is opened by her, Natasha enters.

"Can I open it now? " Task Natasha.

Everyone was already there except Alea and Noni, They were witnesses of Natasha's happiness. Faaz fell silent without a sound, "Honey, can you open it now? " Tanya Natasha returned, Faaz opened the cloth so Natasha could see through the look in her eyes.

Natasha was distrustful of the surprise given by Faaz, she turned to Faaz and hugged her husband and thanked him.

"The room! " He also approached his son.

Yes, Faaz brought Damar as well as an incubator and two nurses of his choice to help Natasha take care of Damar.

"honey, Thank you."

"You're seneng? " Tanya Faaz.

"Obviously, I'm so happy! " Answer replied Natasha with a sweet smile.

"But why would the doctor allow it? " Task Natasha, "Did you ask her? " Task Natasha back.

"both are excuses, I asked for it and the Doctor allowed it. Specialist Doctor Damar will come at 8 am and 3 pm, so enjoy your role from now on dear" said Faaz again, Natasha approached her husband and hugged Faaz's body back.

A little Flashback to the back, precisely yesterday when Natasha wanted to meet Damar accompanied by Ayana and Mael. Rayna follows him from Home to the hospital, then Rayna sees everything Natasha does there.

Then, the two nurses did not allow it. Because Faaz had already told Rayna's photo and Faaz had also thought this would happen, Faaz had already been careful with this situation.

However, Faaz still covered up yesterday's events from Natasha. Faaz did not want Natasha to feel anxious, and Faaz decided to take care of her child at home. let alone the winter had fallen, inevitably Natasha was restricted in traveling because of the weather that was not supportive.

Faaz had indeed prepared everything, Faaz felt he had to learn from his previous circumstances and Faaz would be more careful in protecting his beloved son.

"Thank you I said once again baby, you again and again make me happy, healthy and you, I love you! " Revealed Natasha while hugging her husband, she again sat in front of the incubator machine.It is clear if Damar is very healthy, Damar also looks fatter.

"Darling, Sister Alice and Sister Gwen will help you. She is also Maliq's friend, right Sus? " Tanya Faaz.

Sister Gwen replied, "Yes Master, "He smiled very sweetly.

"They're my confidants, and they'll always take good care of Damar! " Faaz said, Natasha interrupted with a smile.

"Sus, thank you yes.I'm sorry that we always trouble sisters. " Say Natasha kindly.

Sister Alice, "This is our duty Madam, we hope you won't hesitate when you ask for our help" she said with a beautiful smile.

****

The night before in Alea's room, he saw a snowdrop decorating the side of her bedroom window.again and again he wept lamenting Qabil's departure, he wept sobbing.Qabil's face always flashed in his mind, he tried to remember one by one the beautiful memories with his future husband.

There were so many good memories that they went through from childhood, even the childhood of Qabil remembered very clearly in his eyes.

He sat down by bending his knees, making them stick to his chest. Noni let her cry, not because Noni had tired of taking care of her and cheering her on.

But for Noni, crying is a barrier so that we feel calm.if we cry, the heart will feel calm.

The sobs were increasingly heard loudly by Noni, "Noni, why is our life so short." Hiks hyks.His cry makes Noni feel pity.

Noni still let it go, Noni's tears were seen dripping when she saw the turmoil shown by Alea.

"He's a very nice guy I've known, he's 3 years different from me. He's younger but more mature than me."

"I used to remember very well how he rose from adversity, feeling alone when his mother and father left him simultaneously"

"The childhood that was supposed to be the good times cannot be felt by him" Alea said, He recounts the childhood of Qabil. Noni listened to what Alea was telling her.

Noni sat beside Alea, Alea sighed with a smile as she continued her story.

"He never complained about Noni, he's a strong boy! even though he was actually crying behind us."

"Do you want to tell me Lea? " Tanya Noni, Alea looked very pleased.he nodded and immediately continued the story.

"From the time we lived apart, my Mom and Dad always visited Qabil on school holidays and picked him up for a vacation here." Alea.

"I'm always happy to visit her grandmother's house, she's so nice to me."

"why didn't Qabil just stay in Australia with all of you, with you, Papa, and your mama? " Tanya Noni.

"I'd love to, but Grandma won't let it. Mama Fahriye is her only child, and after Mama Fahriye there is only one Qabil and Grandma said if she misses the figure of Mama Fahriye, she will see Qabil" said Alea, "And mom understood all that"

"Then Mama could not pick up Qabil, I mean mama could not come along with me and also Papa. I came alone accompanied by Abrar and Kak Aidil" said Alea.

"I wanted to pick her up, but Grandma said Qabil was at Mama Fahriye and Papa Dhan's grave"

"I used to call him Om Papa and Aunt Mama, funny right? " Aela asked with a smile, her eyes were puffy, but Noni was happy that Alea kept remembering her good times.

"After that, I looked for him.accompanied by Abrar, there I saw the figure of a tiny man who was crying sobbing in front of the gravestone of his two parents" His tears began to fall back, "He stood up with a gasp of breath, probably because he was on foot when he approached the grave of his parents." Alea said back.

"you went up to him and sat there with him? " Tanya Noni.

"No, I approached her but didn't approach her. I wanted to hear what she said, because I saw her as if she was feeling sadness" Alea wiped away her tears that had fallen completely, "Because, because, if he knew of my presence, he would not have vaped what was in his heart. Therefore, I only eavesdropped on what he said! " Alea.

"What did he say? " Tanya Noni is back.

^Flashback On's..

Qabil sat down, as if affixing his body as if collapsing in sorrow. Poor Qabil, he must swallow the bitterness of life.he must accept the fact that he has lost the figure of parents who love him so much.

Qabil wept, wiping his tears using only his shabby hands. Sweat drenched in the T-shirt used by him, "Assallamualaikum Mama, Papa" said Qabil slowly as if humbling himself in front of the grave of his parents, while sobbing Qabil wiped the tears that had flowed down his cheeks.

"Sorry ... Qabil had just turned his head, Mama” turned back, his breathing sounded stingy, and his crying finally broke.

"Mama how are you? Qabil wanted to give good news to Mama and Papa" Half the laughter was mixed with soft cries, his eyes that I love began to dew again. it was all because of his longing for the wingless angel who was now gone by his side.

Qabil felt sad while hugging his knees. He again lowered his tone of speech "Sorry .., "his gentleness was restrained, while harmonizing his sobbing tone and his tears were growing louder.

"Qa ... Qabil" He felt a tightness right in his chest that was rumbling, "Qabul fasted smoothly, Mama, Papa" Hiks .

"All Qabil's friends in love with gifts, Mam" he said again, accompanied by a hand that wiped his face.

"Granny said, Qabil is special, huh, Mam? likewise, Papa Rido and Mama May say that Qabil is a very special child in the eyes of God." He poured all in front of the tomb of his master, whether the mother and father heard it or not, he continued to tell about his daily life and the times he went through without the figure of his master.

"Mom knows, Papa and Mama May always tell Qabil, they love Qabil and always give good clothes for Qabil" he said again, "But Qabil always said that Qabil's clothes are still good, all Qabil's toys are good. that Qabil Lakainin just don't want to bother Mama May and Papa Ido"

"When Mama and Papa how? Did God give you new and good clothes? did God give her love? like Mama May and Papa Ido gave Qabil? " Task Qabil alone.

No tissue or cloth can be used to wipe. There, only his loyal seedy hands wiped away his tears.

"Papa" He called out to his father, He cleaned the grass that began to grow on his father's tomb.

"I'm sorry Qabil, Papa. Qabil has not been able to carry out the mandate that Papa gave to Qabil. Qabil was still whiny and constantly complaining. Papa always forbade it to Qabil"

"The man must be strong, the man must be a role model!, Papa always said, a good man must be able to take care of women!

"Qabil liked Alea Papa, but Qabil was ashamed to say, Qabil was ashamed!"

"Because once Papa and Mama Fahriye said, if they were Qabil's brothers that Qabil should be guarding" Qabul could only cry! To stop, he felt incapable.

"But Qabil's Promise will always guard and protect Alea, sister Fizzy, and Ayana as Qabil's sister"

"Qabil misses Papa and Mama, misses playing with Papa!".

"When can it be repeated? Qabil did not want any toys, Qabil willingly give toys to children who are more in need as instructed by Papa first. because all Qabil wanted was the shoulder and the arms of Papa, Papa, Qabil only wanted Papa's joke to make Qabil laugh." His words ended with a loud cry, He cried continuously.

The rain starts to fall. Black clouds are beginning to show. Qabil still faithfully sat before the two headstones, "Mama, Papa There is no word that represents any taste other than prayer. Qabil only hoped that Mama and Papa would be happy in God's heaven" He said, ending in a sobbing cry, he resting his head on his knees.

Alea also cried at the expression Heart of a man who always made him feel comfortable, Alea and Qabil were close enough from childhood.For Alea, Qabil was a very good man.

Alea was quite happy to hear that Qabil liked him, Alea approached Qabil and hugged him from behind.Even Abrar and Aidil who were looking from a distance felt strange with their attitude, From then on they got closer and even Qabil and Alea acknowledged each other's feelings.

^Flashback Off

Alea cried considering the beginning of knowing Qabil's feelings to his "Qabil, Come here even though I know now, the distance between us has been very far! "

Hiks, Hyks "This one story will never be complete, as the heavens no longer need the earth! "

the light slowly showed an incurable sense of loss, "Qabil, I've tried to let you go, but it felt like my heart stopped beating. I can't remember if you're no longer by my side, I beg you to come here Qabil" He bent his head, sobbing in the arms on his knees.

"In my dreams, we will do things that we have planned, but when I wake up, I have to understand if it is just a dream. Qabil, please come back! " Hiks hyks

"I can't live without you and it feels so heavy" Alea lamented again, her cry making her breath sting. Noni approached and immediately hugged her, "Lea, calm down I beg you"

"I can't forget Noni!, can't! " That murmur. "Without her, I felt a sense of unease and I felt not strong Noni." He cried in Noni's arms, Noni gently rubbed Alea's back head.

"Alea, there is a time when you cry. vanish all your emotions, forget your sadness. But there are times when you have to get up, and stand back. smile even though maybe the pain will hurt! " Noni's Advice, "I used to feel all this.

"But Noni, I really haven't been able to forget her departure! " Alea said grievingly, "Either till when shall I endure this pain Noni! " Alea said back.

"Alea, everything will be fine. Even though you will find it very difficult to get through each day, it's just a matter of time!, I'm sure you will be able to get through it" said Noni.

"Trust me, you'll be able to get through it all!" Noni tried to calm Alea down, She hugged her and tried to gently rub Alea's back.

"Until when do I hold this miss Noni, can I be strong enough to hold her back? " Aela asked as she cried as she pleased, the wound seemed to scar and left much in her heart.It felt Alea could no longer hope for her life ahead, but Noni kept reminding her that everything that had happened was God's will and Alea understood a little about what Noni was saying.