MY LIFE FRIEND CHANGED MY LIFE

S2. CONTRITION

That night Ayana and Mael say goodbye soon, they also bring Aaleesya to go home together. Natasha hugged her child's body tightly as if she did not want to part with her, “Esya same Oma Rani first, remember do not be naughty yes. Pray for Mama and sister to come home” Natasha said, Aaleesya nodded slowly. He also kissed gently the cheeks and forehead of the mother, he continued.

“Ayana, Titip Aaleesya it. Love warm milk, remember not to be too hot after that Essay if sleep should be smeared with warm oil from the stomach, back, until the soles of the feet continue to blanket not thick later he does not even want to sleep.” Cerocos Natasha instead makes Ayana, Mael and Faaz smile mischievously.

“I forgot Ayana, if the minimarket or pharmacy is still open. Please buy vitamins for her last time, her vitamins run out” said Natasha back, Ayana still listen to every detail entrusted by Natasha.

"Oh yeah don't forget too, if the malem later Aaleesya woke up. love her itchy ointment and rub it on her back, then, because Aleesya always asks for a scratch on her back if she wakes up and if she wears the ointment, Esya will sleep again" said Natasha making Ayana laugh, "Sorry I brought Ayana" Saying back.

He turned his head and looked at his son, “Honey, come home from here and ask Aunty Ayana to change your clothes and don't forget to clean your teeth. Oh yes Mama also asked Esya before going to bed to kiss this hand yes, so that Esya remembers Mama continues to” her murmur back, He looked back at Esya's face. Esya kept smiling as she saw Natasha looking at her, "Here hug mama again" her Pinta.

“Dear, you don't have to worry Ayana or Aunty Rani will understand.” Sargah Faaz, Natasha lightly sighed.

“Sorry I'm just worried about Aaleesya” Natasha said quietly, “Ayana, sorry if I trouble you”.

“Not at all big brother, We came home yes!” Ayana cried, He also hugged and kissed Natasha's forehead. “Then we have to go home and gather with us!!,” Ayana said back, Natasha nodded slowly.

“Come on, Uncle Mael carried” Take Mael while carrying Aaleesya, Aaleesya did not let go of his gaze towards Natasha. Natasha felt sad when she parted with Aaleesya, Aleesya waved her hand and kissed her hand and gave the kiss to Natasha.

“Really I feel very anxious to sleep with him and hug him with a warm hug, sabat yes son.. soon we will be together” he said in his heart, not feeling his tears dripping.

“Honey!” Faaz's voice that calls to disperse his daydreams, “Aaleesya will be fine, you don't have to worry about it.” Faaz.

“Again, Aunty Rani takes care of it very well.” When she returned, Natasha looked smiling.

“Help Me!,” her plea unabashedly, “Perhaps with you hugging me my feeling will be calmer!” Natasha said, Faaz smiled when he heard his wife's request.

Faaz hugged her and held her in a very warm embrace, “Honey.. I wanted to tell you a story, but you promised not to make your condition drop! Everything will be fine, you just need to pray a lot and be more rigid!!” Said Faaz, Natasha who was in the arms of her husband did not then just shut up, she immediately saw the sad face of her husband.

“Honey, what bad things have happened?” Ask Natasha.

“More precisely almost happened, I don't know if it lost you and Damar. Maybe I'll turn crazy” Faaz said.

“Then what bad things have happened?” Tanya Natasha, “Did Qabil die?” Natasha asked back.Not many sentences that Faaz said, her tears had gone down thoroughly.

Faaz sighed heavily, “Qabil was still struggling to wake up, Qabil's back brain as well as his head stem were severely damaged.” He returned,

“Where is he now?” Ask Natasha.

“In the ICCU Room, I asked for an isolation room just for her and I asked 5 doctors to handle it. I can't give it to Nat, he's definitely cured and I'm sure it's!” Said Faaz, the look of his face could not cover the deep sadness, “Esok the operation of his brain stem removal will be done, his shell was damaged. Tomorrow is his second operation. I hope we pray together and strengthen each other” Faaz said again.

“How is Alea doing?” Tanya Natasha, “She must have dropped Faaz very much, I want to see her” She said while crying.

“Darling I beg you, strengthen it and save your day. They need our Prayer and support, You and Alea will meet soon and that's when you've recovered” Faaz said as he calmed his wife's heart, “I beg you, don't make things difficult for yourself” Faaz said again.

The Rido family is always tested with things like this, because it cannot be denied. The test of every human being is different, and it seems that the test they face is not about the material, they are able to get abundant material but the Test remains a test. And they were always convinced that every Test that the Lord gave, would bring them closer to the Lord.

“But Alea how now?” Tanya Natasha who looks very curious about the condition of her sister-in-law.

“Alea has Schizophrenia!” Faaz said Natasha had no idea what Schizophrenia was.

“What is it?, What is it also including psychiatric disorders?” Ask Natasha back.

“It's a kind of recurrent disease, and Doctor Hans was only able to diagnose it because Alea showed new symptoms” Obviously back, “He had very high hallucinations, and I haven't had time to see him, yet, I don't feel the heart!” Faaz said while sad.

“Is there a cure?,” Tanya Natasha, “Effort more vigorously in treating it, failure of marriage and knowing her future husband lying weak indeed really hurts Faaz, Faaz said, I can't lie to my feelings of sadness if it happens to me” Natasha said.

“It's only natural that Alea feels Drop and becomes like that, the problem she always gets is very complicated!” Welcome back.

“Dear, I can't do anything about it if it happens to me. Especially Alea's mental health was indeed very bad!, Alea had indeed experienced it since childhood, she became a tantrum child and always had high anxiety” Light Faaz, Natasha cried hugging Faaz.

“I beg you to heal Alea Faaz, I beg” Pinta Natasha while crying in Faaz's arms, “then who is she now?, I want to go home, I want to accompany her Faaz” Pinta Natasha back, I want to accompany her back, He wants his immediate return. Because Natasha knew that Alea had always been looking for her and said that with Natasha, her life problems were always forgotten.

“Calm down, he was accompanied by Noni” Faaz said.

“Noni who?” Tanya Natasha, “Who is she?” Ask Natasha back.

“At first he was the one who wanted to donate his blood to Qabil, because Qabil has a blood type that is very rare in the world and looking for blood type Qabil blood takes a long time because of its rarity”

“Then?”

“Then, that Noni came suddenly. He overheard our conversation with the doctor, and it turned out that he also had a Golden blood and he wanted to give his blood to Qabil” Faaz explained, Natasha listened to what her husband was telling her.

“Short story, it turns out that Noni and Maliq know each other. I don't know where and when, obviously they always fight.Papa and I hope they can be lovers, because Noni is smart and good woman like you.”

“And at that time, we invited him home and intended to express our gratitude by inviting him to dinner together.”

“But at that time Fizzy explained Alea's condition, and the intelligent Noni explained the details of the illness Alea” suffered

“It turns out Noni is a young psychologist, she also had time to treat her mother who also has a disease like Alea, then when Noni asked who the doctor who handles Alea.”.

“Noni must be beautiful and very good, if I meet later I will say my gratitude also” sela Natasha.

“Shortly, and you're definitely not upset?” Sargah Faaz made Natasha curious.

“She's the daughter of Doctor Hans, but at that time Doctor Hans and her mother separated and she chose to live with her mother”

“Yes Lord, God makes it easy for us to meet those who are noble in heart. I'm happy that Noni can make Alea heal and I hope that Maliq can match up with a good and smart woman like her” muttered Natasha, Faaz also smiled at what Natasha was talking about.

“Thank God, I feel calm baby” He said back,

“I would be more grateful if every day you give this smile dear” Timpal Faaz, Faaz softly kiss his wife's lips. Faaz soon asks Natasha to rest, and Faaz also falls asleep on the sofa as Faaz chooses a very spacious room so that he can accompany Natasha in the room.

“I think of Sister Rayna, how is she now? Alea must have been very vengeful to her because before the incident, they both argued with each other and Brother Ray threatened to cancel Alea”'s marriage Natasha said in her heart,

Natasha murmured again, “Yes Lord, protect Alea and the others including Brother Ray, if indeed my marriage is a mistake!! I beg you to forgive me Lord!”

Before he fell asleep, Faaz had already fallen asleep. “My dear husband, may every thing you do be worth worshiping and God will replace it with a multiplied reward” His prayer for Faaz sounds very soft, He also shed his tears. Natasha closed her eyes, her eyes so tired that she wanted to fall asleep.

Faaz pretends to be asleep but in fact, Faaz is thinking hard about his life problems.

A glimpse of May's face flashed in her shadow, "Mama, Mama once said. Faaz must have a strong shoulder as strong as steel, even Faaz must know how to treat Faaz's brothers, Faaz must be able to give peace to everyone and Faaz must behave like a wise King. therefore Mama and Papa nicknamed Faaz King Faaz, but did you know Mama. now Faaz's shoulders feel very heavy, Even Faaz was unable to make the Faaz brothers feel happy, but he was unable to make them feel happy, life was as calm as mother's hope" He sighed.

"Mama, please ask God for a strong heart and shoulders for Faaz. Without Mama Faaz it would be nothing, even now if Faaz had to choose to be King and had to be abandoned by Mama and Papa, Faaz would rather not be the King that Mama and Papa wanted. Faaz needs Mama's hug"

He turned his head and saw the face of the wife who had fallen asleep very fast, "My wife, my soulmate.My love thank you I say because you are always patient with problems in my home, I hope you will continue to have a big heart" Faaz said, staring fixedly at Natasha's face.

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Unlike Rayna, Tonight is a quiet night. Silent in turmoil, He thought of the Speech Faaz had spoken to him. Rayna knew that Faaz was currently emotional for her, but that did not make her more wild. He thought a little if what he had done was bad.

Rayna ponders her step, “I'm sorry Faaz, I know I'm guilty!” Rayna murmured inside each of her stride.

Faaz said very loudly in his inquest, “You have always caused trouble to my family, I have always defended you. It even made my sister worthless in my eyes, because I assumed you could be my mother's replacement at home!! Then what are you doing Rayna!” Rayna was frustrated, and the feeling of guilt came up.

"You, can you not cause trouble" Indicated Faaz with a growl that flashed through Rayna's mind.

“What's my fault!! What's wrong with my sister!! What is my family's fault with you!!, you feel your family is destroyed, then you want to destroy the other family!!” Faaz snapped at that moment,

"This time I won't let you destroy what I've got, enough of my heart you've broken! " Faaz said again, the words that Faaz had spoken clearly loomed in his mind.

“No Faaz!!! Tidaakkk” Tandas Rayna who remembered every sentence of annoyance Faaz gave, “Why am I this stupid!!, why Faaz!!” He muttered alone.

“I've made a very fatal mistake!!” He muttered again, "I realize there are so many mistakes that I have done to you Faaz and I will correct her Faaz." Rayna muttered as she continued to cry,

Fizzy and Aliq listen from outside Rayna's room, as Rayna now lives with Aliq and Fizzy.

“My husband, what's wrong with Rayna?” Fizzy asked while worrying about her sister-in-law.

“It's a darling, let her feel regret alone. Let him know what he did was wrong, let's go back” take Aliq, Fizzy nodded slowly and went back into his room.

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Alea fell asleep soundly, Noni decided to temporarily take care of Alea and stay with her. Noni looked at Alea's diary, with an uneasy feeling, Noni was forced to open it.

There were many expressions of Alea's heart there, Noni read it with sadness she entered into the writing.

“A taste I don't understand

Why as if alternating leave memories that are difficult to forget because too long Staying in the chest, until that sense creeps into the brain helpless as if defeating logic Poisoning the truth with a pseudo-beauty like not knowing your arrival and departure..

"I'm powerless over the control you're doing, I accept every taste you give me the little kindness you're instilling sometimes I try to be in control. But baby, it doesn't mean anything wrong if I become a part of you until I stick tightly like a rose with its red Life in one soul."

"Walking through a pseudo-time waiting for an end to the story and welcoming its eternal past as well as resting on an unexpected destiny.”

“Yes God, this beautiful sentence was made from a schizophrenic. Alea, you're so smart baby” Reveal it, he's reopening a new leaf, he's rereading the contents of the diary...

“If I mourn your departure, what will you say?

If I languish for love, where will it go?

If I send someone to tell me my sorrow

The lover complained that no one would deliver.

"If I persistently try to hold back all my misery

After the loss of love, I couldn't resist the blow

Nothing remains but sorrow and regret

And tears that keep flowing down the cheek."

"You are long gone from my sight

Will you stay forever for the sake of my loving heart

You're the one who taught me how to love

And will not deviate from the pledge of love.”.

(I love you Qabil)

“created on the 26th, that means before the incident that happened to Qabil. And Qabil was Alea's lover, then for what he made this” Tanya Noni in heart, Noni is eager to solve the mystery of Alea's life because for Noni her madness is not only because of the problems that befall her but she has other things.

Tucked in the family photo in the middle of the sheet, he wrapped around pictures of Maliq, Ayana and Fizzy.

“Only Brother Faaz and Om Rido that he does not circle, why with you Alea?”

“The voice asked me to leave you, but sometimes they ask me to invite you, I don't want to hurt you” The last post Alea wrote was a major point for Noni, Noni was very sorry for Alea.

Noni looked at Alea's face, “Malang once you are Alea, I hope you are healed and not like my Mama.” Noni murmured in her heart.

Maliq came he heard every sentence given by Noni, noni is indeed a good woman. Maliq was silent when he saw Noni divorcing her tears, as if Noni was in a state of turmoil. He repeatedly hugged the diary, blank eyes calling the name “Mama” Maliq sure he misses the figure of his mother, and Maliq remember if he ever said, his mother has the same disease as Alea.

"Mama, from now on Noni will take good care of Alea. Noni felt guilty when Noni left her mother first, and now Noni will try to cure the disease that was like a mother first and when it arrived Noni was sure Mama would feel happy. Forgive Noni mah, sorry for the carelessness of Noni. Mama left Noni"

Maliq looked at Noni, Noni cried until she covered her face with both hands "It turns out she looks strong, but in fact she is a very fragile person. He seems to want to help, but in fact he also has to be helped. mmmmph Cewe strange, but good also” Gumam Maliq in heart.

"I wonder what you're feeling, why you're crying like that. You seem to be feeling very depressed" Maliq said again, Maliq still noticed Noni who looks still crying sobbing.

"Noni, what's wrong with your past. You must miss your mother's figure!" Maliq is back.

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