Me, Bitterness And Happiness

Just you

"good afternoon Young master Matthew.sorry to interrupt.what menu do you want for dinner?"

greet and ask a young girl as soon as Matthew followed Angel open the door of the room.

"anything"

Matthew stared flatly at the girl in front of him. This kind of thing should not be asked again. Aunt Han the Villa caretaker who was also the mother of the girl in front of him already knew. Because Matthew had also said he wanted to eat anything before coming to the villa.

while Angel looked at the girl in front of him with a feeling that was not like anything, she could see the girl seemed to look at Matthew with longing.as a fellow woman she understood, she understood, the girl had a fondness for Matthew. Her heart suddenly did not like to see him. Moreover, the girl blatantly ignored him. whereas she was clearly beside Matthew.

"why still here. go"

evict Matthew who was also aware of the girl's different gaze. He knew. Eight years ago, before taking Angel to the Villa, Matthew several times there with family or also just a vacation with Melvin and Martin. The girl had always helped Han's aunt when they were in the villa. Since those eight years she also knew, the girl liked her. from the way she looked, spoke and acted Matthew could realize clearly.

"e-ehh, i-iya sir. I'm sorry.

the girl was shocked because she had daydreamed of looking at Matthew's face.

"who?" ask Angel as soon as they get back in the room

"which one" Matthew asked pretending not to know

"ckk, who was it?" ask Angel again but with a clucking and a little tart.

Matthew sat on the edge of the mattress and did not answer immediately but he pulled Angel's hand closer to him . Angel who was still pouting was not even aware, Matthew lifted her up and placed himself on Matthew's lap.

"name's Merlin. He's Aunt Han's son who guards this villa" replied Matthew staring in the face of his girl.His hand also caressed Angel's cheek with a very affectionate feeling.

"he seems to like his brother"

When saying that it is clear Angel's countenance shows dislike. Seeing that matthew felt happy, it seemed Angel had already accepted it very much. He also tightened his hold on Angel's waist.

"why? you jealous baby, hm?"

"haaa, jealousy? sure not"

Elak Angel and turned his face when he replied, he did not want Matthew to see his face that met at this time. But still, their position was very close, making Matthew see clearly the face of the meeting.

Matthew chuckled in anxiety. Angel refused to admit that she was jealous.

"If you're jealous, I'm happy, baby"

"do you know why, hm?"

Angel did not answer but waited for the next words from Matthew. They stared at each other closely.

"because here, here and here, it's just you"

matthew said as he carried Angel's hand touching the head, lips and chest of his field that was beating very fast. Matthew wanted to show that his mind, mouth and heart were very much in line with only one girl, Angel.

Angel's feelings become warm and happy but wrapped in nervousness. The expression of Matthew's feelings that somehow for how many times made Angel's heart messed up was not funny. Their gazes locked onto each other, dialoguing through the eyes how they currently felt.

slowly Matthew's face approached Angel's face.up to the distance that is now not until a moment Matthew back said that makes Angel bristling and his feelings bulging.

"i love and love you Angela Abichail. Very" softly Matthew with a very deep voice. entered to the bottom of Angel's heart. not until two seconds after their lips fused. Angel closed her eyes as Matthew gently sucked, melu*mat even gently bit her upper and lower lips in turn. Angel was lulled. until spontaneously wrapped his hands on Matthew's shoulders and slowly reply to each lu*matan and his*apan Matthew even though it still feels stiff. In between the kiss, Matthew smiled happily. Angel returned the kiss. Their lip link was released when the incoming oxygen supply began to decrease.With breathing still panting, Matthew cleaned the rest of the saliva on Angel's lips.The girl's lips also looked red due to his actions.

while the current angel can be ascertained as red as what his face. He was so embarrassed and nervous to realize his spontaneous response earlier.

"a-I'm gonna take a shower. It's already night"

said Angel nervous.he also felt more embarrassed when he realized the police sitting on Matthew's lap and felt very intimate. so he quickly got down from the lap of the man and then ran small towards the bathroom, but he was getting more wrong, when he realized the room he entered was not a bathroom, but a dressing room.

"ishhh, my God, it's a shame that I want to bury myself to the bottom of the sea" Angel monologue, covering her face with both hands. He also came out with stiff steps.

while outside, Matthew held back all his might to keep his laughter from exploding. Her extremely nervous girl made her unaware of her now funny-looking behavior.

"Where, meet the bathroom, baby" Matthew led Angel pouting and also embarrassed.

"here" call Matthew again until you don't want Angel to get close but keep your distance.

"the bathroom, right there, all the toiletries and towels are inside. I'll wait downstairs to eat" Matthew said, still holding a funny smile. He rattled Angel's hair with anxiety.

he pointed to one of the doors that was the bathroom and next to the dressing room earlier.after Matthew went outside to his room to take a shower as well.

Up to fifteen minutes passed, Now they are at the dining table. Some dishes have been served there. Angel looked at her with interest, but still showed her modesty and position as a woman.

"what would you eat? let me get you "

hearing that, of course Matthew immediately smiled happily. somehow now he felt being served Angel as his wife.

"i want grilled fish, salted egg chickpeas and capcai, baby" Matthew replied with a happy twinkle.

"okay" then Angel immediately filled Matthew's plate according to the menu requested the man. for side dishes such as grilled fish he put separately, so that later it will be easy when separating meat and bone. he also took food for himself. They ate in a warm atmosphere of course here, Matthew who felt the happiest.

Thirty minutes passed, their food was exhausted with no leftovers. Matthew increasingly admired Angel.The girl did not change.he ate without acting jaim. not choosing and do not care about the large portion.

Matthew started a fire. Angel was busy looking around the room.there, there appeared to be a long sofa-sized seat for 6 people, a thick brown carpet with a thick fur also there are musical instruments such as guitar and piano.

busy organizing the entire room, Angel was not aware now Matthew sitting on the carpet holding a guitar until a passage sounded distracting Angel's attention.He saw Matthew was staring at himself while playing a beautiful instrument 'kiss the rain'.

"there's a song you want to hear I'm singing, baby" Matthew asked, strumming the guitar.

Angel shook his head without making a sound. Actually he was grounded and shocked, seeing Matthew can play the guitar.he never knew about it.

"alright, if so sit here" Matthew said as he patted the front side of the carpet. Angel complied and immediately sat down. Now they faced each other.

"Darling, I'm not a romantic guy who might be different to what you have in mind, but, hopefully with this song, you can feel how deeply I love you" matthew said before finally starting to play guitar notes for a song that represents his current feelings.

'thingking out loud' by Ed Sheeran

With mixed feelings, Angel also lived every lyric sung by Matthew. until it arrived at the lyrics that made them stare with the same feeling. A sparkle of eyes full of love and a warm feeling enveloped the two.

Darlin’ I wil

Love, I'll

Be lovin’ you

Loving you

Till we’re seventy

Until we are seventy

Baby my heart's

Love, my heart

Could still fall as hard

It can fall just as hard

At twenty three

Like when I was twenty-three

I’m thinkin’ bout how

I was thinking about how

People fall in love in mysterious ways

People fall in love in mysterious ways

Maybe it’s all part of a plan

Maybe this is all part of the plan

I fell in love with you every single day

I fall in love with you every day

I just wanna tell you I am

I just wanted to tell you how it is

Until the end of the song, Matthew really lived every lyric he sang. and proven.now Angel's eyes condense.it seems like he can feel how great love and hope Matthew to continue with him until old age.

And we found love right where we are

And we have found love where we are

when the song ended, without waiting for long Angel immediately rushed to hug Matthew. Her tears flowed.she was happy, her feelings were bubbling. Now she could also feel how she was unable to remove the slightest bit of her love for Matthew like eight years ago.maybe all this time, she was not able to get rid of her love for Matthew, the feeling is enveloped in feelings of disappointment, hurt and the biggest is the fear of being lied to again. But after hearing how sincere Matthew feels through the song earlier. He was unable to lie anymore, how much he also loved even missing the man.

"kgcp. hiksss. I miss you, I miss you and I love you too" Angel finally said.

Matthew returned the hug was no less tight.

cup

cup

cup

he also gave a kiss on the top of Angel's head. Deep at once happy. Angel finally returned her feelings. Until she also cried.

"i know, baby. I love you so much too"