Me, Bitterness And Happiness

May You Be Happy

At night, at bedtime, Angel sits cross-legged on the bed.His hands each hold two boxes like gifts in different sizes. He seemed to think for a moment before finally deciding to open the two objects. After pondering over what bestie said this afternoon, Angel finally decided not to shut herself off from all the raging sense of the past. he must remain open to all possibilities that will happen in the future. She doesn't want to because the past she keeps shutting herself down.One of the things she needs to do is to stop pretending to forget the love story of the past. so when he arrived home, the desire in Angel's mind to open two boxes of Matthew's giving that he had not opened.

"nothing, even if it is stored again, to someday there will be the possibility to open these two boxes" Angel monologue.

With a feeling of confidence and doubt he began to open one by one the box. He had actually been curious about the contents of the two boxes. But because of the magnitude of the ego and still remaining pain of the past makes it not have the courage to see the contents in the two boxes.

Angel Pov's

I began to open one of the two boxes of memories of my first love and my past. Although filled with doubt and stubbornness, my hand did not stop opening the steaming paper from the box. When I arrived at the final layer of paper, I could see behind it was a velvet marron box. I did not want to see the contents of this first box, I re-opened layer upon layer of paper wrapping the second box and finally I saw inside it was a pretty big box.

"Oh my God, may the contents not make me waver. I don't want to cry anymore" I murmured softly.

although actually I feel noble feeling cloudy and eyes slowly heavy.

With complete confidence I opened the two boxes at once.it appears in it contains two different objects, and, velvet marron contained a diamond necklace with a heart-shaped decoration in the middle there is also a letter while the second box contains a frame and a picture.

My fingers seemed to tremble as I picked up the beautiful pendant. I admit this necklace is very luxurious and beautiful.but my view turned to a piece of paper that I believed there was a letter. Sure enough, after I unfolded the paper, there was a line filled with engraving words from pen ink. I was no longer able to control myself, Tears spilled as my lips began to mutter reading word for word in the letter.

Dear My Love

Angela Abichail

Honey, I'm sorry for the pain you're feeling right now. I know, I was wrong. But I just want you to believe that I love you so much, love you so much and want you more than anything.

Today, I want to leave for a while. I went to fight to be a real man who deserves to have you all one day. And hope you keep waiting for me back here.

Please leave that apology to me.

I'm saying yes. Please stay healthy and don't cry.

I will come back one day and will still bring this love to you, hopefully when I return your heart has softened and apologized to me.

May this necklace I give you convey all the genuine regret in me. If I'm sorry it's still there, this necklace please wear it baby until I go home later.

I Love you so much Angela Abichail

From the man who will love you

Matthew Odilo Aerospace

I can't cover up the sensitivity in my heart to the sincerity that Matthew's brother conveyed in the letter. It was proven that my tears spilled until I did not want to stop. I tried not to sob strongly and closed my mouth with both hands.

"hiksss hikss hikss"

"hiksss hiksss hikss "

My tears just kept spilling as I turned to look at the photo in the second box. We enjoyed the sunset at the back of the house. Beautiful memories the last time we both had. This photo looks so sweet. The picture was taken when Matthew kissed my forehead. It felt like my chest was so tight. I was even at a loss interpreting my own feelings. All I know right now, I think I'm so hard to say anything other than just tears and chest pains.

"no. that's enough. It's all over. Maybe he still has that feeling, it's been eight years. She even has a wife"

I continued to mumble silently rejecting all the beliefs that suddenly appeared in my mind. I don't know how long I cried until I finally fell asleep hugging the picture frame and holding the diamond necklace tightly.

Angel Pov End's

Angel did not realize that all his activities before going to bed was witnessed by mama vita from behind the door. Previously the woman wanted to chat with the princess, instead she was shocked to see her daughter was being questioned. He knew what was causing his daughter to cry again.

"Son, you still think about it? sorry mama ya" asked mama vita muttered Lirih even though she did not hear Angel who is now asleep. The woman had time to think, whether all this time he was curbing his daughter. She closed Angel's door and passed back to her room for a night's rest as well.

To the next day, after finishing teaching two sessions. Angel had lunch with Exel at a five-star restaurant. Exel even purposely reserved one of their special VIP lunch rooms this afternoon. Angel also saw, Today exel looks different in terms of appearance. If previously he was more casual now it looks formal. Even from earlier the man was minimal to talk but often stared fixedly at Angel's face.

"Angel" call Exel when you finish eating

"yes" Angel replied calmly despite the feeling of confusion in her mind.

"May I say, I don't want to wait any longer.so, will you marry me" Exel Lugas said with a hopeful look. He even thrust out a black velvet box containing a diamond ring.

Whatttt... It took Angel a while to digest what Exel said. The guy proposed to her? Really?

Angel was in disbelief and unable to speak.

"Xel, Sorry. This means what. I don't get it. You proposed to me?" angel was not sure.

"Exelll Akuuu.." Angel was unable to continue his words. He was so confused now.why suddenly exel proposed to him.

"Jawab only. Want later or now I think your answer will definitely remain the same. You only need to answer yes if you want to and not if you refuse. Don't answer because you have to"

Angel looked down and could not see Exel's face. Her fingers interlocked signified that there was an uncomfortable feeling she was feeling right now.

"Exel, I. I don't want to go through anything because I'm forced to. I'm sorry. ak.u"

Not finished Angel talk, Exel immediately cut. He had believed the girl's answer from the beginning. It's just that somehow his heart needs proof, even though in the end he was injured.

"well okay. It's okay. I understand and know what your answer is. You don't have to force yourself. I'm sorry to make you uncomfortable and I did this because my feelings are sincere. But I can't take a unilateral decision to force you either. Your friend. I don't want to lose a friend as good as you just because I'm selfish"

Exel spoke with a vibrating tone. The man's eyes seemed to be flushed while with all his might he tried not to fuss. Who would not be disappointed and hurt if both were in a position like this man. Pain certainly.

Angel felt so guilty seeing it.

"Exel sorry "

"is it because of him?" Exel asked calmly.

"he who?"

"you still think about it? brother Matthew "

Angel was shocked to hear Exel's question.

"no, I don't think about it anymore" Angel replied stammered and sat down.

The Exel thinly saw it. "I hope you stop lying to yourself, Ngel." There was a sincerity and a disassociation from the man's tone.

Feeling that the atmosphere had turned awkward, Exel invited Angel home. While in the parking lot, before Angel entered the car, Exel held the girl's hand.

"May I hug you?" Ask Exel expectantly.

Angel turned her head and was unable to resist when she saw the man's sad gaze.

Angel nodded and at once Exel clutched him tightly.

"thank you, ngel. I hope you are happy whatever your choices and decisions are. And we'll still be friends as usual, right?"

"Thank you, xel. I'm sorry. I'm not a woman worthy of you. There are still people out there who are much better than me. And of course we'll stay friends"

Exel tried to hold the turmoil in his chest.he was eager to shout saying the woman I wanted was just you, Angel.

"Please accept this. Even if you refuse my proposal. Think of it as a memento of me"

The man handed the ring to Angel. Although Angel refused his proposal, he hoped the ring could still be a gift for his girlfriend.

"but a.k.."

"please" pinta exel with pleading gaze.

"alright" replied Angel.

"thank you. I love Angela kamun "Sincerely Exel said and anchored a warm and long kiss on Angel's forehead.

Although surprised Angel is not angry. He tried to take the kiss on the basis of friendship. They both decided to go home in their own cars.

While not far away, there was a man standing staring at the scene in front of him. He was already late and it even seemed like there was no longer a chance for him to fix everything.

The girl has chosen another man. "may you be happy" said the man with dewy eyes.

Unbeknownst to Angel, there were two different men saying the same sentence for her today.

'may you be happy'

one sentence with the same hope and prayer. Wants happiness with the girl's choice.