Me, Bitterness And Happiness

Maaf

"If there's nothing to talk about, excuse me" said Angel, who was embarrassed and wanted to stand up because Matthew just kept looking at him and did not make a sound. actually the girl was trying to hide all the feelings that were stuck in her chest.

"don't go for a minute, just a moment" hold Matthew in a slight plea.

"three minutes" said Angel

"it won't be enough, I ask for 10 minutes, yes" Please Matthew expectantly.he wants to be content to let go of longing even if only by looking at his girl from a close distance.

"three minutes or nothing "strictly Angel with her flat face.

"alright three minutes"

matthew's Passage. He paused for a moment and stared longingly and guiltily at the woman in front of him.

"I'm sorry for everything that happened in the past. About what you heard back then from Laras, I admit it's true. But I have a reason why I want to. Huuuff...." Matthew paused for a moment and took a deep breath.

"When I met you back at school, I was immediately interested but I didn't realize the meaning of my feelings. Until I saw Martin so intensely approaching you, he admitted that he liked you. It was then that I began to feel dislike for his confession. The closer you got here, the closer it felt like I wanted to get angry. I accepted. At that time I thought I wanted to prove to them that I could get you, not in the sense of being put down but purely out of affection and love. I realized that way was wrong. Until you finally get hurt. I'm sorry, really sorry.

These few years, I've always missed you and felt so unsettled and always feeling guilty. Because I haven't told you the truth yet.I won't force you to forgive.I can at least make sure my guilt has been conveyed.I'm sorry once again. Huhhhhh..Hufft." - huffttt."

Matthew explained in a hurry and length. He finally heaved a sigh of relief after all the things that had been stuck in his chest for the past eight years could he say all these days.

"is it done?"

angel asked flatly without giving any expression to Matthew's explanation.

the man tried to understand Angel's mood.

"yes"

"time is enough, then excuse me"

"wait, is there nothing you want to say?" Matthew held Angel's wrist until the girl stopped stepping.

"say what?" Angel asked with her eyebrows raised

"anything is possible" Matthew said, puzzled by how to explain that he still wanted Angel to be there. He's still missing. Still want to be with her lady there.

"sorry sir, the one who brought me here is you, who wants to speak also you. I have no business whatsoever. Excuse me"

Angel passed by without wanting to hear Matthew's explanation again. He did not want to go back unsteady and cry like a fool.

From afar Matthew looked at Angel's departure. There really is no hope. Will he have to agree to Marcel's and Lucas' dad's request for his engagement to Morena.

seeing that the girl was no longer joined with her friends but immediately went home, Matthew immediately stepped in. He has to make sure Angel gets home safely.

It seems Exel forced to take Angel, but she was rejected by the girl on her own reasons first.

Currently on the way, Matthew's car follows from a fairly safe distance behind Angel's car. The man had to make sure the girl was driving well and arrived home safely. After nearly 40 minutes, Angel's car entered the yard. A security guard immediately locked the gate as soon as Angel's car entered. Matthew is still out there. He deliberately waited longer until 10 minutes later then he drove home to his old apartment.

So until Angel did not find mama vita either in the front room or in the dining room. Finally he entered the room and immediately cleaned his body. After bathing and getting dressed, with her hair still wrapped in towels, Angel stepped into her room.

tock

tock

tock

"ma, is it inside?" call Angel but there is no word.

because he felt a long wait he finally decided to just go into the room. "ma, I'm in ya"

Inside, Angel saw the mama vita was lying on the bed.he thought the mother might be so sleepy that she did not usually sleep first like this without waiting for her to return.

Angel slowly approached the bed. But he was immediately surprised to see the face of mama vita that was so pale that his lips seemed to dry. Angel immediately put the back of her hand over her mother's forehead. Her shock grew after feeling the woman's extremely hot body temperature on the back of her hand.

"ma, you can hear me. Mama why? mama's sick?" angel asked worriedly and held tightly to mama vita's hand.

"nakkkkk, you've come home. Sorry mama fell asleep earlier"

Angel replied with a slight nod

"mama's sick? mom's body is hot. We're going to the hospital huh"

"but maaaa"

"already. yuk bobo"

"wouldn't you go to the hospital?"

angel was still worried. Mama vita's face was very pale and her body was hot.

"so mama has taken the medicine.later after a sufficient rest definitely healed. Come bobo"

take mama vita while patting the other side of the mattress. I don't know why he would want to sleep with his daughter.

"but later if you don't feel strong, say the same to me, so we go to the hospital "

"yes dear. yuk bobo"

inevitably Angel immediately removed the towel on his head, and immediately joined the mama vita on the bed.he hugged the mama tightly.

Morning arrived, Angel did not find the mother beside him.he was so worried that he accidentally shouted for the woman.

"mamaa"

"mamaaa where"

"hey, you're up, son, you're here" replied mama vita who came out of the bathroom, looking fresh after the shower. Another response from Angel.

"mama shower this early? mama's got a fever last night, mama's sick.ok straight shower maaaa"

"mama's body is sticky, son, a warning from last night. Mama's fever has also gone down so mama took a shower"

"mama's really fine"

Angel approached the middle-aged woman and checked her body temperature.

"ahh yes, it has come down" he said and still heard the mother.

"The school took a shower, he said there was a class this morning"

"Oh yes, yes ma. I went to the room first ma, wanted to take a shower"

mama vita nodded and continued to get ready for the resto.

after enjoying breakfast, the two left for their respective destinations. Actually Angel had banned mama vita to the restaurant.he wanted the woman to rest at home. But mama vita reasoned it was healthy. Angel finally agreed and asked the woman to call her if she felt ill.

Arriving at the campus, Angel passed Lauro in front of the lecturer's room. Apparently the man will also have classes this morning.

"morning Angel" she said with a sweet smile

"morning is also Mr. Lauro" Angel replied

"there's class?" ask Lauro

"Yes sir"

"in which room?" ask the man again

"203"

"oh we're one floor, I'm in 205. then just go yuk together"

"oh okay"

they go hand in hand and whoever sees this, must think the two are involved in a relationship. let alone Lauro who blatantly shows his attention to the girl on campus.

At the current Resto. Mama vita is seriously filling out the resto income books. Not in a special room as usual, but next to the cashier table is available one empty table which he also often uses. The woman was very serious with sunglasses perched on her nose.

"excuse me, good morning" said someone who reflexively stopped his hand movements.

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" This voice?" insinuations