Me, Bitterness And Happiness

Why Should I Be Angry?

This afternoon it was planned that I and Bestie would go to the book figures to reach the task reference. We also invited Noval because we were still learning the same theory in the first year of school even though Noval was in a different class to ours. Earlier I planned to go to the library to borrow the sample of the book we were going to buy. Actually in the library there are books that we are looking for, just a little supply and also a lot of need for the books. Instead of waiting for each other better buy to be their own and can be used whenever needed.

"Bes, want to go to the perpus?" I asked Bestie who was seriously talking to a friend next to her. "no, you are. My legs ache if the road continues" he replied with a grin.

"That's just the reason you're doing it, just say you're lazy"

"Eh that you know. I'm really lazy Angel" You're just yeah"

"alright" I replied and walked out of the classroom. While heading to the library, there were some students who were still teasing me and thought I was Brother Martin's girlfriend. I just responded with a smile and kept going. I accidentally met the person in question.

"Angel, where are you going?" Ask Martin who made my move suddenly stop.

"Hi brother. I'm going to the library, I'm going to borrow a book" I replied.

"Sama dong, I also want to go there with yuk" Invite him to me.

"Yuk brother" me and Brother Martin headed to the library in the middle of the school building.

"Oh, have you registered a new participant in school? It was opened from yesterday. I hope you come with ya. Your poem yesterday was cool, you seem to be a good fit if you join the Mading team" said Martin.

"Boleh brother. I'll sign up later, yeah after school. The registration place is versatile right?" my reply approved Brother Martin's invitation. Because I basically love writing.

"Yes, right there. Good de, if you want to join" BTW you to perbus want to find a book what?" Maybe you can help me find" asked Brother Martin again.

"Indonesian History books. Coincidentally there is a task. So I intend to buy a book, but want to see first the example of the original book. I'm afraid I bought it wrong" I explained.

When I want to go into the library, suddenly Brother Melvin appears and calls Brother Martin, he said there is important business about futsal matches this afternoon. Oh yeah, Melvin, Martin, Matthew and Laras are friends. They are also in the same class because their majors are the same, namely the IPS Department. they were in class XII IPS 2 which I heard from a rumor that students at the school said the class was a collection of students who were naughty, reliable and like to fight teachers, and they were very scared, but their looks can make the opposite sex faint while staring.

After asking the officer, I headed towards the bookshelf I was looking for. Unfortunately, the history books are on the top shelf. Although I was quite tall, still , it still needs effort to get the book. I tiptoed while one hand held and held on the other side. It's still hard. I even got to the warning.

"This is why it was kept so far away. It's hard to take it" I'm annoyed while continuing to tiptoe. Because I was out of balance I almost fell down if there was no pair of hands that could hold my body. I was shocked but also grateful for not really falling.

"Basic sloppy. You can ask the officer to help you get the book. I already know short and self-make" said the person who helped me just now. But, Wait, I seem to know this voice. Then I immediately turned my body directly to face him. How I was immediately fixated when I realized Brother Matthew was helping me. These eyes, why else make my heart race strong, his gaze very deep and firm. Now that I feel my face flushed to my ears, I'm embarrassed and nervous. I believe no one can survive being stared at like that. He is the image of a man without blemishes, blemishes and blemishes in physical terms. So perfect. I soon realized that this position was because it was very unfavorable for me. His hands still hold two sides of my waist.

"Sorry brother, and thank you" I replied briefly and tried to let go of his grip. I was definitely nervous and blushed. Staring at it like that I can't stand it anymore.

"This, want to take this one right" he said while giving the book I was about to take.

"Dear you are here. I'm looking for you when you're the same..oh hi, you're an admirer of martin's secret right?" not done yet I spoke suddenly brother Laras appeared. He even thinks I'm a fan of Martin's. I just feel ordinary towards him. When you want to respond, I was even more surprised by the two people in front of me who somehow even kissed when they even closed their eyes as if enjoying the lip link that slowly the sound of the winding of their lips and tongue began to sound. My feeling was sudden and cramped, I was somehow very sad. With all my might I turned the step towards the library attendant to register for the book loan. And I kept wondering, why should I be upset to see them, are they not lovers who are enjoying the sweetness of romance. Still it feels like my chest is tight, I need a lot of oxygen supply. After arriving at the class, I found Bestie who was arguing with Noval who had been in our class since when.

"Little Rabit, why are you so tense" Noval looked at me while frowning.

"It's okay, Val" what are you doing in our class? I wish you were the same as Bestie, so diligently visiting our class" I replied while teasing them a little.

"It's really unclean that misses him" said Bestie with annoyance.

"Do you think I miss you too? cihhh. lack of work really" reply Noval not when upset. I just chuckle at him. Apparently, their argument made me forget a little bit about the incident.

"Have not upset and hate each other, then even love each other real. If I'm good, wait for a deal". I answered them but there was still a little temptation. They were compactly looking at me with horror that I only responded with a tickled giggle. They are so funny when they argue. It looks like Tom and Jerry.

"Bes, later register ecracurricular Mading yuk, to versatile. Sis Martin was infoin" I invited Bestie maybe she wanted to come along.

"Cie in ajakin brother Martin. Are you Demen, Angel is the same as him? If I don't come ah. Lazy. I also do not want to be a mosquito repellent later" now Bestie even reply to my taunting.

"Little Rabit you really like that Martin. Why I hurt, oh don't beibe, I can't hear it" said Noval mendrama.

"What the hell are you two. I want to join the Mading activities. Not because there's Martin. Who likes him" I replied annoyed.

"Cie, sulk" they're getting more compact on me. I put on a pouting face, even my lips have pouted five inches.

"Ulu Ulu, don't get mad at that little bunny. We were just joking around" said besti with a mischievous smile. I who could not be angry immediately smiled. After that Noval and bestie promised to accompany me to the Multipurpose school to register for mading activities even though they both did not register. At lunchtime we decided to eat in class alone with the noval who inexplicably even spoiled asking to be fed by Bestie. Bestie herself did not refuse. I secretly took a cell phone and photographed this moment stuff times would be a story someday.

After registering for the Mading event, Bestie and I will watch the Futsal match between Noval class and XII class IPS 2. This match is only a selection for new students who will be selected to join the school Futsal club which contains the best players. Class XII IPS Two is the best futsal team in High School Jaya. Entering the Field was heard cheers and crowd support for the team that was about to play. The most heard is the name Matthew. It has been an open secret, since a week of Active learning, the news about the captain of the Futsal school that is valued by all students is a hot topic. Not only the champion in outwitting opponents in the arena but also his beautiful face drugged every woman. Even the news about him who likes to change girlfriend is not ignored by schoolgirls even they are racing to be a lover to so many of a Matthew. Three friends namely Melvin, Martin and Matthew are very beautiful, but still the aura of Matthew remains more prominent. Especially the attitude of playboy who has become a feature.

Bestie and I immediately looked for a seat as soon as we arrived at the school mini stadium. While Noval immediately ran to his team who had been waiting on the field.

"Hey, I signed up" I was surprised to hear the question of Brother Martin who had been in front of me and Bestie since when.

"Already brother. I just answered briefly and threw a smile as a form of politeness.

"Yes, enjoy this match well, I'm afraid you're enjoying" replied Martin as he rubbed my head.

Apparently this activity became the attention of everyone, until my brother and Martin were again cheered on and there were even people who betrothed us. Bestie was no less excited, he actually more seductive me, even he said waiting for a deal because soon me and brother Martin will be dating. I ignored the cheers, but it was precisely the gaze from the middle of the field that made me misbehave. I don't know why Brother Matthew is watching me so intensely. I immediately threw my face in the other direction, especially I remember the hot kiss of Matthew and Laras in the library, which actually now makes me annoyed to look at his face. I wish this match was over and I'm home soon. Until finally the final results of the futsal match were won by the class XII IPS Two with a score of 8:4. But thankfully, Noval was chosen as one of the new players in the school futsal Club. afterwards we went home with our own feelings.