Me, Bitterness And Happiness

I'm the Wrong one

Matthew apparently pulled Angel out of the event building.they were now sitting side by side in a park chair beside the hotel.just far from the reception venue.nearly five minutes passed, none of them started to make a sound. Angel himself was actually groggy too, he was waiting for what Matthew would say to him, but the man who arbitrarily pulled himself just kept quiet and just kept staring at the angel did not blink. made the girl nervous and broke out in cold sweat.

"sorry I've been ignoring you for a few days" Matthew finally voiced out and apologized for his indifference the past few days.

Angel did not answer just staring at Matthew flat, although he was also curious about the reason the man ignored him.

Matthew shifted to sit closer to Angel and looked at the girl in front of him with a feeling of longing.

"have my attitude lately been very aggressive and you feel uncomfortable?" matthew asked trying to ask Angel for honesty.

"yeah?" puzzled Angel and looked at Matthew with a wondering expression.

"Honestly, I'd like to hear if my efforts have not been pleasant for you" Matthew asked once again.

"surely yes, I was upset and even wanted to get angry.why brother always do as he pleases. talk as he pleases and act arbitrarily. brother does not even want to understand my feelings" Angel replied excitedly and boldly returned Matthew's gaze. The two neutral girls had now condensed which made Matthew feel even more guilty.

now the two look at each other, the eyes of the two talk to each other channel all the feelings that exist.

"sorry" said Matthew as he stroked Angel's cheek gently.

"why? is big brother really like this. is big brother happy to make me erratic like a fool?"

"no. not like that babe.sorry.I'm being erratic.you must be Confused.some of this I lost the confidence to have you back.I suddenly felt pessimistic. seeing you are always depressed when with me and unhappy, but when with other men you can even laugh freely without burden. I was thinking maybe you'd be happier when you're with Exel because he's able to make you smile and not be depressed. moreover, as far as I know yesterday he has proposed to you. I began to think that the most important thing is your happiness, even though I feel unwilling and sick. but as long as you're happy I think I'll be fine after that too, but it turns out I was wrong. I can't even afford a day without knowing you and without seeing you. I was unable to release you. Sorry Sweetheart for my attitude these past few days"

while explaining all that, Matthew's eyes also glazed over at Angel's tears slowly melting on the girl's cheeks.

meanwhile, the angel who heard the man's explanation in front of him that he secretly always remembered and later instead he missed, began to feel upset.how could Matthew conclude he was depressed when with the man. Of course, he is actually groggy and nervous. after eight years of separation they meet again and Matthew's outspoken attitude still holds affection and love for him precisely he is a little difficult to respond to what it looks like. because his trust in the man seemed to be lost since a painful separation eight years ago, but the feeling of love and unfortunately still there and only shrouded in the fear of being lied to again. Matthew's presence returned, and the, the man's care and honesty was slowly able to open the blanket that covered his heart.

"why did you conclude like that? did you know that I was a fool these few days who did not understand everything that happened? hiksss...hiksss.. I returned hope but brother's attitude confused me. evil sister..hiksss..... hiksss ...... I'm like a person who expects too much not to be hurt again, but brother always makes me erratic"

Angel said as she sobbed and banged on the chest of Matthew's field wrapped in a black suit and white shirt.he channeled all his feelings and his teasing towards the man. annoyed, angry, angry, and, anxious and longing to be one. really makes Matthew can not stand the stuffing of his girl to bring Angel into his warm embrace.

"sorry baby I'm wrong. I'm really sorry. please don't cry. just get angry with me, just hit me as you like. but I beg you not to cry. I can't see it, my chest is claustrophobic Sweetheart "

it felt like Matthew wanted to beat himself up for being the reason his girl was crying.he promised himself, in the future whatever happened and whatever difficulties he would fight in order to unite with his girl. Matthew increasingly tightened his embrace on the angel, channeling all the love and affection in his heart.

"sutttt. don't cry anymore, hmm" Matthew erased the trail of tears still running down the cheek of his beloved girl. Angel felt a little nervous because they were so close, especially Matthew's face looked so close to him that the tip of their nose almost touched.

"getting in, I want to go in" Angel tries to avoid this position which makes her even more nervous.

"no, just here, we still need to talk, baby"

"what else to say, it's all clear and done"

"for me not yet, I still want to ask you"

"what else?"

"why are you lying?"

"liying? I never lie "deny Angel who doesn't remember any of her lies.

" when I asked you that time, you said you were asked to exel. it's true but you never accepted it"

"who said I accepted it" Angel lied and made Matthew squeak his eyes.The man got closer to Angel's face to make Angel aghast and rewind his head.It would be no good if he just kept quiet, there will be intimate scenes there.

"really dear.or need I call exel here.see this, did you not see it. earlier you jotos with exel, dear, because of this right" Obviously Matthew while showing his slightly bruised and painful temple to Angel.The girl was obviously shocked and just realized, it was true that Matthew's right temple looked bruised.

"why can you fight" asked Angel in shock

"cheating? who?"

" of course Exel"

"why do you think like that "

"i saw him join hands with another girl and arbitrarily introduce to you. I suspect you are being cheated on him, even though I have tried to give up and let you be with him. instead he cheated on me"

"my God, brother. Why did you conclude that?"

"that's because you said he had applied and didn't want to hurt his feelings"

"that's what I did because I was hesitant and my sister worried me"

"sorry"

Matthew clasped Angel's hand and looked at the girl gently.

"i love you and don't want to hurt you anymore.I won't waste time and make you worry anymore.I know your love is still there for me"

"who said I'm not" Angel argued and turned the other way

"what a pity, try saying no while looking at me" urgently push Matthew's face closer to Angel who makes the girl nervous and accidentally pushes Matthew's face by pressing the temple.

"auwwhhhh" Matthew sizzled in pain. Apparently Angel's encouragement of Matthew's bruised temple.

"eewhhhh. sorry, sorry brother. I accidentally "Angel's hand reflex stretched out stroking and unconsciously Angel actually blew Matthew's aching temple and made the man take the opportunity to complain.

"is it really painful?" ask Angel to worry

"pity pain. so sick "

"sorry" said Angel, feeling guilty.

"it needs to be treated so that it heals quickly" he said attention

"no need darling, if with this pain can make you lulu and attention, I'm willing to continue to be in pain"

matthew's speech actually makes Angel suddenly caught off guard.May the man in front of him is happy to be hurt in order to get attention.he immediately lowered his hand from Matthew's cheek but was immediately detained and grasped the man . matthew's eyes again highlighted in Angel's bead that is able to make Angel bristling and tense at the same time.

"Honey, may we go back to what we used to be "asked Matthew who is now back in serious fashion.he wants to immediately have the girl completely beside himself, as, friend, lover, and his wife. have only for himself.

"sorry sis, I need some time, please give me some time"

"time for what else, baby?"

"assure everything"

"alright" matthew.

after realizing that they had been outside for a long time, they finally decided to return to the reception building. Matthew who was very aggressive still had time to throw a kiss on Angel's lips.

"cupp"

"i love you so much and love Angela Abichail" Matthew said honestly and immediately pulled Angel's hand away from there without noticing how shocked Angel felt at this time. The impromptu attack of Matthew's lips cut the entire body of the angel without toast to make it melt like jelly.

until the show was over, Matthew did not let go of their hands.even he openly took Angel in front of his parents, his best friend and also the korena who was very upset and overheated himself saw it. mama vita who saw that was also only able to sigh deeply.His daughter was really an adult now.