Me, Bitterness And Happiness

Loving Without Having to

In the afternoon, because he was bored in his room, Angel asked mama vita to take him to the hospital park. Not without reason Angel asked to go to the hospital park, other than because he wanted to see the pleasure and happiness of patients who enjoy twilight in the park. He also wanted to take his mind off the feeling of raging in his chest since from Matthew's room this morning. From the results of the Doctor's examination, Angel is allowed to go home tomorrow because the rest of the trauma of the girl still needs to be monitored.

While Angel was still in the park, mama vita briefly visited the hospital administration.

Angel's feelings are a little better and sidetracked when hearing and witnessing the laughter of the people in the park. He even smiled to see a couple giving entertainment to their daughter who was sick. When cool to see the warmth of the family, heard a greeting of a man who was very familiar and immediately distracted Angel.

"Cute Hallo" said the man

"exell"

lirih Angel gasped in shock at the existence of Exel there. The man appeared again after disappearing after his proposal was rejected Angel. either because of disappointment or trying to calm the mind. Only he knows.

"why? surprised, hm?" exel asked in a calm voice and smiled sweetly.

"where have you been?" instead of answering Angel asked the man back. Angel asked with a frown and a muzzle as if not accept the exel disappeared these few days.

"don't pout that way. I'm here for you" Exel said and handed Angel a bouquet of red roses. Exel immediately brushed off the warm feelings that burst into his heart when he saw the look of Angel.he did not want his efforts to eliminate his feelings for Angel would be in vain.

it appears Angel smelled the fragrance of the flower and smiled sincerely at the exel.

"thank you, xel"

"missing myself sweet lady?" exel was intending to joke, know-how Angel nodded enthusiastically.and the answer is of course Angel missed his friend.exel is a friend who helped him a lot in the atmosphere of his grief in recent years.

"here, hug" Exel opened his arms wide until not waiting long, Angel was already in Exel's arms.

"you are evil, I don't think you want to be friends with me anymore" Angel said scowlingly

exel chuckled at hearing it. I can't do that, Angel. You are too deep in this heart. Inner exel who does not want to speak frankly.

Angel immediately let go of the exel after feeling the man's embrace made it a little difficult to breathe.

"how are you?" ask exel after sitting next to Angel.

"it's better, the doctor says tomorrow can go home"

"Thank God, I'm sorry, I didn't know this calamity was overflowing you. Even my phone was off when you called. Sorry" Exel said he felt guilty. He deeply regretted his decision to disappear for a moment and not activate the phone for a few days.

"it's not your fault.all this is a disaster" said Angel who did not mean to make Exel feel guilty continuously.the two eventually continued to joke without burden like their previous relationship.

while from the 10th floor of the hospital, more precisely from Matthew's inpatient room, the man witnessed what was going on in the park. His living room directly facing the park frees him to watch any activity there is no exception interaction between Exel and Angel. from the glasses Matthew saw that what happened between Angel and Exel was a form of missed love from a pair of lovers. Seeing it made Matthew feel throbbing pain and pain in his heart.Jealousness is certain. he felt as a man had lost the step of the exel who had been much more advanced. somehow he actually began to arise pessimistic let alone see how the attitude and way an exel is able to make Angel smile, frown, laugh freely at the same time.

"Sometimes we have to make our feelings hurt for the sake of the one we love happy" said Dad Marcel who had been standing next to Matthew and his views also highlighted Angel's interaction and exel was detained. he knew his son was now jealous and hurt.A clear picture of the look of his face that is not calm and the feeling of pain.

Matthew did not respond but at a glance he turned towards dad marcel and looked back towards the garden with a weak feeling.

"loving doesn't have to have a son, that's the key to love's sincerity" Dad told Marcel advising Matthew and patting gently on the man's shoulder. Matthew breathed a long breath as if heavily asserting the words of the dad.

"when is dad back?" matthew asked trying to shift the subject.

"son this morning"

"where's mom?" matthew asked

"he will follow with Leo. Making food to bring here" replied dad marcel and was taken by Matthew.

"sit down son first, dad, want to talk" orders dad marcel with a stern look in the eye.

"what's dad?" Matthew asked after sitting down

"the news about the cancellation of your engagement and Morena is already crowded in the media. Don't you want to rethink that engagement cancellation? Lucas contacted dad from yesterday"

dad Marcel said trying to soften Matthew's feelings maybe his son changed his mind.

"my decision has been unanimous dad and until then will not change. If the media business will be easy to take care of" said Matthew did not want to change his mind.

Dad Marcel looked at his son with a serene look in his eyes.he knew and was sure the nature of his son was one hundred percent down from him.

He remembered, a few days ago, exactly on the day Melvin married he asked the reason Matthew suddenly broke off the engagement with Morena. matthew casually replies that he does not want to marry a woman who has become a former man, unless only he touches the woman. dad marcel was initially confused but some evidence showing how wild a Morena was made the man realize that his future son-in-law had too much of a free life as his son. Matttew firmly conveyed the cancellation of the engagement with Morena both to dad marcel and to Lucas at that time also through a telephone call. initially lucas was shocked and did not accept. he asked Matthew for his own reason to cancel the engagement plan when preparations had begun.

Matthew refuses to tell the truth to lucas, but the man says firmly, morena knows much better what is really going on. So please ask the girl.

assertiveness, fearlessness and stubbornness are the most prominent of the dad marcel traits passed down to Matthew.

"alright, take care of this mess until it's complete son" said dad Marcel who clearly knew his son would not let the problem drag on.

"Yes dad" replied Matthew briefly but full of decisiveness.

"that girl, have you not even forgotten her for eight years?" ask dad marcel when he saw the view of Matthew can not be separated from Angel who was joking with the exel in the park.

"if I told my dad to stop loving you, what could dad do?" Matthew replies to dad marcel's question with a parable question that leaves the man speechless.