Me, Bitterness And Happiness

Jealous and possessive

Month passed. Angel and Matthew's relationship is getting sticky and sweet. Matthew's jutek attitude that was like a two-door refrigerator now melts with Angel at his side. Now he no longer goes to drink and hang out at the Club, or sleep in the apartment, instead spending more time at home with family, friends and of course with love. However, slowly the attitude of jealousy and possessiveness also Matthew began to appear. As at this moment, from earlier in the school cafeteria he silenced Angel and his face looked scowled like a child who was not bought by Tayo's car.

"Big brother why?"Ask Angel for wonder

"No idea!"Matthew replied curiously as he ruffled the food on his plate until it spilled

"Sir, the pity of the food, spilled" said Angel who was more surprised by the attitude of Matthew

"Big brother why? if I'm wrong, please tell me, because I don't understand what's wrong with my brother" Ange said, again, more directed to ask because honestly he was confused with the man in front of him.

"Hi Angel's. May join?" suddenly Mario's classmate comes to join.

"Yes.."

"No way" Ketus Matthew. Angel wanted to allow.

"Go there. Why do you want to join here. Just interrupt" continued Matthew with a fierce look. Mario became misbehaved because he was noticed by people in the cafeteria.he chose to sit at another table.

"Why brother? Kan here still fit" replied Angel plain. Geez, this girl does not realize that Matthew is jealous and keeps a safe distance from the man who is approaching her.

"Why? you like being close to him?"

"not that, sister, he's my classmate"

"You're not happy we ate together until you joined him?" matthew was getting more upset

"So early in the morning, what were you talking about and smiling at him? To the library both ways, to the teacher's room as well as the two. You like doing everything with him?" matthew asked again but it looked like a nag. Angel even gawked like he was digesting Matthew's words.A few seconds after Angel realized that currently his handsome girlfriend is in jealous mode.

"Sister jealous" Angel's body already know instead ask.

"No, again glad" replied Matthew with a sharp twist.

"Sister, he's just a classmate, we were told to take the book to the library and to the teacher's room. I'm sorry if you're jealous" explained Angel trying to dampen jealous anger very handsome boyfriend.

"If you just shut up I go to class" Now even Angel who cuddles because Matthew is suddenly silent and jutek.

"Yes, I went to class" said Angel while standing but as fast as lightning his hand was pulled by Matthew until he fell back to his place.

"You are, baby, I know I'm jealous with a question. Keep instead of entertaining even want to leave" finally Matthew voiced expressed his frustration.

"Sorry, brother, I don't know what to say" Angel replied with a lowered head. He felt confused and guilty. Seeing that, Matthew could not bear.

"Don't repeat. Don't get close to other guys, don't smile at other guys, don't talk, don't walk together. Anyway, can't!" firmly Matthew. Angel heard everyone wanted to protest, but it's better than her handsome boyfriend lashed out again. But they did not realize that what they were discussing at this time actually raised the suspicions of the students in the cafeteria. What's more there There's a Barrel who chooses to sit alone at another table. It raises more question marks for them. Why Matthew and Laras stay away, are not lovers and their favorite couple at school. While at the table next to Martin, Melvin, Noval and Bestie laughed. This was the first time Matthew had behaved like a child out of jealousy. They sat separately because the table did not fit for 6 people and in fact Matthew was grateful for it.

After school and dropping off Angel, Matthew stopped by the Minimarket. There he met Baras. The girl's response was so calm that she didn't even say hello to Matthew at all. It looks strange when compared to his original attitude which is very aggressive. Matthew doesn't care. He just took a soft drink after paying to the cashier and got back in the car. Barrel clenched his hand as he watched Matthew ignore him just like that. She hates Angel who she considers as a woman who destroys people's relationships.

Later that night, Mama Vita watched her daughter eat quietly.

"Son, the lessons at school are all smooth, right? ask mama vita

"smart ma" replied Angel

"Thank God"

"can. Remember, don't make it night" said mama vita

"ready. Thank you ma" Reply Angel happily.

Elsewhere, Matthew's family is having dinner. Dad Marcel had noticed his son was eating voraciously. He also realized that his son was often at home. Sometimes he wondered, how impromptu once his wayward son changed. Moreover, looking at Matthew while eating instead smiled indistinctly like a madman.

"Son, it looks like you're either happy or crazy, if it's crazy let me call the mental hospital number" asked Dad Marcel who broke Matthew's beautiful daydream. He snorted in annoyance because he was lunaticized by the Dad.

"mommmmm" whined Matthew for help from Helena's mother

"Hey, you're an old man. You can call my handsome son crazy. Want to sleep outside, huh! said mom Helena defended her son who was a big body, but the behavior if at home like a baby, always whining.

"Money too. Look at your son, eat again, smile is not clear. Kan was afraid that he had caught jinn at school " Reply Dad Marcel defend himself who did not want to sleep in the laur. Could be the bird on his knees will be cold.heard the words of Dad Marcel, Matthew and Mom Helena sigh. This old man loved to irritate their son.

Pov Angel's

esokan....

This afternoon, after school I'm getting ready for Noval's house. I'm going to leave by bicycle.it feels like I haven't pedaled my darling for a long time after the events I experienced a few months ago.

one thing that makes me not expect, that the disaster I experienced yesterday actually changed 💯% of the plans I made in my life. If before I just wanted to learn, learn and learn, now not only the world that I play but my true story as well.

Yup, Now almost 2 months I've been in love with a handsome man, a Galactic dream, my senior at school, Matthew. I tried my best to live this teenage romance. Everything feels so beautiful and full of happiness. She was my love for men after my late father. Mama is the most extraordinary woman who educates and teaches me many things, my friends are like that too, but the presence of brother Matthew gives a different color that I have not felt so far. Loving more effort and courage in fighting pain and fear is the thing I remember most that he motivated me when I was struck by disaster yesterday.

this afternoon there was not a crowded street, I was on my way to Noval's house which only took 5 minutes to arrive at her residence. Arriving there I was immediately greeted by Aunt Anna and Exel, the parents of Noval who were chatting on the porch of the house. After giving a mama's seat that is, the mother's, Brownies steamed aunt Anna's favorite I immediately say goodbye to go upstairs, precisely to the study room Noval. There my two friends waited. We do the task for about an hour and accompanied by laughter. I forgot to check my phone and talk to Matthew. Finally after the task was completed we enjoyed a snack served by an ART. While talking to my two best friends, suddenly my phone shook probably already because when I wanted to answer suddenly the call was interrupted and after I checked how shocked I was when I saw dozens of missed calls from Matthew as well as incoming messages that have been almost dozens as well. All of his messages more or less asked me where, what, why not reply, The rest of the message that contains anger and frustration. Well, how is this. I was about to return the message, when suddenly a call came in again, and it was from him, Matthew, I said goodbye to my two friends to answer the phone. Before answering I somehow managed to catch my breath and cleared my throat a few times to cover the nervousness that was engulfing my current feelings.

"God...."

"Where"

I haven't had the chance to say hello to him first by asking him my position now. From his voice I knew it was angry.

"Sister, sorry. I forgot to report. I'm at noval's house, again doing schoolwork. Sorry yes" I replied in a regretful tone.

"Sister" I called him again because he didn't answer.

"Yes.."

"Click" when you want to call it again just our phone connection is cut off. Is he angry. Well, how is this. I decided to apologize again through a message on the WhatsApp application.

'Brother, sorry yes. I was wrong to forget to tell'

fill in the message I sent by adding a few emot icons that represent my guilt. But the message I sent only tick one. means it could be that he was inactive.whether he accidentally turned off his phone or his data room that he turned off. Until I returned home, I still had no answer from Brother Matthew. Two hours and three hours later my message was still in unread status and even still ticked one.

I finally gave up. Let tomorrow at school I will explain it again. it feels like my eyes are getting heavy and nodding. When I was about to close my eyes to sleep hp suddenly vibrated, I really hope it is a message from my lover, I really hope it is a message from my lover, nihil. Even the incoming message made my chest tight until tears could not hold.

the contents of the message with the number 08*****23 is a picture of men and women kissing. I knew exactly who was in the picture. Brother Matthew and Brother Laras. It hurts so much to see this photo. Like I was heartbroken, I had trouble breathing. I finally fell asleep with tears still flowing.

Sis Matthew was angry to choose to do that with his ex-sister Laras or are they actually still together?