Me, Bitterness And Happiness

What's up with me?

The day after Morena's arrival, Matthew tells his parents that their engagement can be done after Melvin is married. At first Morena protested but when she heard Matthew say that the man would cancel the relationship if Morena did not want to recede. I don't want that girl to be quiet and upset.

In the afternoon at 4, Morena again pestered Matthew, forcing the handsome man to accompany him shopping for necessities while in Indonesia. Morena said she did not bring clothes from Berlin because she did not want to bother. He will buy it at the mall Kota J while in Indonesia. Matthew was forced to follow Morena because the girl had complained to Helena's mother.of course, Helena's mother would force her to accompany Morena.

during the trip, Morena continued to say this and that and invited Matthew to chat while the man did not care about Morena at all. Although upset, but Morena will still maintain the attitude in front of Matthew.

Upon arrival at the largest mall in the city of J, the two headed for an outlet that only sold branded clothing from certain brands and of course very expensive. the girl went straight to the dress section that fit her wishes and surely at this time Matthew would be an ATM walk for Morena.

seeing Morena who was busy trying on various clothes without any signs of stopping, the man became bored.

While in the same mall but in different outlets, Angel is also looking for clothes for work needs.he does not buy expensive items because for him expensive or cheap to the same. the goods are equally wearable.most importantly comfortable when wearing it.

After shopping, Angel went to the toilet because she had refrained from urinating. While seriously walking, without looking at the front Angel tried to put the phone in her bag. However, Suddenly

Brukkkk

he hit someone from the front. Angel looked down in shock and apologized. He immediately tidied up his groceries that had fallen on the floor.

"i'm sorry. I don't watch the road. I'm sorry" said Angel, feeling guilty and not raising her face.

"No problem. I'm not careful either. Are you okay?" asked the person in front of him in a worried tone. Surely the voice was very well known to Angel to make him shocked. He quickly raised his face.

for a moment, their eyes met and they were both frozen in place, like there was a cold atmosphere that then made their tongues so stiff to speak.

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Both hearts are equally crazy.

angel's eyes had a chance to see the man he accidentally hit was Matthew. Both Angel and Matthew were unable to hide the turmoil of feeling in the chest. Matthew in particular.the man even looked at Angel's face fixed, like there was a sad look and longing there.

Realizing that, Angel immediately acted ordinary and pretended as if she felt nothing.

"Sorry, I was in a hurry. Excuse me" Angel said and took a step to leave but her wrist was held by Matthew. Sensing that, a strange noise spread throughout Angel's body. Like there is a familiar feeling from this touch.

"wait, are you okay? is anyone hurt?" matthew's question still brushed the worry the same as his face that was currently full of anxiety.

"i'm fine" replied Angel confidently. When will release the handle Matthew . They both shocked the voice of a woman Matthew knew.

"Darling, you're here apparently. I was looking for you"

I don't know since when, Morena's been there.

Angel looked at the girl fixedly but there was a sense of confusion in her mind. Morena approached Matthew with a smile as sweet as possible. When he got near Matthew, he immediately grabbed the man's hand.

"Honey, Aunt Helena just called. She told us to go to the ring shop try our engagement ring" Morena said spoiled and happy without noticing Angel's whereabouts. I don't know what the girl's words that seem to grimace will be engaged to Matthew.

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'engaged?' inner Angel asked as she looked at the two humans in front of her.

Feeling that there was no more business there, Angel turned around and wanted to just go home. Suddenly his desire to go to the toilet just disappeared, for what reason.

"oh hey, wait!" morena as Angel started to step up

"me?" ask Angel and point to himself

"Yes you"

Angel looked at Morena while waiting for what the girl would say.

"are you Matthew's friend?" morena asked curiously when in fact she knew exactly who Angel was to Matthew. But he acted as if he didn't know.

Angel did not answer at all. Instead he saw Matthew who had also been staring at him ever since.

"Honey, is she your friend too" this time Morena asked Matthew.

just like Angel, Matthew was silent and just kept looking at Angel. Morena seemed to be holding back the coarse feeling in her heart seeing that.

without answering, Angel passed from there. Somehow his feelings suddenly very crowded.See Morena figure is so physically perfect makes Angel as a fellow woman to feel inferior to herself.

'what's wrong with me' Gumam Angel said. His eyes looked dewy and he suddenly wanted to cry.

Seeing the passing Angel, Matthew felt lost. He wanted to follow Angel's steps but was quickly arrested by Morena.

"I'm hungry, let's eat" asked Morena who wanted to prevent Matthew

"i'm full" replied Matthew annoyed

"My company. Otherwise, I'll call aunty" the girl threatened.

Matthew inevitably followed Morena, not that he was afraid, but he just didn't want Helena's mom to be disappointed.

After the Mall, Angel did not go straight to the house. Instead of heading to a night market that he frequented the last few years.

Angel realized that her feelings were uncertain after meeting Matthew and seeing his closeness with a beautiful woman. Angel believes the woman is Matthew's girlfriend and wife-to-be. Especially after hearing the woman's confession.

'why do I even feel claustrophobic?' inner Angel continuously. Amidst the hustle and bustle of night market activity, Angel tried to find peace for herself. Until the hour she was there, she finally stopped at a place where sellers of sweet potatoes, corn and boiled beans. He took pleasure in his order and sat cross-legged with other visitors.

Behind Angel, not far from the girl, someone also sat down. Since a few minutes ago, he followed Angel every step. yesterday knowing the girl went alone to the night market, certainly makes him worry.he followed Angel after a while. Until when he got there, he immediately looked for Angel at the last point of the woman's position according to the direction of the driver, and finally met. Matthew's heart was more turbulent, because every place that the girl visited was a place that they often went to when they were still together first.

'do you also remember me? then how can you accept an exel proposal?' his mind while continuing to monitor the direction of the steps of the Girl who until now remained the owner of his heart.

Until half-time at ten p.m., there was no sign of Angel standing. The girl continued to observe whatever was around her uninspiredly.

"Let's go home "suddenly the man approached Angel and took the woman home.

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'there's no way he's here. Isn't she with her boyfriend?' inner Angel who was suddenly shocked to hear the voice of the man.of course he knew whose voice it was.

Finally Angel looked up his head to make sure.

Sure enough, after their sight met, Angel was even more shocked.

"Sister Matthew "spirited Angel Makin.

"Yes, let's go home. It's late at night" said Matthew smiled and clasped Angel's hand and pulled him away from there.

Angel was confused as well. But somehow he was unable to refuse the invitation. He even continued to walk in Matthew's footsteps.

that man is Matthew. When he followed Morena to a restaurant, he asked the driver to follow where Angel was going. After learning Angel was at the night market, Matthew asked the driver to return to the mall to wait for Morena with all her endless desires and drive the girl home. while Matthew pretends to receive an important phone call from a business colleague, he catches up with Angel to the night market. The reason was of course he followed his heart. Despite seeing Angel in Axel's application, and her agreeing to be engaged to Morena, Matthew's Heart has always been so strong with one Name, Angel.

Upon arrival at the parking lot, Matthew opened the front door of the car and told Angel to come in.

But either because of the consciousness that has been collected, Angel refused and realized his actions that follow Matthew without protest.

"get in" tell Matthew and open the front door of his car.

"don't want to. peeling. I can go home alone" Angel asserted and freed her hand from Matthew's grasp.

"you didn't bring the car here"

"how do you know. Are you following me? after all, there are still many other vehicles, taxis and ojek are also still there"

"don't protest much, let's go in"

"i want to go home alone"

"too dangerous. It's already 10 p.m. Come home with me"

"you are forcing. If you want to go home, go home"

Matthew felt anxious about Angel's attitude that refused to be delivered but still did not want to move from there. It means that the girl's speech and heart are not in line.

with a quick movement he lifted Angel up and got her in the car. He immediately put on his seat belt and did not realize their position was barely even a distance away.

Angel froze feeling the scent of perfume and warm Matthew's breath blowing around his neck. When he finished, Matthew turned his head, the faces of the two were so close that the tip of the nose even touched each other. I swear by whatever Angel held his breath from earlier. Matthew's gaze was very deep, their lips will soon greet each other if Matthew moves just a little. Because he felt in a position that made him very embarrassed, Angel turned a blind eye. Matthew smiled and closed his eyes......