Me, Bitterness And Happiness

You Go and Leave Wounds For Me

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My novel, bitterness and happiness, has arrived at chapter 31. This session tells of the bitterness of Matthew and Angel who separated after their first conflict. Now they are fighting each other to achieve the dream of the future.There are many wounds and sadness that both of them went through in this session.

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Arriving at Matthew's apartment venting his immortality with drunkenness. Calls from mom Helena and dad Marcel she just ignored. He fussed indistinctly and cried a mouthful.

"Pearly anngel. Excuse me. I love you so much hikss ..hiksss, arghhhhhhhhh..sial..fuck you stupid Matthew....so stupid" Shouted Matthew annoyed at himself.

Not long after Martin and Melvin arrived at the apartment, they had received a call from Marcel's dad asking for Matthew's whereabouts. Without thinking twice they immediately hit the gas into the apartment.and sure enough, the person in search is now in front of them drunk and crying and talking indistinctly.

"Angel, sorry dear"

" hiks hiks"

"sorry"

matthew is drunk. Martin and Melvin understood, it seemed like Matthew was having a problem with Angel.Now Matthew fell asleep with tears still flowing. Matthew has never been like this before, he is very strict and indifferent to others, especially women. but after getting to know Angel and seeing him in this condition they realized Matthew's feelings were so sincere for Angel. I don't know what the problem is now, they will ask later.they finally wait for Matthew there until the man wakes up from his sleep.

Almost 12 p.m., Matthew finally woke up and felt a little faint from the rest of the drunkenness. He follows Martin and Melvin who tells him to go home. On the way he told me everything that happened this afternoon. Both of his friends were surprised. They also feel guilty about Angel. Now maybe they didn't even dare to meet the little girl out of embarrassment.

arriving at home. Matthew was immediately searched for various questions by mom Helena. While dad Marcel was looking at her flat. Matthew simply ignored it and passed into the room. Melvin and Martin go home.

in his room Matthew could no longer sleep. His mind was only on Angel. She feels guilty, she misses, she wants to meet the girl and hug her.apologize for her mistake.she takes the phone and sends a message to Angel

'honey, I'm sorry. I know I was wrong. But this feeling, there really is no theatrics. Everything is real, I love you and love you sincerely. Sorry I am yes. I Love you so much '

the message sent by Matthew is not readable even still the status of the tick one. Angel contacts do not use the profile anymore even there is no username there. Matthew realized that Angel had blocked his phone number. Seeing that, Matthew grew increasingly upset. Until morning arrived, he could not close his eyes at all.

While on the other hand, this afternoon after Angel calmed down, he told me about what happened to bestie and noval who were there after being contacted by bestie. Hearing Angel's story, his two friends became angry. Noval even wants to see Matthew to teach the man a lesson. But when Angel cries again. She finally returned home after feeling able to control her feelings. Apparently there, mama vita is waiting on the porch of the house. Angel did not say anything but directly hugged the mother.Angel's cry finally broke back.

"from now on, don't remember anything else about him, you have to focus on your learning. Mama doesn't give you permission to date again until you actually achieve your dream" insisted mama vita.

Angel nodded and hiccupped.The two companions stared pityfully as well as unable to do anything.

Later that night, Angel can't sleep because she always remembers Matthew. Disappointment and heartache make her not stop rebuking.

"Sister, you are very evil.what's my fault" said Angel with a hiccup.until dawn arrived then Angel fell asleep due to tired of crying.

this afternoon, Matthew was already at the airport.he was about to leave the city of J to continue his studies and study business in Germany. He always looked back with a look of hope for someone's arrival. But until the departure call arrives, the person who is waiting does not come.

"Please give this to Angel" Matthew said, giving Martin a small box with a cry.The two friends immediately hugged him to give a warm hug and channel the spirit. Matthew's parents did not come to the airport, at Matthew's request.

On the plane, Matthew cried again. His tears spilled without being able to hold it. He became a crybaby now.

"hiksss dear Sorry. Wait for me to come home. I hope when you come home you're still waiting for me and there's an apology for me here. I love you so much. I Love you"

muttered Matthew looked at the photo of himself and Angel while enjoying the afternoon sky a few days ago behind Angel's house.

Matthew's departure leaves a wound for Angel. Matthew dies of pain and bitterness as well as the loss of Angel's trust in the name of love for the opposite sex.

After this he will go through the same days as before getting to know Matthew. But there is a different taste. What makes it difficult is, Matthew's name always danced in his mind, Matthew's fragrance he always felt around him. Matthew's warm embrace and love made it so difficult to remove the man's tracks.

Meanwhile, after a journey of approximately 17 hours. Matthew arrived safely at the international airport in the German city of Berlin. There Matthew was already awaited by one of Lucas' confidants. From the airport, Matthew went straight to the apartment he would occupy during his stay in the city.According to his arrival at the apartment, Matthew immediately broke down because he felt very tired and sleepy. Until he sleeps a few hours and then wakes up and sees that it is noon. He'll be heading to the uncle lucas residence this afternoon and be picked up by the man's confidant.

Lucas is a native of Berlin, Germany. He married an Indonesian woman who was of Chinese descent. She had two children, the first was a woman named Morena and the other was Matthew and the second son named Marco was 14 years old. His wife is Cindy Haruka.

Upon arrival at the lucas residence, Matthew chatted briefly with the man then had lunch together. Morena was really immediately fascinated to see the changes Matthew is currently.the more handsome, the more maco and the hotter. The last time they met was in elementary school. At that time Morena followed her parents to build a business in Indonesia and related to the Matthew family company.

A month after Matthew's departure, Angel spent the days empty. He was still very difficult to remove every shadow of their togetherness. Soon in will take the final semester exam for class increase.he wants to focus on learning. One thing is for sure, Angel turned into a quiet girl and distanced herself from the association involving many men. He was always seen with his two best friends. His daily life is just about school, home, restaurants and getting together with his two best friends.

While Matthew for a month he has been active in college with a major in business management and has also started learning to manage shares in Lucas' office. He attended one college with Morena but with a different Department. The girl took a fashion studies program. During this month morena always close to Matthew seems to like Matthew. But Matthew has always been a cold and talkative person when outside and will be the most whiny man in the apartment. She would cry while looking at Angel's photo. He always misses the girl. Somehow how is it now. All access for women seems to disappear.