Me, Bitterness And Happiness

What's up?

Today, Angel is ready to go home. After passing a series of examinations this morning by the doctor, Angel finally allowed to go home. early in the morning Exel was in the girl's room to pick her up and mama vita. whereas Mama vita could have ordered a taxi but Exel still insisted he wanted her to drive the two back home. perhaps because Exel still felt guilty about the incident that happened to Angel, he was unable to help the girl and chose to deactivate the phone because he decided to treat her heart pain after Angel rejected her application.

"ma, I'm going to Matthew's room for a minute, yes, I want to leave" Angel said asking for permission to Matthew's treatment room.

"mama's going there too.we're going to say goodbye together"

"alright ma"

"Son, Exel if you want to come too, come on" asked mama vita because seeing the young man from earlier so eager to help Angel to get ready to go home.

"okay tan" replied Exel approvingly.he also wanted to meet in person with Matthew. What the man had been like for several years did not meet until he was able to make Angel unable to open his heart to any man including himself. although Angel always denied his feelings were no longer there for Matthew but Exel can still read from the look of the girl's eyes and look that actually describes the opposite.

finally the three of them immediately went to Matthew's room and there turned out to be no one else but Matthew.

"excuse me, good morning" said Angel as she opened the door. The girl was glued for a moment to see the sight of a man who was seriously staring at the square folding object on his lap. Whether he was able to hold such an object, whether it was not sick Angel's mind saw Matthew's activity.

"good morning, come in "Answer Matthew is holding a laptop on the bed, it looks like the man is seriously working on something.

"good morning son Matthew" said mama vita to greet Matthew.

"morning too tan"

Matthew answered subtly. Matthew's eyes also caught the figure of the man beside Angel who was calm and calm.now Matthew saw clearly the appearance of exel who had since entered was beside Angel. as a fellow man, Matthew admitted, from the matter of looks, handsome exel and also included in the criteria of female dreams. Standing next to Angel made Exel look like a perfect match for the girl and Matthew was very dislikeful of this condition. She is so jealous but she will try to agree to Marcel's dad's remark yesterday that loving doesn't have to have. Angel was happy even though her feelings were very sick.

"sister" called Angel softly as soon as he arrived beside Matthew.

"Yes, angel"

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that answer somehow sounded very flat and not as gentle as usual. Even Matthew never called him by name. For some reason, Angel felt pain to hear it, but because of what.

"Where's brother? tanya Angel tried to suppress the feeling of sadness after hearing Matthew's response earlier.

"i have also improved my brother and today I am allowed to go home. once again thank you. all thanks to the help of my brother. I am sorry sis. for the state of Matthew's brother now. sorry for involving Matthew's brother "

angel said very softly between feeling sorry and and feeling pain because since the attitude of Matthew seemed indifferent and cold, the answer was also short.

"Thank God you've improved. Don't feel guilty. Anyone will do the same if I was in my position yesterday" replied Matthew smiled thinly but could not see Angel who had already felt ignored.

"Son Matthew, if you need anything, don't hesitate to tell ya. once again thank you for your sacrifice. May you recover soon" said the sincere mama vita who immediately felt something changed in the interaction of Angel and Matthew.

"brother Matthew if I need my help, I'm here and ready to help" continued Angel who hopes Matthew's response will change afterwards. Somehow he felt weak after seeing Matthew's arrogant attitude towards him.

"thank you, Angel, but here I've got a lot of people to help. You just rest Angel may really heal quickly" reject Matthew which actually makes Angel feel wondering and sad.

what was? why he refused, should not Matthew be happy because angel offered to be by his side during the illness. wasn't the man repeatedly determined to fight to get his trust and love again, then why Angel's heart now even hopes it was really done Matthew. shouldn't he be happy to see Matthew's current attitude because from the beginning he was determined to refuse Matthew's presence in his life.

Matthew turned towards Exel until the gaze of the two met signifying the aura of hostility and competition there.from the gaze it was clear the two did not like each other. he tried as much as possible to withstand the turmoil of longing as well as his jealousy.

Until the moment of the last angel Matthew behaved as usual as if the existence of Angel there was not important to him. All the way home Angel seemed silent and did not speak anything. once he arrived at the house he immediately entered the room on the grounds of wanting to continue the break.mama vita also agreed because the middle-aged woman was still worried even though the doctor said Angel was cured.

Exel who understands, chose immediately to the location of the cooking show on the tv channel owned by his family who he guided himself after the daddy quit the program.

In her room, Angel sat in the middle of the bed staring out, not what filled the girl's mind now.but from her teary eyes, she looked back and forth, he seems to be in a bad feeling.

in the hospital since Angel's return. Matthew was also a lot silent.he instead deliberately ignored the girl.from the tail of his eyes earlier he could see the sad look of the girl. whether because of feeling guilty or because the girl felt that something had changed from her attitude.I don't know.for sure she also felt throbbing pain looking at the girl's sad face.

Matthew again laughed, as long as he persistently approached Angel all this time it seemed like the girl was depressed. while yesterday when with the exel the girl was free to express.maybe it was true that dad marcel said, while yesterday when he was with the exel girl was free to express, he must try sincerely if Angel is happy with another man that is exel. although he himself is very unwilling and jealous also hurt.

until three days have passed. Matthew is now allowed to go home. Angel who wants to visit Matthew in the hospital and want to help the man to go home, actually got a rejection from Matthew on the grounds he did not want to be visited by anyone again. Of course Angel felt sad as well as a feeling of pain perched on his chest after he found out and saw the reason Matthew refused his presence because of Morena who was alone with him in the room.

The marriage of Bestie and Noval who live counting the days is actually awaited with a chaotic feeling by Angel. The girl, much silent and sad. He only talked a lot when he returned to teaching on campus while outside he would be silent and answer the potluck if asked.