Me, Bitterness And Happiness

You Don't Remember?

The atmosphere of the beach during the weekend like this is quite crowded, but in the part of a luxury resort the atmosphere is actually quiet and very calm. This is where they are now. Noval is busy with firewood, to grill fish, Bestia who is still chattering why Noval suddenly made the idea of burning fish on the beach. They can be brought from home. Matthew was separating the fish into the container and Angel was preparing the seasoning. Outside of the plan, Martin and Melvin join the beach, currently both are singing accompanied by guitar quotes. Before leaving, mama vita had given a message so that Angel was careful and well taken care of by them there and everything was agreed.

"you're in trouble" Matthew asked as he did his job.

"so easy brother. I used to help mama prepare spices at the stall"

"Thank God, if you need help, just say yes" Angel replied with a nod. Martin comes over to Angel and helps Angel cut the lime to mix it with soy sauce. Actually Angel can be alone but Martin is still Martin, he also wants to find an opportunity to win the heart of Angel.

"no, brother, I can do it myself"

"it's okay, besides, my brother is also just quiet from earlier. Angel chose to do it. But Matthew became hot to see it. Now he's messy, why did he say he wanted to go to the beach to two friends. On the other hand, their current atmosphere was perpetuated by Melvin through his expensive HP.

"eating this one, I've separated the bones" Matthew thrusts the grilled fish at Angel whom he has separated from the bones.

"Eh, thank you, brother. Sorry to bother" Angel accepted with a smile and was also a little surprised. He was going to take another fish.

"Eating a lot, hem" continued Matthew gently and his gaze was very sweet making Angel blush.

"have not been dating continuously, pity us who are single feel like mosquito repellent" said Bestie who felt anxious and gregety.

" What the hell, bes. Who's dating" replied Angel blushingly.

"If I want to?" Melvin now chimed in with questions.

"What brother?" confused Angel.

"Dating" Melvin answered with eyebrows up and down

"Of course not. Angel can't date a tombal salesman like you" Noval replied with insinuations to Melvin. They end up spending food with small talk, sometimes also insinuating each other which of course is only a joke.

Currently, Angel is on the edge of the default facing the west side of the beach where the sky is starting to orange sun sign soon back to the contest.

"You're happy" asked Matthew who had been sitting next to Angel since when.

"Thank you, you have invited me here. Angel replied with a sincere nod.

"Do you like to see the twilight at the beach?"

"Yes, one of the moments I wait the most when I go to the beach is waiting for dusk. Uh but, how do you know I'm happy to see twilight?" Angel was confused, Matthew's question was as if the man knew his habit when he went to the beach. They had never even met on the beach before.

"You don't remember?" a year ago, at the end of the coconut tree near the rock, you did the same thing" Matthew replied, giving a flashback to Angel's memory.

"Sister kok knows" Have we ever met?" Angel was getting confused.

"You forgot that, huh? this is actually our last meeting ever. Even before meeting at school we have met several times, more precisely the meeting that was not on purpose" said Matthew to Angel then he told the beginning of their meeting and some of the next meeting .

The day Matthew and Angel accidentally met was a year ago. The night before Matthew attended a business event from his family's company at a star-rated hotel. Later that night he learns that Laras is playing with another man behind him for the first time. That night, the hotel where Laras and his date checked in was also used for the Matthew family company business event, seeing the Strange Barrels especially joining hands with a man who is his co-star in a new film project, The man is also a model. Matthew approached the hotel receptionist and asked about Laras and was told after being bribed by a lump of money. After getting the info, even though Laras had several times checked in with the same man at the hotel. Knowing that, Matthew became upset and also angry, Kok Laras was easy to give himself up to other men, even though he had always refrained from touching Laras any further. That night, Matthew does not pursue Laras after learning it is not the first time he checks in with his male friend. Matthew is upset and he vents through drinking alcohol until drunk and ends up staying at the hotel. The next morning, as Matthew was about to return home, the driver suddenly contacted him that his car tire had leaked onto a nail. With all the frustration Matthew walked to the front of the hotel while wailing in search of a Taxi. The security guard said no taxi would enter the hotel area if it had not been booked in advance. Matthew was getting irritated and decided to walk towards the big road to stop the taxi. Unexpectedly, from the side a girl seemed to rush pedaling her bike to hit Matthew who also suddenly appeared to block the road. As a result, Matthew tumbled to the side until his temple smelled the asphalt surface and his hands were slightly scuffed. The girl also fell off her bike and both her elbows and knees appeared to be bleeding. Matthew woke up and grimaced in pain. He felt that since last night he was always unlucky. Because very upset Matthew yelled at the gadia.

"you can take a bike, no. The road does not look at people. Or you're gonna kill me on purpose, hahh.." Matthew's voice even shrieked so angry. The girl tried to apologize properly and gave a plaster of doraemon-style wounds to Matthew.

"Sorry, I'm really in a hurry. May the wound heal, and I only have this" replied the girl who seemed to have been crying since when it was visible from swollen eyes and her lips were shaking and her nose was red. it was impossible just because of the fall just now because Matthew hadn't heard the girl cry since.

"Excuse me, sister" The girl passed by again taking care of her bike.

"Hey, you. Want to run away where you are" cried Matthew after nimbly the girl had darted quickly from Matthew's sight.

"Sial, beware if you meet again, I will teach you a lesson" Matthew's emotions soared.

Anyway, what the fuck does he love plaster wound doraemon, 'cause he thinks I'm his friend Dora" continued Matthew grumbled annoyed.

A week after the bicycle incident, Matthew today accompanied mom Helena and an ART to the traditional market to buy fresh vegetables. Horrified to see people crammed, Matthew chose to wait in the car alone. Long waiting, Matthew felt thirsty and decided to go to an alfamart near the market. There she unexpectedly met the Girl who a Week ago hit her with a bicycle. At this time, Matthew had already put up a swing and looked fierce to scold the girl but even slowly retreated after realizing the girl was holding a middle-aged lung woman who was after the mother Helena. The middle-aged woman looked a little pale and had a bandage on her head. What makes him suddenly stiff is, a soft smile and the delicate voice of the girl who a moment ago wanted him to crash is now helping and memapahah the middle-aged woman. They look so close. Are they mother and son, I don't know. Matthew did not know, At first glance they met before the girl first returned to focus on her leather goods. Matthew was still stiff until the girl disappeared from his sight and was resuscitated with a ringing phone. After being checked when the phone came in from mom Helena.

A month has passed after two meetings of Matthew and Angel in two different places. The girl who met Matthew twice was Angel Abichail. Since the second meeting even caused a strange vibration in Matthew's chest when accidentally remembered Angel's smile.

On Sunday afternoon in late October, Matthew was at the family's luxury resort on a beach on the edge of town. Because he felt bored with the atmosphere of family gatherings that became a show of child achievement, Matthew chose to escape to the other side of the beach that can be freely visited by anyone. While in the Resort section becomes an area for his family and is not open to the public. I don't know how rich the Matthew family is, until the beach area alone becomes a private area.

Matthew enjoys young coconut ice while lying under a rainbow umbrella on the beach. He was busy exchanging messages with two friends who were upset because they were not invited to vacation at the beach. Unconsciously his eyes met a face that he remembered enough. The owner of the face is facing the west side of the beach near some of the corals that line up to the beach. The girl was closing her eyes when she was hit by the sea breeze and occasionally opening when the wind had passed. A sweet and gentle smile adorned her Ayunya's face.

He is the Angel who is waiting for dusk. When the sky began to orange, the wind felt tight hit the strands of Angel's hair and did not stop smiling. Somehow the scene shook the heart of Matthew and until now the moment was the most memorable in his memory. A year later, Matthew meets Angel again as a freshman and senior at school, but apparently Angel does not remember or even know Matthew. it was precisely considered Matthew as an arrogant person Angel.

Flashback off

hearing Matthew's story, Angel opened her mouth wide while winking as if remembering something. Seeing that Matthew became anxious, gently and affectionately he rubbed Angel's head.

"Ah so that person is a big brother" Angel's response has slowly begun to remember the incident a year ago, more precisely on the incident bicycle. because the next two meetings Angel does not remember not even knowing.

"Where, already remember hem" asked Matthew close his face to Angel's face until his breath hit the skin of Angel's face. Noticing Deep Matthew's gaze, Angel looked down.

"Sorry, brother, at that time I was in a hurry to the hospital, because I heard mama's accident. At that time, my mind was in a state of panic and fear, because Papa had also died from an accident. At that time I was shocked because my brother was suddenly in front of me. For the incident in alfamart seems like the day that mom just got out of the hospital. We stopped there to buy some necessities at home. Again sorry brother" said Angel regretted and kept his head down.

"Hey, don't be sad.it's over, and actually you're not angry, it just so happens that today you're just exposed to bad luck, so it's easy to get emotional" Matthew told Angel that suddenly melted because he felt guilty.

"just stay sis, that time brother was hurt and I was not responsible. It must have hurt" Angel still kept his head down.He did not dare because Now that Matthew not only looked at him, both his hands also held two sides of Angel's cheeks to be lifted to return his gaze.

"Listen, it's all gone, brother is not angry. Instead brother is grateful, meet you, you know, brother has even been fascinated since seeing you a second time in Alfamart. Until now the Vibration was more pronounced" explained Matthew at length which actually made Angel bristling because Matthew put one hand Angel on the right chest Matthew.

"You feelit? This vibration is not because of nervousness but it is the effect of you who always vibrate this chest every time our eyes meet, you smile and even here it hurts when you are sad. Angel, honey, Sweetheart, look, this is the deepest honesty I've ever spoken to a girl, I like you more than friends and sisters. Can you give our relationship more opportunities than now. You don't have to answer now. But I hope next week I can hear our answer. Do not carry the burden. Your honesty will be the moment I remember most for life." Matthew's long explanation with a calm voice actually made Angel hold her breath because she was nervous. He doesn't know what to answer. But one thing is certain, Matthew's honesty makes his heart pump repeatedly. The twilight this time felt a little different from the twilight Angel passed before. This time, the recognition and the presence of the man beside her made it the sweetest twilight moment she had ever enjoyed.