Me, Bitterness And Happiness
Sorry and Please Believe Me
This morning, Angel woke up with a fairly swollen eye. With a long sigh he looked solemn in prayer. After turning to the creator, Angel went to the kitchen to compress his eyes with ice. He did not want mama vita will ask a lot about his eyes.
About 5 minutes of compressing the eyes with ice, he continued the activity to prepare a simple breakfast that is, boiled carrots, pumpkin and omelet. While for lunch and also the mama's lunch he sauteed broccoli and sausage ketchup. Mama vita woke up, when Angel almost finished preparing her provisions, because it felt the time was good morning to prepare, finally mama vita told Angel to take a shower and prepare for school. At first Angel was afraid that Mama Vita would notice her swollen eyes. However, mama vita did not react to anything just look relaxed as usual. Angel so thought, the ice cub may be effective in reducing the swelling in his eyes until it is not clear or mama vita did know but pretended not to know.
Finished preparing, the two of them finally enjoyed breakfast with small talk. After that they will both return with their respective routines, mama vita to the stall and Angel to school.
Until this morning, Matthew has not reported, Angel also decided not to send a message or contact the man because the message last night until now has not been read.
Upon arrival at school, Angel goes straight to class. But there is something strange, almost everyone who passed him in the street staring cynically also trivial. Actually he was disturbed, but he chose to ignore it. In class he sat down and kept the bag at the table. He's planning to wait for bestie. Angel's gaze went out the window, she was daydreaming about a lot of things going on in her life.
"Woi!!" Bestie's scream shocked Angel.
"Ha, is it here?" angel asked with a shocked expression.
"yet. Still on Pluto" as well as Bestie while calling annoyed.
"Hehehe "Angel can only sneeze while scratching his non-itchy nose.
"Somehow, the guy here is still asking. You think I'm a demon" said Bestie.
As he was chatting, Noval came in a hurry with a serious look.
"Little Rabit" Call Noval slowly
"Yes" replied Angel and looked towards the noval who was now leaning against the window next to his desk.
"Are you okay?" Ask Noval very seriously.
"Yes, I'm good. What's up?" Angel's response felt strange with the Noval gelagat.
"Oh, thank God, it's okay, just asking. It can't be?" noval. While the current Bestie was not making a sound, they were usually the two people who were the most excited and always arguing that they were gathered like this. Both are like hiding something.
As they were busy with their own thoughts, suddenly two students entered while gossiping. Angel could hear clearly There was the name Laras and Matthew they called.
"Eh, finally yeah, they go public too, all this time they're dating but the media don't know. Their photo last night was very friendly.uh I became envious of their charm, very suitable. Matthew's brother was amazing. Suitable compared to the beautiful, elegant and soft Laras legs" said one student to a friend beside him.
" Look! I just opened all the online and electronic media news from entertainment gossip about the two of them. So sweet" Response of other students.
"Where, yes, the fate of that man, who later tackled the same brother Matthew. It's a pity to hang" said the first student while glancing at Angel.
Apparently the incident in the cafeteria yesterday caused gossip for students in the school even in the class group chat forum. Bestie and Noval realized that after checking their phones this morning. From the mass media coverage to the furore in the school-force chat group, only Matthew and Laras went public. Not to mention that there is an outright ridicule of Angel as a shameless woman who tries to damage the relationship of Matthew and Laras. This is the reason they radi rushed to Angel afraid his friend was bullied one school.
Why Angel doesn't know. Because he is lazy to social media and to the excitement of the news in the group, maybe because he is not focused he does not even read the contents of the chat there just ignore it.
Throughout the learning activities, Angel lacks Focus, it turns out that heartbreak feels bad. Everything that was done even felt bland. until the time came home, he still heard the excitement of the story about his lover Matthew and Laras. He walked a little shaggy to the parking lot. Suddenly, someone pulled his hand and led him into a car. Wait, she knows this fragrance. It's like the smell of the perfume of the man who is now a byword at school. When looking up, when it was true, the person in front of him was the man who had broken his heart. His appearance was very messy, hair was not arranged, school uniform that was out of nowhere, he only wore gray pants and a black plain shirt top, his eyes as if he had been crying out for some reason. Now Angel's feelings are so high. Until he just stared expressionlessly at Matthew.
"Honey" called Matthew softly trying to stroke Angel's cheek, but Abgel immediately turned his face away.
"I'm sorry and please listen to me" Please Matthew with compassion.
"All of that is not true. I mean, everything happened so fast. Yesterday Hpku suddenly ran out of current when calling you. I filled the current but I fell asleep until night, when I had to attend a business banquet with mom and dad. There I accidentally met Baras. I don't know if maybe it was planned by him, he suddenly, that's him.." It seems Matthew has trouble continuing his explanation, because the continuation will make Angel's feelings torn apart. In the midst of his immortality, Angel makes a voice that makes Matthew's feelings of worry and fear Angel away and leave him.
"Kissing brother. You kissed" Angel said, showing Matthew the photographic evidence the unknown number sent last night. Seeing that, Matthew's eyes widened in shock. Where did Angel get that photo. Because in the media circulating there is no photo kiss with Baras. He also thought no one had taken their kiss pictures because it happened so quickly.
Seeing Angel's sad and overcast look with reddened eyes, Matthew immediately pulled the girl into his arms. Eventually, his feelings warmed. This day he was like a crazy person, Angel number is not Active, he was worried that Angel had heard and read all the news and gossip from television and the internet. Matthew was looking for Angel to his house when he should have known Angel at school. There he meets mama vita and tells her the situation. He wants to be honest, do not let Mama vita hear from others then influenced and disappointed in him. Fortunately mama vita understood. He also asked for permission to pick up Angel at school.
As the news on the gossip account grew, Matthew skipped school, waiting for the school hours to finish he headed for Dad Marcel's office. There he whines like a baby and asks Dad Marcel for help to take down all the news circulating about him and Laras. Although confused, dad marcel still do it. Wasn't his son in love with Laras.why even get angry when the news of their date circulated. And just 30 minutes ago all the news was clean from cyberspace. Rich people are free, money floats all in order.
The warmth of hugging his girl made Matthew close his eyes, as if pulling all the vitamins he needed in his lover.
"Sorry and please believe me, Sweetheart. He just came and I was shocked when he kissed me. We didn't kiss but he kissed me. If you don't believe me I'll ask for CCTV evidence from the hotel later. And you know that kind of business banquets must involve the media too, he, the public figurehead, his every move being a media lens shot and somehow for how long after it all gets crowded on social media, television even in school." Matthew explained at length but Angel just kept silent in his warm embrace. Slowly Matthew loosened his arms to look at his girl's face, the face he had been missing since yesterday and all day.
"Sorry, I can't keep your feelings. I know you must be disappointed. Sorry. please say something" Matthew pleaded because his feelings were uncertain to see Angel who was just silent. Instead of answering Angel instead tried to open the car door to go down.
"Where are you going?" Matthew asked, holding Angel's hand.
"Deliver! I'm I'm home" Angel replied without looking at Matthew. His voice was raucous and seemed to be about to cry.
"I'm sending you home. Your bike has been taken by my driver. Don't worry about auntie knowing, I've asked permission" explained Matthew who made Angel snort annoyed.
"Anyways you should talk first and listen to me before I send. You can't go home feeling this messy" Matthew said by trying to pull Angel's fingers to grasp.
"You guys still dating?" ask Angel
"Who?" matthew was confused
"You and Brother Laras" Lirih Ange, his feelings and heart are not ready until Matthew answers yes.
"ck, where did that thought come from. Honey, look over here. Let's listen to my explanation first" Matthew said, then pulled Angel's face to see it and cupped the girl's cheek.
"Listen, me and him, it's done. Long before we were together. Ever since I found out he was playing with another guy a year ago. I cut off our relationship. I still care about him because he threatened not to go to school again and committed suicide. Until a few months ago I caught him checking in with his male friend. We really ended up there." Matthew explained at length.
"Now here, just you and still you. I know I was wrong. Please forgive." Then put Angel's hand on her chest to make the girl feel how much she loves Angel. Matthew's eyes looked teary. Angel did not know how to, he was confused to respond like what. Maybe time will heal.
Matthew hugged the girl and continued to apologize in a raucous voice as if he was fighting with Angel and was afraid that the girl would break their relationship. While Angel can only nod, either with the intention of accepting Matthew's apology or just to finish their conversation. After a long hug, Matthew sent Angel home. Along the way, Matthew continues to hold Angel's hand.
