Me, Bitterness And Happiness
The Bitter and Sweetness of Life
This morning, Angel had prepared in a neat school uniform. As planned earlier today and beyond she will return to school. In the morning, Bestie and Noval arrive at Angel's house to pick up the girl. And now they're at the dinner table for breakfast. There are also 3 boxes of supplies for them to take to the school prepared by Mama Vita.
"Don't forget to take medicine" mama vita's sweat on her daughter.
"Yes my mom"
"Today, just try it first, if you are not comfortable meeting friends at school, do not force yourself, later we try to discuss again with the school" said Noval in between the chews. Among the three of them is indeed the wisest, although sometimes he likes Tengil, ignorant and always arguing with Bestie but about deciding something, he does not play games.
"Father, later if you have not dared to study together in class, maybe you can take classes in the library or in the room recommended by the teacher" he said.
"I'm ready for everything" don't worry" Angel replied with a confident smile. After they finished eating, they were on the porch to go to school.
"Ma we're off to school" Pamit Angel kissed mama vita's hand. Mama vita stroked her daughter's hair affectionately and tucked in a feeling of anxiety as well as worry her son suddenly down . Angel understood her feelings and gave a smile as a sign that she did not hesitate.
"Remember, don't force yourself, son. Immediately go home if you feel unable" replied mama vita with teary eyes. Angel nodded as a sign of agreement.
"Sir bestie, Noval, auntie titip Angel. Please be noticed at school"
"Don't worry tan, like anyone. Anyway safe" timpal Bestie. afterwards He and Noval part ways and kiss the hand of mama Vita. they set out using the Noval car so that if something happens it will be easy to take care of if one way.
Angel's presence at school apparently became horrendous news throughout the school. Just imagine from the Parkiran to the class all students pay attention to him, not only that there are even people who approach him to encourage him, some say miss, even hug him. At first he was uneasy but he came back to realize that, this might be something natural to happen to those who are in trouble, he tried to think rationally.
When the lessons start until lunchtime, everything goes smoothly without a hitch. Noval and Bestie always monitor the state of Angel and every 30 minutes, always report to mama vita through a short message. From afar it appears that someone is doing the same thing, watching his girl and making sure that everything is safe and does not interfere with her comfort. He was Matthew who had noticed Angel and his two best friends enjoying lunch in the school cafeteria. Matthew is not alone, there are also Melvin, Martin and Laras. Since then, Laras continued to babble, according to him the students were too excessive in welcoming and treating Angel. Melvin who heard that became annoyed.
"excessive, like he is anyone" said Laras while watching Angel.
"Have you ever felt it?" Melvin asked with her eyebrows raised"
"What?"
"sexual abuse and violence"
"yet and never will be "
"Then be quiet before you feel it" Sarkas Melvin warned Laras to condition her ever-driving mouth.
"you pray for me to be affected by such a disaster" said Laras did not accept. He felt Melvin was praying bad for him.
"Everything is silent and what's wrong you're a little concerned about the situation" Melvin said. Laras heard that he wanted to answer again but was preceded by Matthew's unequivocal voice
"You can be quiet" this time Matthew was caught off guard by Laras' behavior. Martin only took a quick glance then refocused himself on his meal and his gaze was more on the girl who was currently able to publish a cheerful smile on her face.
"Hey"
"Oh my goodness, surprised to know"
"Can you ask for help?"
"Solicit what please?"
"Minjem your friend just 5 minutes, okay?" Bestie seemed to need some time to digest Matthew's 'minjem friend' intent'
"Hey even dumbfounded, may not be careless, 5 minutes I need to talk to Angel" not yet Bestie answered, Angel has appeared in front of them.
"uhh, Matt's brother here? what else?" angel asked in shock at Matthew's presence in front of the women's toilet. Seeing Angel in front of him, instead of answering the question just now, he pulled Angel's hand to the right side of the toilet. Impatiently, Matthew held onto Angel's shoulders and asked.
"Where are you, comfortable?"
"I'm fine, brother. So far I feel safe and comfortable" Angel replied with a confident smile.
"Thank God. Sorry yes, two days brother did not come home nor did he contact you. Brother is having a family event and does require brother to come along. Angel simply responded with a smile and nodded.
"I went to class first, brother. Pity has awaited Bestie" actually Matthew still wants to hold the girl. I still miss even though I met you.
"OK, don't forget to call me if you feel uncomfortable, hem? matthew said with the activity of the hand that continues to gently stroke Angel's head. Feeling the elusan in her head, Angel lowered her head to hide her timid face. Then Angel passed by and took Bestie back to class.
"What was the talk just now?" Kepo Bestie
"nothing, brother Matthew just asked me"
"If you're just asking me why I should hide. I thought you guys were finishing each other's kangen" said Bestie to flirt and fish
"What the hell, it's not clear de". timpal Angel who tried to hide his red face.
Matthew Pov
The last two days I was busy with family events.This is an annual event that is usually done, namely family gathering. Since Morning mom told me to do this and that, to go there and come here. This is just to be able to keep me at home so as not to run away. I usually opt out of the house for events like this. But because it was a coincidence at home. Mom and dad from the beginning wanted to come along. I just resigned even though I had to suppress the longing to meet my girl. Phone call from Laras I ignored. He'll take me to the apartment and I won't do it again. It feels pretty upset to remember that I'm not the only one who's ever touched her. I was selfish even when I spent the night with women at the Club, but I didn't want my woman to be touched by someone else. Finally my miss was treated after seeing him at school today. I saw him from far away. Monitor if he suddenly down and feel uncomfortable with the existence of people who continue to look at him with a variety of expressions. But beyond a doubt. He spent his first day with excitement and comfort. In the cafeteria, at lunchtime I kept seeing her, and my jealousy suddenly soared as I watched her friend Noval clean the corner of her lip. The debate between Laras and Melvin actually made me even more upset. As school approaches, Angel leaves class with Bestie. Because I could not stand the feeling of longing, I caught up with him who was going to the toilet. Meeting and talking with him for a while, it turns out that I have not resolved my longing. I couldn't have held him longer with me. I kept watching her step away until she disappeared at the turn towards her class. I decided not to go back to class but to Rooftop. There I recalled the beginning of our meeting one year ago. Actually not met but accidentally met in a moment that if remembered a little funny. But seeing her as usual when I first met her at school, I started to think, does she not remember me? or did he forget? Do I need to ask and remind him of our meeting? When I got home from school, I followed him from behind. I made sure he arrived safely home. I'll hold back my miss again until tomorrow.
Matthew Pov
