Me, Bitterness And Happiness
He Never Accepted Me
The night before, Angel has now prepared to go to the hotel where the wedding reception of his two best friends. Tonight he will join the mama. arrived at the destination, The event has begun a while ago, meaning Angel and mama vita a little late.
entering the event building, the two women of different generations had stolen the attention of the invited guests. equally beautiful to make the eyes of the adam stared unblinkingly, not blinking, especially seeing Angel so graceful tonight. Both of them use the same color dress but in different shapes. Angel uses a bodycon dress in the form of maroon-colored sabrina while mama vita uses a maroon-colored length dress as well. both of them immediately approached the bride and groom to congratulate him.
on the stage, the three friends showed tears and were happy when they looked at each other.
"happy yes.happy always and don't forget I wait for the gift of a nephew" said Angel while hugging his two best friends.
"thank you little rabbit for everything.please pray that your niece will be there within the next month" said the unfiltered noval who made Bestie blush.
"beb, thank you. didn't expect it would all go like this. I'm happy beb. thanks for being a part of this story" said bestie with teary eyes who was greeted with a warm embrace by Angel.
"back to love. You two are my friends. I am so happy to see you happy like this. replied the heartfelt angel.they re-hugged warmly. after a while the embrace was released. Angel gave a gift bag to his two friends.mama vita also congratulated his two daughter's friends who were like children for him.
after that, mama vita and Angel joined in the invitation chair.It appears from afar Angel saw Exel walking towards him while holding a beautiful girl who made the girl's eel wrinkled. not because of jealousy but he was a little confused who the woman his best friend was holding.
"Hey, ngel, tan. night" said Exel as soon as he got in front of Angel and mama vita.
"evening all "said the girl who was held by exel also gave greetings with a sweet smile.the girl was exotic skinned typical of Indonesia. very sweet with round eyes.
"good night too" compact Angel and mama vita .
"oh yeah, Angel, tan. know this Cristy my friend" obviously exel without being asked which makes the curiosity Angel answered as well as mama vita.
"Cris, this is my friend Angel and her mother's aunt vita" knows exel on the woman next to her.
"hallo, Angel, my aunt Cristy. Exel's friend was happy to meet and get acquainted" Cristy said introducing herself kindly.
"hey, Cristy I'm Angel and this is my mama" Angel responded as she shook hands with the girl named Cristy followed by mama vita.
"wah it turns out Angel is much prettier than you say exel. pantesan you are always passionate and happy when talking about it" the clear Cristy said that made Exel misbehave because he was caught often telling Angel to the girl next to him who was his childhood friend.
while the angel who heard that was actually a little shocked but still tried to smile normally as if he did not feel anything as well as mama vita.
While at the other guest table, the sharp eyes of Matthew from earlier highlighted Angel since the girl came up to now chat with exel with another girl who was held by the exel. The man wondered, why Angel is not jealous or angry to see exel bring another girl there and instead invite her to chat with Angel and mama vita.or Angel pretending to be okay. didn't the man have proposed to Angel.then who is the woman with the man now.why they look more friendly and even laugh happily together.
Matthew feels outrageous exel toying with Angel's feelings, even though he has allowed the woman he loves the most to be happy with Exel. but the man actually openly brought another girl in front of Angel and mama vita.
so when he saw the exel walking towards the toilet, he immediately followed the man.
"where you going?" Ask morena curious
"it's none of your business" replied Matthew
"Then I come along" whined morena who made Leo who was next to him put on a careless face let alone Matthew.
"want to go to the toilet, poop.want to come?" matthew said lying even though he was actually going to the toilet but with another purpose.
hearing Matthew's Answer, Morena immediately shook her head quickly as she felt disgusted to enter the public toilet. matthew's parents who were also there watched the interaction of the two young people calmly without any intention of interfering.
Matthew finally got up from there and waited quietly exel at the door outside the men's toilet.it seemed like he was really really going to give a firmness to the exel later and somehow, that's only Matthew knows.
not long after, exel came out and was shocked to see Matthew leaning against his side while scaffolding in front of the toilet.The man looked at him sharply as if he wanted to swallow the exel alive.
"follow me" said Matthew without saying stale and impressed like forcing.
exel was actually surprised to follow in Matthew's footsteps because he was actually curious about the existence of Matthew there
as soon as he arrived at the hall that was quite quiet, Matthew stopped his steps and immediately returned. Without ba bi bu he floated a bogeman to the face of the exel that made the man shocked and toppled over.
"bughhh" Matthew hit the exel strongly.Of course the pain radiating to the man's face was evident by the discharge of blood from the corner of his lips due to a slight tear.
"what the fuck are you, goddamn it?" exel asked angrily and was shocked by Matthew's actions
"you damn it. What do you mean you brought another girl in front of Angel. I was even willing to give her up for you. why are you blatantly cheating in front of her, haaaa?! matthew snapped no less emotionally.
matthew's speech confused Exel, so slowly standing up he also tried to digest the man's words.
"Yes, didn't you propose to Angel. Then why are you cheating, damn it!" Matthew spoke with emotion.
"apply?" exel asked again with a bit of confusion
"Yes.you have proposed to Angel right.I saw it myself at the five-star seafood restaurant precisely in basemant. now you even pretend not to remember, you fuck!"
matthew said the more emotion he pulled the collar of the exel shirt until the man was a little choked.he seemed very angry because exel toyed with Angel's feelings.
Exel who had been confused and trying to digest every word Matthew now slowly understood in which direction the man in front of him spoke. so exel answered him with a laugh that actually made Matthew even more upset made.
"hehehehehhe "exel laughter
"why are you laughing?"
"apart!" with all his strength and quick movements exel hit Matthew's hand to make him free from the sense of suffocation.
"If you accuse me of cheating on Angel, that's not true at all. Because we were never together as men and women who loved each other.he never accepted me. not at all "Answer exel explained in a tone that was initially firm but slowly shrieked because he again felt the pain of feeling when rejected by Angel for the umpteenth time.
"what do you mean" asked the now confused Matthew
"just think to yourself" and one more thing should be me beating you up. A jerk like you shouldn't be loved and waited for by a nice girl like Angel. you even look better suited to women who always stick to you. are both wild and insensitive" said Exel who was emotional and with all his might he floated a bogeman to Matthew's temple which made the man take a few steps back because he was not ready to accept the exel attack.
"godghhh"
"just consider it in return for the pain Angel feels even after eight years have passed. You keep hurting her shit "
after saying that, Exel immediately left from there, leaving Matthew with all the raging feelings and confusion that now began to be answered in his mind.
the one he must have caught from Exel's speech
'Angel has never received an exel and that proposal has not either'
that meant that all this time he had been mistaken for the girl.
now the feeling of guilt and longing melted into one in Matthew's mind and chest.
His angel never stopped thinking about himself, did he? like what exel meant?
"my God, Matthew, you're stupid, so stupid.you even made him sick yesterday.fucking "
matthew scolded himself
"Dear I'm sorry" Matthew went back to monologuing for his guilt.
with wide steps he returned to the reception room earlier.At his arrival there, eagle eyes highlighted every side of the room looking for someone and met.
feelings of longing, love and affection are now more piled up in the chest Matthew see how sweet Angel tells, smiles and jokes with mama vita, and the parents of both brides.
until with complete confidence he went where the girl was.
"excuse me" said Matthew as soon as he got there.
Angel, mama vita and the parents of the brides suddenly turned compact. Some of them put on a confused face but still answered the greeting Matthew. she was actually very avoidant to meet the man before her which unfortunately slowly made her miss.
"may I talk to Angel for a second?" Matthew asked as if asking permission to the people there.
"please "Answer mama vita who inexplicably so lightly replied in agreement.
Angel wants to protest but his hand has been pulled by Matthew leaving the place.of course his feelings at this time are very uncomfortable because of nervousness, longing and also wondering, where Matthew will take him.
"lepasin" Angel tried to pull his hand from Matthew's tight grip which somehow felt warm to the rest of his body
"follow it dear" said Matthew gently without turning his head but able to make Angel more misbehavior.
