Me, Bitterness And Happiness

Recollects

Angel is currently moving some items to the warehouse. Study Books During High School Jaya most likely will not be used again when in college. So he moved everything to the warehouse and would fill the wooden shelves in his room with new books that he would wear while in college. All completed after an hour.

Angel's view leads to two totebags hanging in a bag storage tray. Angel took the two to look at the contents inside. The first totebag contained only a small wallet.the second totebag quite heavy looks like filled with a lot of goods.the first time he saw was a box like a gift. Angel tried to remember where and who gave the object.he finally remembered, the box was given by Martin when he met at the supermarket. Angel looks like daydreaming her mind is whistling away.

Angel Pov's

Right now, my mind is re-remembering the pieces of the story two years ago. Matthew, that name that now fills my mind with all the sweet things we've ever been through.a little box that I'm holding now triggers it. a few days ago I met Brother Martin and gave him this thing. Do I have to open it or let it go because there is already a determination within me not to cry over everything that passes. When my mind was still in a state of shock, my mother came and greeted me. Because daydreaming his greeting I did not hear at all. I gasped in shock when mama touched my shoulder.

"Why, daydreaming about what?" Ask my mom.

"Eh, mama is here. Sorry, I didn't know mama entered" I replied in a soft voice and a faint smile.

"is there something you think, son? keep this what? asked my mother and pointed to the gift box I was holding. I was confused and confused as to what kind of answer.

"ehh, it's nothing, it's just old parcels that haven't been opened yet" I explained and felt guilty for lying.

"really?"

"i-ya ma.aa" I replied nervously.

"well, mama hope you don't hold something. Rest it's already night. mama stay first yes" Pamit mama and kiss my forehead.I feel guilty for lying. Finally before he really moved I pulled back his hand to sit down.

"ma, I'm sorry I lied. I. actually gave Kak Matthew. a few days ago I met Kak Martin at the supermarket and he gave this to me he said from Kak Matthew"

"wait a minute mama to the room first" I thought mama was angry for leaving with a flat gaze.Is it possible that I was wrong to tell mama? while still seriously thinking mama came again and seen him carrying a gift box of the same Pink color as the one I hold today.

"ehemmm.. ahemmm" Mama looks like she's getting ready to overcome something.

"this" said Mama while giving the box she had brought to me.

"uhh, what is this ma? make me?" tanyaku Confused and only answered with a nod by mama.

"it was also from Matthew that he entrusted to you through mama. Actually two years ago when you left the restaurant after hearing everything, Matthew came looking for you here and you were at the Bestie house. So he's nitip this for you.

Sorry son, my mother has deliberately not given this because you do not want to remember anything else about everything that has happened. But today mama changed her mind.please take it. But remember, never remember anything again. You should focus on your learning. "

It was obviously my long-time mother who surprised me. Brother Matthew to the house the moment where I knew everything was a charade and a mere bet. Given that, I became sad and hurt again.

"just saved ma. I don't want to see the contents.maybe sometime I'll open."

I said to mama.

"it all depends on you son, but remember mom's message. Learning comes first and you don't want you to remember it anymore"

it seems like my mother still holds anger and disappointment, just like me who until now still feels disappointed, sad and upset.

I decided not to open the contents of the two boxes. Leave it to be seen later.

After mom returned to her room I immediately lay in bed. Until late at night I actually fell asleep with my legs still hanging on the bed. by dawn I woke up and realized the position of sleep is not perfect. my hand is still holding the two gift boxes I discussed with my mom last night. Then I put the two boxes back in the drawer of the bedside table. The ritual this morning as usual I started with a retreat to the creator after I went to the bathroom to brush my teeth and wash my face.

Somehow since last night my mind has been a little messed up. As I passed through the living room I remembered there several times I chatted with him my past. When I opened the kitchen window connected to the back garden of the house, I somehow shed tears. One of our last sweetest memories happened in that park. I immediately shook my head and closed my eyes and tried to breathe out slowly. I want to go back and bury all those memories. Not wanting to get stuck in the sweetness of past memories.

I finally decided to make breakfast. Saute broccoli, omelet and cook rice.. I try to divert my mind by getting busy. After everything was done I went to the bathroom to take a shower. In front of the room door I passed by a mother who looks fresh already seems to have taken a shower.

"morning darling" said mama

"you're having breakfast?

"Yes ma"

"Yes, it's a shower soon.let's have breakfast together.mama wait for the table earlier" said mom and kissed my forehead. I nodded with a smile.

after I finished the shower I went to the dining table there my mother and I started breakfast with small talk. afterwards I cleaned the tableware while my mother opened the tablet to check the development of the resto branch.

Today I'll be at the restaurant all day. Since mama was going to visit the new branch construction site.because it was still early in the morning around 7, I was still sitting for a while at home and mom was ready to leave first.

When Asik replied to a message with Bestie I also fad open business news. Lately I often do this one of the biggest reasons is that I majored in business in college. At least news like this can increase knowledge intake.

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my heart suddenly rattled, as my eyes found one of the splashy business news this morning.

"Matthew Odilo Dirgantara the only son of the aerospace owner of the Group gathers families with his heart tether, Is opening new business opportunities"

this is one of the main business news this morning.My hands and body shook.After two years I again saw him in his very happy situation. A loose smile, no burden, the more handsome, tall and charming. My heart slipped to see how a beautiful girl held her hand affectionately, in the picture also appeared there were both parents. A portrait so sweet with the people in the picture is showing their moment of happiness.

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My tears shed without excuse, I felt like I was short of breath, so many times I hit my chest trying to relieve the tightness.

"You're happy, brother" I muttered softly looking at the photo in the news.

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When it was late to see the news, the incoming phone from bestie made me re-conscious. This phone is like a saver from the way my mind moves. I hastily wipe away the tears trying to catch my breath and voice so that my best friend does not suspect.

"hallo bes"

"...."

"oh already arrived. I patiently go there. want to ngunci home first.

"..."

"okay beb"

Though bestie has arrived at the restaurant. today she also wants to spend her time at the restaurant she said to wash her eyes, maybe there is a handsome guy. I went back to making sure I looked in the mirror. Do not want any trace of tears left. After being seen, it seems still fresh.just eyes that are slightly red. But it's okay.it could be an alibi, because staying up late. After locking the door of the house, I rushed to the restaurant. There was a big lady there waiting. It also seems that the employees of the mother began to arrive. Finally today I will re-occupy myself until there is no reproach to remember the new things I found this morning.