
Slowly read them one word at a time in the photo.
You're..... My midwife
Maybe there are so many hearts out there that I can turn from you. Many hearts are ready and willing to accept my shortcomings. Being a place where I share, complaining about my grievances and sorrows, being a place where I lean will be tired that I feel throughout the day.
If I miss the love that I have been so longing for in my heart I can express, I'm sure you won't be able to listen to it.
I closed my heart just to love you. I love something I am not sure I have. Loving someone I'm sure there can't be me in her heart.
All my life I've spent loving you, regardless of the women who are trying to come closer and willing to be where I'm anchored.
Maybe someone else will judge me as a crazy, stupid man. But I'm sure, I never choose the wrong thing for the heart.
I don't care about everything you're gonna say. I don't care about all your rejections. One thing you need to know, there's never a word of regret in my life to love you.
I have chosen you. Choosing to keep my heart just for you. Whether I can have it or not is not a problem for me.
It's not easy for me to have a hard day without you. You have changed my days. To me you're everything. You are my tears and laughter.
I forgot the last time I loved you. It feels like every heart the feeling is always there even bigger even though I know you can't possibly have.
The love man is blind. But not for me. I love you with all my body. I love you with all my sincerity. Because if I feel love is really blind, then what is my sin if I force myself to have you?.
But no, I didn't instill that proverb in my life. I just want to have you at your request.
Thank you for a beautiful heart because there is only you...
Sorry if I love you.
Vania quickly returned the photo in the figura and put it back in its original place when she heard the sound of several footsteps stopping in front of the room she was in. The voice of a man who was talking to Lia. That man is Devan with his assistant.
Vania quickly sits back on the sofa before Devan realizes what she has done.
Soon, Ronald opens the door and lets Devan into his room alone. Ronald closed the door and returned to his room.
"sorry, have you been waiting?" devan said he pretended to cover up his nervousness after so many months of not meeting the girl. He walked over and sat on a separate sofa with Vania.
Vania who saw the change in Devan was just gawking. That guy's getting dashing. His body looked burly and muscular despite being covered in a shirt and suit.
"emm uh yeah, not too long ago" he said nervous because he realized the man in front of him was waiting for his answer.
He reached into his bag looking for the flat object in question.
"i just want to take this from papa" he continued while handing the phone he held to the owner.
"oh yeah, I forgot about it. I think it fell and disappeared. Please say thank you to Oom Firman and sorry to bother you" Devan said, taking his phone from Vania's hand.
Vania nodded slowly. His heart was still unsettled after reading Devan's handwriting which he accidentally read.
"i went home first" Vania said suddenly after returning Devan's phone. He turned his body about to step.
"wait a minute" Devan said quickly stopping the steps of the girl he loved.
Vania turned her body back to face Devan "yes"
"i'll drive you" Devan said. He grabbed the keys to his car on the table.
"why?"
"i have to go to the bookstore" he replied ostensibly. He was just afraid of feeling awkward and misbehaved while with Devan.
"what's wrong. I'll take you"
"but I have an appointment to see my friend"
"yes, no problem. I'll keep you company until your friend comes"
Devan walked up to his chair to pick up his wallet left in his desk drawer.
"iih this man why so turned gini anyway, instead of yesterday often avoid, why now insistent" murmured Vania slowly
"you said something?" devan asked because he heard an unclear voice.
"no really" replied Vania flutter for fear of being discovered.
"yes, come on" asked Devan to walk ahead of him
"wait, am I not bothering you?" vania asked, making Devan's steps stop and turned her head.
"remain calm.I have no more meetings" he replied with a smile.
"alright" Vania began to get annoyed at not having any more reason to refuse.
Finally, Vania was forced to go to the bookstore with Devan even though her initial intention was just to reason to avoid it.
Arriving at the bookstore, Vania simply chose one of the novels. Devan faithfully accompanied the girl to the end.
The two sat on a nearby park bench enjoying snacks and drinks Devan had bought from the supermarket next to the bookstore.
"your friend hasn't arrived yet? ask Devan
"emm it doesn't know, maybe soon" he said nervously because he was confused to have no other answer.
Devan was just a mangosteen hearing Vania's answer.
Up to half an hour, the friend referred to Vania has not arrived. How to arrive if the friend is just a delusion mere๐๐.
"it's been half an hour.kok he did not come, what could happen something like him?" devan asked worriedly.
"emm it seems like he did not come, brother if busy and there is business can go first" said Vania
"no, I'm just worried that your friend is scared, who the hell, Nadya?"
"no, just my college friend".
For a moment they were silent to each other with their thoughts. Suddenly Vania saw a beautiful woman with a knee-length dress and hair that was down was approaching them. The woman touched Devan's back from behind making the owner turn his head.
"Devan huh?" said the woman
"hey, how come you're here.. Who are you?" devan replied happy. He stood up from his seat.
The woman kissed Devan's right and left cheeks.His face was so carefree to meet Devan. And vice versa, Devan greeted him with a big smile.