Love Vania

Second Time

A day that has changed my whole life, my father's departure and my marriage.

When I was a kid, I was always happy when I saw a couple who were drunk in love at the wedding. The wedding decorations and decorations are so beautiful, the number of guests arriving, the food and drinks are presented complete, and even the makeup and dresses are so stunning.

I always dreamed that I would experience it. I will marry the man I love and love me. Become queen in a day. Looks beautiful and stunning with a beautiful view. Sitting and standing in the hall welcomes guests, although tired but all that is so much fun.

But no, let alone the wedding. I can't even feel the name of a proposal, prewedding, or even dating like a typical young person.

I didn't expect to get married in the midst of the disaster. I had to fulfill my request when he was stiff and no longer alive.

It's true I started falling in love with her, but after everything that happened, I doubted her. I'm afraid that later I'll only feel temporary pleasure. And he left me for another woman.

This is not what I want God to do, this is,,,

*****

After the funeral, Ronald meets Devan who has gone home first with Vania.

Devan told me all about his wedding. He asked Ronald to help with his marriage papers with Vania.

"well, tomorrow I'll finish it soon" Ronald said.

"and please take care of the permission for Vania for the next week. He can't go to the office under these circumstances"

"well young master, then excuse me sir, miss.." Pamit Ronald to Devan and Vania.

By nightfall, everyone had returned to their homes. Adit and his wife stayed because they did not want to leave their mother. Adit asked his mother to rest so that his health was not disturbed. He knew that while in the hospital, the woman only slept for a while. Then he and his wife also took a break in his previous room.

Vania asks Devan for time to chat for a while in the family room.

"sister, I'm sorry, I'm not ready to serve you as a real wife. I beg you to understand my situation" said Vania after everyone started to rest again because it was already night.

Devan gently rubbed Vania's hair "I understand, I won't force you...I will be patient until the time comes" said Devan Lirih. He will accept whatever his wife decides.

"May I ask for help again"

"what?"

"can we keep this marriage a secret? Let only your family and closest people know. I'm not ready to face other people's attitudes towards me, what else in the office"

Devan was a little disappointed by Vania's request. But he couldn't force himself. For him right now is happiness for the woman he loves.

"alright if that's what you want, I'll accept your decision. But can I ask you something?" the word Devan that Vania calls.

Devan sits closer to Vania. He looked at his wife's face.

"You know how I feel about you, I only ask you one thing, learn to love me" Devan said.

Vania answered him with a slow nod.

"Thank you, I love you" Devan said as he covered his wife's cheeks with both hands. He kissed Vania's forehead long enough, expressing his deep affection for the woman who is now his wife.

"the second time I kissed you, thank you dear" Devan said with a faint smile.

Vania was embarrassed by what she heard, but she was also confused by her husband's words. She said it was the first time her husband had kissed her.

"the first thing I took was when you passed out from the funeral" Devan said with a smile. He was very happy to tease his wife who was so innocent.

"you.." show Vania.

"what?" asked Devan chuckled

"it's so bad, it's also the first time I've ever been kissed by someone else" Vania said, upset that Devan stole a kiss from her. Although his heart was flowery to hear it, yet he did not want to look cheap. He pretended to be angry by turning his back on Devan

"hey, I'm not anyone else, I'm your husband, remember that" said Devan, gently pulling his wife's arm back to face him "I promise I won't do more without you agreeing... Now sleep in your room, I can sleep in the living room" he continued

"no, I'll accompany you in her room. You can use my room" said Vania

"after seven days, I want us to stay at my house"

"i can't leave my mom alone"

"Mama's not alone, there's Adit's brother and his wife, they're moving here soon"

"so you're saying we're gonna live with Aunt Dewi and Oom Satria?" ask Vania

"mother and father" Devan said as if spelling. He stressed that they were now his parents-in-law.

Vania smiled with a reprimand from Devan. He was embarrassed to forget his current status.

"so donk...smile.." said Devan ruffled the hair planner Vania made her spontaneous grunt annoyed and tidied it.

"we live in our own home. Not so fancy, but I'm sure you like it. It's not far from the office either"

"alright." said Vania.

"yes, take a break.. Will I take you to your room?"

"no, I'm going to go to the room and get changed"

"all right, come on" said Devan, grabbing his wife's hand.

********

It was a week after their wedding. The study at the Wibowo family home was also completed. Vania and Devan have been together at Vania's house. Although their relationship is not like a pair of newlyweds for those who see it.

During her stay at Vania's house, the newlyweds rarely chatted together. They are almost never alone. Devan was busy with his office work from morning to afternoon. In the evening, the two of them spend more time together with their families and residents who come to attend school.

Vania and Devan never spend the night in one room. Every night Vania sleeps with her mother and Devan is alone in Vania's room. At first Karina's mother refused with her daughter's request. But with the reason after the lecture event they will move, Mama Karina finally agreed after getting permission from Devan.

Devan does not mind that while his wife feels comfortable and happy even though he must be willing to be sacrificed in this case.