Love Vania

episode 26 Stop playing with my feelings

Arriving at school, Nadya immediately got out of Andre's car without saying thank you. He ran small to his class. Andre who continued to pay attention to Nadya's movements saw clearly Nadya crying.

Andre was still sitting next to his car staring at Nadya's back. Soon, Devan enters the school gate and parks his car next to Andre's car.

Devan gets out of the car and approaches the dreamy Andre unaware of his arrival

"it was a bit too late in the morning" said Devan, patting Andre on the shoulder.

Andre who was surprised by Devan's clapping was shocked and turned his head "Nadya asked me not to jemout him anymore"

"why?"

"gue also did not understand, he did not want to answer. earlier he also cried right down"

"mad lu.. early in the morning already make a cry for people's children" said Devan punching softly Andre's arm.

"Gue really can not understand the personality of Nadya ... also quite different from other girls" said Andre rubbed his face rough with both palms.

"let's go in first. later you go home talkin again ama him" asked Devan hugged Andre's shoulder trying to strengthen. They walk into class.

During his time at school, Andre continued to pay attention to Nadya. Nadya who realized Andre's attitude felt uncomfortable and afraid. He does not want to face and be close to Andre because he does not want to make him sicker considering himself which is only a means to know information about Vania. He tried to divert his fear by gathering with many people. He thought that Andre would not approach him.

Until returning home from school, Nadya saw from afar the figure of Andre was sitting beside his car. He knew Andre was waiting for him. Nadya hastily walks in groups with Vania and other friends so that Andre does not know her whereabouts.

Andre who had been waiting did not find Nadya. He really did not realize that the person he was waiting for had gone out through the gate. Feeling that the school is getting quieter and does not see the figure he is looking for, Andre drove his car out the gate. From a distance he saw Nadya and Vania going on a bus that was stopping at a stop.

"ah shit.he really avoided me" said Andre behind his wheel.

Andre drove his car a little quickly.

From the bus, Vania saw Andre's car waiting for the bus he was riding.

"eh Nad, it's not Andre's car kak tumben he speed is what is y" asked Vania astonished while continuing to pay attention to Andre's car that was getting away.

"emmm..gu.gue doesn't know Van either" replied Nadya nervously.

Vania did not pay attention to the attitude and look on Nadya's face these days. He thinks because Nadya is like that. He is a silent child and rarely wants to tell his problems.

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Time has passed, it has been almost a month Nadya did not give news from Andre. And during that time also he avoided Andre who continued to try to approach him by gathering with many people. He blocked all phone and social media access associated with Andre.

Nadya always leaves school through another alley. He had to walk a little further in order not to meet Andre.

Until one week, Nadya asked her mother to deliver an order at the home of her mother's friend whose address was quite far from her home.

Nadya walks out of the alley to look for angkot. It has been a quarter of an hour he waited but angkot has not yet come. He was shocked when suddenly Andre's car stopped in front of him. Andre got out of his car. Nadya wanted to run away but in vain her steps were prevented, her wrist was already reached by Andre.

"i want to talk to you" Andre said staring at Nadya

"sorry brother, I'm in a hurry" said Nadya trying to release Andre's handrails.

Andre still did not want to let go of his hand. He didn't want to waste the opportunity to talk seriously. "i'll take it to your destination, then come with me"

"sorry sister, I can't" Nadya refused firmly"

"please don't refuse". Andre pulls Nadya's hand and asks her to get in his car. With a heavy heart Nadya followed Andre's orders.

Andre drives his car and drives Nadya to her destination. They kept quiet during the trip.

Arriving at the cafe, Andre ordered food and drinks for the two of them. Until the order came, Andre had not yet opened the chat. They are still in their minds.

Andre told Nadya to eat the food she had ordered. They eat each other's food. Andre had already finished his meal. While Nadya who is not so tasteful to eat just a little spooning food to her mouth. He looked more like he was just stirring up his food.

"why? the food is not good?" asked Andre to look at Nadya's plate which is still a lot of food.

Nadya shook her head "not good enough"

"why are we eating little?" ask Andre

"i'm still full" replied Nadya slowly.

Andre exhaled slowly.

"Nad, why are you avoiding me?" andre asked seriously

Nadya just kept quiet and lowered her head without answering

"honestly, Nad, did I have a mistake with you?" ask again

Nadya shook her head" Brother had no fault, I also did not avoid Andre's brother"

"if you're not avoiding me why are you blocking all the access that's connected to me?" andre began to get upset.

"please don't see me anymore sister" said Nadya slowly

Andre's face reddened even more upset.Andre's right hand grabbed Nadya's chin and moved it so that Nadya's head was lifted. He saw Nadya's tears coming.

"you why?" andre asked softly without releasing his hand from Nadya's chin

"i'm fine" replied Nadya bellowedly hiding her increasingly flowing tears

"so why are you crying?"

"sorry if I'm bothering you. I just want to get closer to you, am I wrong?" asked Andre pulling his hand from Nadya's chin

"what's it made you brother?"

"i want to get to know you better. I want to...."

"no brother, please stop chasing me" Nadya said cutting off Andre's words

"give me one reason. If the reason is right, I will obey" Andre replied quietly in a heavy voice

Nadya was silent and did not answer. He can't tell the truth. He is unlikely to express his feelings that he believes will clap one hand.

For a long time he was silent because he could not name the reason Andre asked.

"because you can't give me the right reason, it means I won't give up" Andre said breaking the silence

" plese stopped seeing me sister" asked Nadya

"you have no reason to ban me Nad" Andre said

"don't make me sick any more by playing with my feelings" the words spontaneously came out of Nadya's lips. Nadya's tears were washing her face. He got up from his seat and left Andre, he walked quickly to the highway and stopped the transport that was passing by. Andre quickly chased after him but in vain Nadya had already entered the angkot.