Love Vania

I will not forgive you

The morning has arrived. Vania awoke from her sleep after exhaustion from crying.

This morning he woke up bad. He missed the usual morning prayers he was doing. Even Karina's mom didn't wake her.

Vania immediately went to the bathroom to clean herself up. Then he went to his closet. Knee-length polka dress with pink and long-sleeved black blazer is the choice. He smeared thin powder and nude color lipgloss to perfect his appearance to look natural and sweet to look. She also used eyeliner to cover her puffy eyes from crying all night.

Such is the appearance when going out of the house to go to campus or just a walk. Not to forget he grabbed a small sling bag located on his study table.

Vania went down the stairs to the bottom floor. The house is so quiet. There was only Bi Inah who was cleaning sweeping the floor.

"eh non Vania, the mother told the aunt to tell her that she was not told to have breakfast first" she said after seeing her employer's daughter down.

"where is mom going bi?"

"my mom nganter father to the doctor non, last night dad said his chest pain"

"so Adit's going to the office alone?"

"iya non. e yes Den Adit nitip he said for non" he replied while handing a card that was booed from his pocket. A big SA Group family identity card he borrowed over the phone last night after a dispute with his father. Because without the card, Vania would not be able to enter the large building area in the company.

At first Adit did not comply with his sister's request because Vania did not want to give a clear reason. But with various seductions, Adit finally wanted to lend the card to his sister on one condition that Vania did not use it for things that harmed her and her family.

There was sadness in Vania's heart. He felt guilty about what happened this afternoon. His father was sick from thinking too much about his match. No tears Vania dripped on her smooth cheeks. He could not bear to see his father sick, especially all because of him.

"non..non.." call bi Inah to disperse the reverie of Vania.

" uh yes bi" replied Vania

"let's have breakfast first" take bi Inah

Vania then walked to the dining table and sat down on one of the chairs. Hungry, he forced the food into his mouth even though he was no longer in taste to eat. He just didn't want to get sick and get back to bothering the people around him.

After breakfast, Vania booked an online taxi service through her smartphone app. Yes, today he will be leaving for the SA Group office to find Devan.

Vania said goodbye to bi Inah after getting news from the taxi driver who booked her has arrived in front of the fence of her house.

Vania gets out of her house to see her ordered taxi. He got into the taxi and told me his destination address.

The taxi driver drove his vehicle through a crowd of roads filled with passing vehicles. The capital slowed the pace of the vehicles Vania was riding in due to traffic jams.

After a long traffic jam, two hours later the taxi arrived at SA Group. Vania gets off the taxi and walks into the gate of SA Group. He was greeted and asked by security about his identity and goals.

Vania said that she is the daughter of a friend of the owner of SA Group. He proved by giving an identification in the form of an identity card of the big family SA Group that he got from his brother.

Vania walked into that huge towering building. He approached two women who were guarding the loby. He asked for time to meet with the president director of the company who is none other than Devan.

The loby immediately contacted Lia as the secretary of the president to notify. Lia informs if the boss is not in the office because there are needs abroad and will return the day after tomorrow.

Vania finally asked the loby to provide a number Devan could be contacted. But again his intention could not be carried out. The loby could not provide the number that Vania asked for on the grounds that her boss did not like her privacy to spread everywhere. You could say even the employees no one had their phone number. Because if anyone has a need with the big boss, then they have to deal with Lia, not Devan.

Vania who felt disappointed for not getting any explanation could only snort in annoyance. Actually, he could have asked Devan number to his brother or at least ask Nadya for help to ask Devan number from Andre. But he did not want many involved and knew the problems he was experiencing.

Vania walked out of the SA Group building in a shaky step. The heat of the sun seemed to make him more lethargic because of the disappointment he got.

Vania came out of the courtyard of the magnificent building and passed through the gate. He walked to the nearest stop and sat there.

Many people crowded at the bus stop waiting for the bus to arrive. But when the bus they were waiting for had arrived, it continued to be silent and ignored him until the crowd began to quiet and only left him.

Vania stayed there for a long time. Not a few buses also come alternately and stop at the stop where they are located.

Vania decided to return home.

Upon arrival at home, Vania felt the state of the house was so quiet. There's only money here cleaning kitchen utensils.

"bi... Which mama?" tanyanya entered the kitchen room

"eh non, the mother again accompanied the father in the room" replied bi Inah

"they've been home a long time?"

"already three hours ago non. if ibi just entered the room, but if you have not come home since. Just had an aunt's lunch that was delivered to the room" explained bi Inah

"oo.ya already Vania wants to go to the room first"

"non Vania don't eat first?"

"no, Vania's still full"

Vania walked up the stairs to her room upstairs.

In the room he was crying. He was sad to feel unexpected by his father. Even his father refused to see him and see him. Papa Firman prefers to lock himself in a room to avoid it.

"Lord, as bad as this is my fate, after you took my happiness with her, now my affection has begun to disappear since her presence. Yeah, Devan, because he ruined my life. I hate you, I hate you Devan, I won't forgive someone like you" said Vania, crying as she sat on the edge of the bed with her hands squeezing the bedsheet into disarray.