Love Vania

It hurts so bad

They resumed the delayed journey.

"you are religious, yes." said Devan, focusing on driving.

"not really, I just try to fulfill my duties as a human being, when it comes to obedience, I'm still a big zero. I still can't close the aurat" Vania said with a smile

"but you worship him"

"if worship is the duty of every member of the community"

"i'm honestly ashamed of you, I'm a man but only pray when I have time" Devan said with a wry smile

"it all started with intention"

"Lucky guy who can get your heart" Devan said

"i'm a regular brother, I still have a lot to learn as well as a good teacher from my priest later" said Vania with a smile

"what kind of priest do you expect?

"i don't want to be grandiose, because I'm sure no one is perfect in this world. I just want to find one that can guide me better and can protect me with the sincerity of his love".

"later if I have a rich friend that I know to you deh" said Devan with a bitter smile made Vania frown.

"wouldn't you be a matchmaking agency?"

"how else, I end up wanting to list myself is clearly not in the criteria" he said with a laugh. But those words actually made Vania sad because the man did not fight for her anymore.

Vania is silent at war with her own thoughts. His heart is so sick. He threw his gaze out the window to hold back his tears that were about to fall.

"we'll eat first" asked Devan

"it's up to sister" Vania replied flatly without turning her head.

Devan who was getting busy with the streets in front of him did not pay much attention to the expression of Vania who was grim.

"already, let's get off" Devan said as the car they were driving stopped right in front of a cafe.

Vania gets off the car followed by Devan. Both of them enter a fairly luxurious cafe with a European feel.

They sat at one of the empty tables and ordered food.

On the sidelines waiting, Devan looked at Vania's astonishment that looked gloomy. He tried to invite the girl sitting in front of him only blocked the small table to chat

"Van, can I ask you something?" tanya Devan, who was later adopted by Vania.

"do you still love him?"

Deg,, Vania was surprised by what she heard. He did not expect the man in front of him to ask that question. In fact, lately even he has begun to forget about that figure.

"who?" ask Vania pretending not to know

"Sorry if my question makes you uncomfortable"

Vania silently did not answer.

"alright, forget it. I'm sorry to mention it" said Devan, trying to smile.

"no. I just haven't gotten used to it" Vania said slowly

"Don't continue if it just makes you sad"

"it's okay, I'll learn to get used to hearing the question" silent for a moment. Devan listened to Vania seriously. "honestly actually, lately I have started to forget about her. I even forgot that I loved him. All because of someone. He makes me feel comfortable around him. And that person is..."

"Devan.." shouted a woman from behind Vania cutting off their conversation.

Devan and Vania turned simultaneously to the origin of the voice.

"Addduh, why is he suddenly here" Devan said as he patted his forehead.

Vania looked back at the man in front of her. He noticed Devan's worried face.

"Devan you why it's so hard to contact anyway" said the woman so spoiled approaching Devan. He slid into Devan's arms.

"Alline, please don't be like this" said Devan trying to take off Alline's embrace because she was uncomfortable with Vania's gaze.

"you're the one who's doing it" asked Alline

"his camera is why, come to play hug. how can you be here" asked Devan ketus.

"i've been in Jakarta for a month, I DM you but never bales, and we happen to meet here, I miss you very much" said Alline again hugging Devan. True said Alline, Devan was deliberately ignoring Alline who always sent news to him.

Vania starts to get somber with jealousy. He only guessed Devan's closeness with the woman named Alline without daring to ask.

Devan watched Vania's face start to sour. The girl turned her face staring in any direction. His eyes seemed to hold back tears. Devan was sure the girl was jealous.

"he who? not your girlfriend, is it?" ask Alline to Devan.

"Let's be calm, I'm just an employee at his place of work" replied Vania with a bitter smile.

Devan was surprised by Vania's statement. Instantly his heart was so sore hearing how the girl was positioning herself.

"Oo clerk.know I'm Alline, I'm Devan's future fiancee, uh wrong.Mr Devan" Alline said excitedly as he extended his hand.

"Alline, what the fuck are you" said Devan who was feeling uneasy about the girl's words.

Vania replied to Alline's hand with a forced smile.

"i am Vania"

"all right, I'm going home first huh, pity mama waiting in the car" Alline said with her expanding smile.

"and Vania. please take care of my candidate" he turned his head and Vania just nodded slowly.

Alline leaves Devan and Vania.

Shortly thereafter the waiter delivered their order.

Devan immediately ate his food because he was hungry. Vania no longer tastes with the food in front of her. He just kept stirring the food with teary eyes.

It hurts a lot when finding a replacement from the past, when it has begun to be a pity, but in fact he belongs to someone else.

Unknowingly, Vania's tears dripped down her cheeks. He quickly wiped away those tears. But alas, Devan who continued to pay attention to Vania's attitude while enjoying her food was already aware of what happened to the girl in front of him.

"you why?" ask Devan gently

"nothing, I'm not feeling well anymore. I want to go home" he replied limply.

"eat first, after this I'll drive you"

"i'm not hungry" said Vania slowly as she put the spoon and fork back on the plate

"but.."

Suddenly Vania's phone shook making Devan undo his intention to talk.

Vania quickly searched for her phone that was in the bag. The call was from his mother.

"hallo ma"

"where are you, baby, come home soon"

"what's the matter" asked Vania worriedly as her mother was heard crying.

"your father's sick is relapsing"

"what? I'm home now Ma"

At once Vania cried. He decided on his call.

"sister, I have to go home, papa is sick" he said in a hurry.

"i'm taking you"

Devan immediately called the waiter to ask for a payment bill.

After making the payment, he immediately rushed Vania into the car to drive her home.