Love is Different

Chapter 71. Canceled

Several times when you want to buy Adi offerings always reasoned. Not just reasoned, sometimes he forgot or maybe he pretended to forget at that time. He really talks a lot. The promise will give me this gift but he never kept it, his style was exorbitant when he was nothing. I was really upset when Adi started to be unclear. 

"R.. What is your relationship with Adi exactly?" Vienna asked somewhat annoyed.

"Could it not work - it used to win? I'm really dizzy again." Ketus.

"Hmm yaudah.. It's just angry. Inget said my late bokap right Ri? Adi is not a normal man. Strange he was.. I guess I see it differently. Sorry said yes.. Kayak bencong." Answer Vienna slowly. 

"Hm.. I'm dizzy ah. Want to study for a test.. Nye.." I answered and left Vienna.

"Ih really - really lo yaa Ri." Vienna was upset.

I really did not want to tell anyone about Adi at that time. I just want to lock it up in a meeting. Until finally, I, Mama and Father must really talk three in the house without anyone knowing.

"R.. We'll talk to the three of you.." When I just got home from the clinic. 

Me and Mama are ready to sit in front of the TV room. My heart feels heavy if invited to discuss with the Father at this time. I just want to avoid and run away.

"Mr wants to talk about you with Adi.." Said he opened the conversation.

I was still waiting for Father to speak. I let out a breath.

Mama looked serious and like she was scared, "What the hell is it, sir?" Ask Mom with a tense face.

"Father has met with Adi's uncle, Om Ilyas. Father had talked to him. Then it seems he disagrees if the event is in reverse.. Gini.. Ri.. You were from the beginning the same Adi how? The same father Mama did not know the story from the beginning how you finally can want to marry.." 

I'm speechless.

"So what does it mean sir? It's void?" Sahut Mama with an emotional face and eyes are already glazed - glass. 

"So gini sir, in the beginning it was like I was told by Mama and Almarhumah Eyang Putri to get acquainted with Adi. I didn't want to, sir, because I'm kind of weird to see Adi. Kayak is different.. There was a time when Aunt Ratna told Adi to take me to college. I know it was Aunt Ratna on purpose so I could get to her son. Until finally we often together and it turns out we fit each other sir. And I feel like Aunt Ratna likes me.. That's why Adinya also clopped me." Obviously with trembling.

"So this is all the mama would want? Not son?" Ask your father with a face like you already know.

"Loh but all this time Adinya looks really affectionate with Riri kok Pak." Sahut Mama's.

"Yes, but it was started because of her mother.." Answer Father.

"So gini Ma.. Mr.. Indeed, when the beginning of Adi deket same I was he was immediately asked by his parents, how when he knew me. Turns out Adi is comfortable with me, he likes me too. Well finally I was the same Adi commitment, until several years and years ago he asked seriously so he asked permission from Mama and Father.. Because it's... Her mother asked for the truth." I clearly.

You are nodding and smiling cynically. 

"How is this going to be, sir? We are ashamed of our neighbors, our families. O Allah has DP building, Catering, Souvenir, Invitation. I bought materials for the family, even already in share - for the family Pak.. Oh God, have mercy on our son, sir.." Mama's heart was crying.

I also cried when I saw Mama crying bitterly. 

Yes, I, Mama and I will be very embarrassed because the wedding plan failed just because the men did not want to give money at all. It's hard for them to give money. Even all the DP from the Father. Tega. 

"Rather than later not good for Riri, we better be embarrassed now La. The only child.. Not married.." Answer the Father with glazed eyes. 

Mama kept crying sobbing with regret. I held back my tears to look strong and strong. 

"R.. Now you focus on the exam. Soon you want to continue the exam graduation Bachelor of Medicine. Maybe it's the way you have to finish your school first Ri. And even if you're a soul mate, you'll come back again.." Sahut Bapak while stroking my shoulder. 

"Oh my God, my son, the strong, my son.." Mama stroked my head.

I remember once that day, my chest felt so tight, my head felt heavy, my mind was already messed up. When I want the entrance exam to the koas, I must be given a test of this magnitude from God. This is the answer to my prayer every night, I did not get married to Adi.