Love is Different

Chapter 56. Become Fort

A few days after I asked each of my best friends for Adi. I kept looking at them and always thought about it, until it happened. I've started to feel like we're making strongholds for each other. I was confused which one to go to, while Sissy always dominated I had to choose to stay with her. Sera, Tami, Viana and Resty agree with Sissy because according to Sissy, Fily is too busy with her guy and always issued harsh words that sometimes make us hurt. But I feel Fily is good, she's just being with her boyfriend and well even though her speech is rude but it's not from the heart. 

"Gue is playing with Fily. It's not in line.." Sissy said with emotion.

"For dong..." Tami Sahut.

We were gathered in Sissy's car at the time and were waiting for lunch.

"I keep eating Tami.." Sissy's still emotional.

"I'm Laper Sis." Tami replied spoiledly. 

"I'm also a laper, but this is more important than eating." Answer Sissy.

"Haha... Love Sis..." Viana laughed loudly.

"Why are you laughing?? Seriously I am.." Answer Sissy.

"Jaudah, now we are each first Sis. Maybe we need time not to be the same." My solute.

"Yes the same as Fily. If we go to Mily, we can't, because she's Fily's sister." Answer Sissy.

"Judah gini, we are 6. If Fily is the same Mily, there's no way they're sisters. Aira and Yanti are also cousins. So it's impossible to understand if we can't accept Yanti." Answer Viana. 

"This is how we become drama?" Tami chews.

"Yes, that's what Fily Tam did.." Answer Sissy.

"Why is he so bucin like that Adam? Adam is not cute.. Kayak kerempeng like that, continue to style brandal like that." Tami Sahut.

"Yes, he's the kind of person Tam is..." My answer.

"Eh uh that's them passing by..." Sissy Whisper. 

"Kita nggumped deh meningan in the car's floor." Sera Sahut.

"Eh huh ngumpet keep your car on? Yes, it's the same with Mily." My answer.

"Wahh Resty from earlier diem arrived - he suddenly voiced him. Yaudah deh we walk aja muter - muter campus. We'll park some distance from their car." Sissy replies, who runs the car without caring, Fily, Mily and Aira look at us or not. 

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Days - days we avoid each other and make a stronghold. Until finally Mily, Fly and Aira realized that we were moving away from them. Until finally we made our own group only 6. Wherever ber6, even until everyone knows that we are not okay. One by one out of the FAMTOM conversation group. I was confused when it had to follow who and where. Even my heart hesitates to have to stick with SIssy, Sera, Viana, Tami and Resty. On the other hand I feel happy when I'm with them, but on the other hand I'm sad because I can no longer talk to Mily, Fily and Aira. Although sometimes I get upset with the attitude of Fily and Aira who likes to tell and Fily likes to be rude, he said that I am not used to hearing it. 

"R.. Why did you get him anyway?" Vienna asked as I sat in the courtyard of the house.

"Gue is so dizzy again Win. Temen - my temen on the storm." Reply lowered.

"Why temen - temen lo?" Ask Vienna while playing a cell phone.

"Yes, there is one trait that makes the cons. So it's Win... Dramaism. So I'm confused which one to go with..." 

"If you've already won girls all that Ri. I am the same - my friend Ri is also.. But then I will also come back again. It's not to be thought of." 

I was silent thinking about the words Vienna. I'm still heavy because it's been a few weeks since this relationship has gotten further away. Even it seems that Sissy, Viana, Sera, Resty and Tami no longer want to be close to Fily, Mily and Aira. Can't we be together anymore? Is this all because I convey the words Adi said at that time to them all how is the nature of all of them? I miss my friends...

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Time passed, and I finished my script and today's trial. My side today is filled with heartbeats. For months I was confused with a lecturer who took some time off and only a few meetings with him. It even turned out that my script supervisor friend was pregnant. 

"Congratulations yaa Ri.. One stage is completed to reach the Bachelor of Medicine..." Viana Sahut.

"Thank you, yeah..." I answered a happy smile.

"Ciee today Tami same Riri finished the thesis..." Sera Sahut.

"Thank you guys for the flowers.." I answered Tami together.

That day we were very happy because we could finish the thesis together. But I can't celebrate the completion of the get-together thesis with all my best friends. Only 6, less 4 people.

After the thesis trial there are still more tests, there are some grades I have not passed. I chased after it and finished it by falling awake. Until finally I have not been able to test while all my friends have entered into being a young doctor. I was so sad not to be with them until I gave up... Yes, I gave up on continuing to be with them but it was never complete. I decided to go it alone without FAMTOM. Because I think it's so complicated to hang on with just a few of my best friends without being together in all ten. I'm sorry I had to be completely separated from all of you... Hopefully one day I will be with them again. Because from the bottom of my heart I love them all.