Love is Different

Love is Different
Chapter 59. Good Again



After 3 days I'm silent and won't talk to Adi. This time I finally spoke to him. Because Mama just kept warning - want not to fight for more than 3 days, because it is not good. 


"You don't like little Ri, if you keep Adi kayak gini, how about going to have a household?" Mama kept nagging. 


"Yes yes Ma..." I answered while nodding.


"You're stubborn.." 


I just kept quiet and didn't want to answer, because I knew if I answered for sure I would be more and more upset. 


"I want to eat first Ma... Laper." 


"And if you are invited to talk to Mama it must be avoid.."


"Yaampun Maa, I really want to eat first, because you want to learn this out." 


"Judah there eat." Answer the mother who was still pouting. 


I rushed to the dinner table and picked up the rice and side dishes. As long as I eat I keep thinking Adi who has not contacted me at all has been 3 days, even I feel I am still upset with him. Harusna did she seduce me so that I would not get angry and sulk again with her over my cat case yesterday, but this is still active on social media by gathering with her friends. And had been dating all this time he did not also follow my instagram, I'm confused why he was so pricavy with me? 


"You're done eating, before you learn try Adi's contact.." Sahu Mama broke my daydream. 


"Hmm yes Ma.." I answered briefly while cleaning the cutlery at the table. 


***


Before I really started studying, I sent a short message to Adi.


"Isn't there any apology to me about what happened back then?" 


After 10 minutes, Adi replied to my chat. 


"Yeah Ri.. Sorry Ka Adi was wrong. Yesterday Ka Adi emang hunted - very hurried so forget to want to go to the tomb of Riri cat." Adi replied as if he were sorry. 


I growled in my heart when I read his message, well for his friend's business he will come forward. But he seems to be running from his mistakes. That's grand. Although I was upset, but in my heart like something was holding back so that I would not be angry with him. 


"Yes, I did not know Ka Adi before Ka Adi left yesterday, but Ka Adi left. How I'm not angry."


"Yeah Ka Adi forgot, sorry Ka Adi ya..." 


After that I focused on studying to improve my grades less, because I will take the exam next week. So I've started to post material. I'm more relieved now that I'm back well with Adi, although I'm still upset to read the answer earlier. But I have to learn to accept his apology. 


"R..." Call Mom from the front. 


"Why Ma?" Ask from the room.


"What time do you study?" Ask Mama while opening my door. 


"Half hours is the most Ma... Why Ma?" 


"That's princess lemes said, Father still home late afternoon. You've learned please check yaa.." 


"Lemes why Ma?" 


"I don't know, it's that sleep again.. That's why check later.. My mom called my dad earlier. You can check it later in the afternoon when you go home.." 


"Jude, I checked first... I'll continue learning malem." I immediately rushed to the house with Mama.


After being inside the house, I immediately checked my eyes by checking various kinds of physical examinations and some things I asked what was felt at that time. 


"What is felt?" Ask slowly.


"I'm a gapapa.." Answer Eyang in a soft voice.


"Mama don't tell gapapa continue, let's know what pain.." Mom panicked like that. 


"I'm going to sleep.. Tired." Answer Eyang while closing his eyes. 


I whispered to Mama, "Yaudah justin eyang rest first Ma.. The sauce was cooked. Mama wait here.. I'm continuing to study here, I'll take a book with my laptop first." 


"Judek.. Mama call Pakde Dimas first. On top of him, I think he's sleeping. That's why we don't go to the house." Answer Mama.


I just nodded and rushed home to pick up some notebooks, modules and laptops so I could study at home while looking at the eye until later in the afternoon.


Even though I'm a medical student, I'm not very good at checking and diagnosing because I still haven't jumped straight into the hospital. So I have not dared to make a decision and conclusion on the state of the princess' eyes at that time. So while waiting for Father to come home, Me, Mama and Pakde Dimas alternately see the state of Eyang every one hour.