Love is Different
Chapter 57. Respectively
Time has passed, this time in 2017. I still haven't been given a chance to take the exam and become a young doctor. Yeah, I'm done with my friends, it's over. Even after I said goodbye to all of them, Tami sometimes called me and asked me why I was leaving them all. For sure I will not hate them, I will pray for them. Because we still occasionally cross paths while on campus. But I still couldn't say hello to them, because they seemed to hate me because I left them.
"I didn't get away from them?" I asked when I accompanied Adi to go out on Sunday.
"Yaa if Riri wants to be alone first gapapa, so Riri can also focus on learning..." Adi replied wisely.
"Yes, but I miss them all.."
"Jaudah in doain, may all be well."
"Amiin yaa Ka..."
"Jaudah, don't be too thoughtful, Ri. It will be sad to continue to be."
"Actually I'm sad.. Kangen but kesel too."
"Same Mily also has no communication at all?"
"Gak Ka's.. Even though when Ka Adi was sick and went to the hospital, they were like supporting me because there I was sad and crying because Ka Adi was helpless. They always support me when I am sad or down. I'm so sorry why I'm a gini.."
"Yes there is a time Ri in friendship there will definitely be a breakup. The wheel turns, just as the earth turns. It will all revolve around our lives, maybe now each of you. But do not know the next 5 years you guys deket again. Or yahh it's the same - just as mature, so what - do not need to make drama."
"Maybe we are the same - the same process of becoming adults.. Process for healthier friendships.. I also have to introspect times.." I answered while breathing.
"Iyapp's right... The spirit!!!"
I smiled and looked at Adi and kissed her.
"Yaudah yuk down, later if bosen can walk - yaa Ri street. Riri tidings - tidings later."
I just nodded and obeyed.
I don't know why it feels like I always obey Adi's words, or like I'm fascinated with him because he's very understanding with me. Even though I was having trouble with my best friend, he still stood up for me and supported me.
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The next day I tried again to go to college to take care of my studies so I could fast test and become a young doctor. I cross paths with Sissy and Viana, I duck and don't want to see them. They're busy here and there wearing white coats called snelli. I knew Sissy was looking at me and Viana was trying to see me but they were silent not greeting me because I was trying to look away.
"Ka... I've been dizzy my grades haven't changed, but it's been a toast." Sahut one of my juniors who is trying to improve grades.
I stopped daydreaming, "Oh yeah... I am also dizzy, why does our value not change? I've learned, until I don't sleep. This is the previous value that was issued or what? I can feel it."
"Yes, that's why Ka... Sebel." Grumbling juniorku.
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"I'm sad now Ka.." I replied as I sat alone with Adi chatting in front of Adi's house.
"Why?" Ask Adi gently.
"Kangen Mily, Fily, Aira, Yanti, Sissy, Viana, Sera, Resty, Tami...I want to be with them.." Sad answer.
"Judah chat dong them.."
"It's impossible."
"Why is it impossible?"
"I really need them now. Each one is busy. Some of koass.. Some of the same as me again fight to be a spit so koass."
"Propause... Riri must be strong for this hadepin."
"I'm sorry, ka.. I became a lot of stories with Ka Adi about college. Because I'm not the same anymore... So I told Ka Adi. If the same story Myha same Pran yaa not much.."
"Iyaa gapapa, if you want to tell a story Ri. Kan Riri Ka Adi's boyfriend, so tell me.."
"Thank you Ka.." I answered while smiling.
"Yes the same - the same..."
"Oh yeah Ka Adi want me to make a sandwich? I'm good at making sandwiches."
"Seriously? Mau dong's. Adi is living a healthy life."
"Tomorrow I'll bring you that stuff?"
"Mauu.. But don't use beef.. Tuna pack..Keep the bread replaced by wheat."
"Okee ready boss, I boiled eggs really. Put the chicken eggs on.."
"Ih mantep.. Don't be so spicy...."
"Okee..."
For a moment Adi can always melt the atmosphere when I am sad to think of my friends - my sahabar.
