Love is Different

Chapter 60. Woe

At 5 pm I came home from my practice, with my father running to my house and checking my blood pressure, pulse and listening to the sound of the heart, lungs and the entire abdominal field.

"Where's Sir?" Ask Mama. 

"Mama's in the care?" Ask Mr. slowly. 

"I why is it?" Ask Eyang to Father. 

"Father let's check everything.. X-ray, complete blood check.. Last control when?" Said Father.

"Just a week ago..." Answer Eyang while remembering - remember. 

"Judah will go to the hospital.." Answer the Father again. 

"But I'm afraid of Mas Ardy?" Ya Eyang called the Father as Mas. 

"Yes in check first everything is Ma.." Sahut Mama's. 

"Well, I'm anterin, Mas Ardy's tired of just getting home." Pakde Dimas Sahut. 

You go home and take a bath, Mama and I prepare eye-to-eye equipment to take to the hospital. Mama has contacted all of Mama's sisters, Bude Tari and Pakde Herdi that the situation is rather worrying until it must be taken to the hospital. 

I try to be alert when he needs something, Mama who prepares all the letters to check in the hospital and all the drugs consumed. Mr. Dimas is ready to heat the car and you are ready to rush out of the house to accompany him to the hospital. 

"It's the same Mas Herdi was told to the hospital cinere aja.." Sahut Mama's. 

"Yaa far away dong there.. We're the only ones in Halim, Mama's regular controls. There's a doctor there..." Answer Pakde Dimas. 

"I went to Halim, to Cinere in the distance La..." The Princess from the car.

"Yaudah I said yes to Mas Herdi Ma.." Answer Mama. 

"I'm the one who said it here.." Said Eyang limply. 

Eyang also called Pakde Herdi and asked to be treated near the house, because if Cinere was too far away. But Pakde Herdi asked for eyes at Cinere Hospital because it was close to the home of Pakde Herdi. 

"Jaudah later if in Halim less complete medical devices. Come here, Ma.." There was the voice of Pakde Herdi from the eyang putri mobile phone on the loadspeaker.

"Yes Her...." Answer the short.

"Yaudah, I'll go there, Ma.. Mama with Lila, Mas Ardy, Mas Dimas and Riri first yes.." Answer Pakde Herdi. 

"Yes, you will be careful.. Assalamualaikum." 

"Getishalam." 

After the princess turned off the phone, Me, Mama, Father and Pakde Dimas immediately left and locked the door of the house. 

***

It turns out that the princess is too tired to do cooking activities at home, so it makes the eyes drop at the age that is not young anymore. According to the doctor, there is no need for hospitalization. But this time Pakde Herdi asked for princess eyes to intensively sleep in his house, so if anything happens - what else is immediately taken to the cinere hospital near the home of Pakde Herdi. Finally, the princess wants to stay there, although actually he prefers to stay at home alone. 

"That's not long to go to Pumpkin Cottage..." Answer Eyang while stroking my head. 

"Gapapa eyang nginep there, let's change. If there are a lot of people and there are also nemenin.." My answer. 

"Later to play to Pondok Pumpkin ya.." Said Eyang with a smile.

"Iyaa eyang, God willing I will play with Mama later to Pondok Pumpkin ya..." My answer. 

A few years ago, Eyang was also admitted to the hospital while I was taking care of the thesis. At that time, I knew that I had a mild stroke, I was honestly shocked at that time. Even Eyang had forgotten with his daughter-in-law and grandchildren. But thankfully only a week hospitalized, then he came home and just controlled as usual. But this time I saw a different princess. I don't know how it feels different. 

"Judah we go home, Ma..." Sahut. 

"Thank you Mas Ardy.." Answer Eyang. 

"Udah Mama do not have to think about macem - macem, which is important healthy eyes." Answer Eyang with glazed eyes - glass. 

The princess smiled and went to pick up Pakde Herdi. 

***

After 2 days of the princess staying at Pakde Herdi's house, Mama and I went there to visit and see the state of eyeang. So happy when Mama and I came. His eyes sparkled - twinkling and still his lips remained red with his lipsticks.

"Oh, we're just wearing lipstick..." My Ledek. 

"Belvin... You're not the same Adi here?" Ask Eyang. 

"No, he's working... But he sends his regards. He said he came home.. He misses the same meal..." My answer.

"Hahahaha the Adi can only make jokes..." Said Eyang while laughing.

"Well, have you eaten?" Ask Mama. 

"Udah, this is why I want to sleep. It was malem I dreamed of Papa.." Said Eyang while looking at the sky - the sky while sleeping. 

"What dream? Yes, Mas Herdi said the same as I Mama until she fell out of bed, said the dream was invited to dance with Papa?" Sahut Mama's. 

"Yeah Papa took me dancing... My mom didn't realize she was falling out of bed. There really is a Papa.." Said Eyang with a smile.

"What is the same as Eyang kung?" My toot. 

The princess just smiled.

"In doain, yes, Ma.." Sahut Mama's. 

"Relvin...Lila's.." Pakde Herdi entered the room. 

"Sir..." I answered salim.

"Nginep here?" Ask Pakde Herdi. 

"Sir Pakde, I'm coming in tomorrow." My answer. 

"Tomorrow from here to the campus..." Pakde Herdi said. 

Mama and I just looked at each other. 

"In the empty house of Mas Herdi. Ardy didn't come home..." Answer Mama. 

"Oh yasudah... Mas Dimas's at home, right?" Ask Pakde Herdi. 

Mama and I nodded. 

"Yes, sleep with me here...." Sahut Eyang Putri's. 

"Let's have a day off tomorrow.." My answer. 

The Princess seemed to be sad when I refused to stay the night. But I tried to seduce him.

"I went home with Mama, let me see you first."

"That's only 2 days here. Then go home.." Answer eyang. 

"It's important to be healthy first..." 

After until night accompanied the princess, Mama and I went home. On the way I was daydreaming because I saw the state of the princess' eyes at that time. I feel like the princess is different and different. Mama had told me a story before Eyang yesterday was taken to the hospital, he was lazy to pray. Who usually very diligent worship and never forget to dhikr, this even prayer reading has forgotten. My mother cried herself at the time without me knowing. Because it was the story of the dream of the deceased eyang kung, mama also said yesterday's story misses with eye kung and when he said it was eyed shed tears. My mom was crying too. I hold back my tears when I hear Mama's story, I hope the princess's eyes are okay. 

Because I was daydreaming, when I was driving, I had grazed another car and had a chocolate check on the side of the road. In about 15 minutes, Mama and I left not wanting a long storm. The driver is not to blame either. 

"You're dumb, son?" Ask Mama. 

"Not Ma.." I lie. 

Arriving at home, Pakde Dimas was waiting in front and saw the windshield of the car scratched and the number plate released. Pakde Dimas shook his head.

"You've gone malem gini maksa home anyway.." Pakde Dimas Sahut. 

My mom and I just kept quiet and went into the house. My feelings were really upset at that moment, a bad feeling. 

***

The next day I went to college with Adi, on the way I was a lot quiet. But Adi kept asking about the news of the princess there. I answered with tears in my eyes. 

"R.. Semalem how can I throw in anyway?" Ask Adi.

"Yes, I'm as sorry as I am." My answer. 

"Udah sleepy maksa home.. Thankfully, nothing." 

"Why Ri?"

"Father. I keep thinking." 

"In doain yes..."

"Who can be healthy again?" 

"God willing... That's why doain dong." 

"It must be me doain Ka.." 

"Jaudah do not keep thinking.. Now focus on the exam.." 

I just nodded. 

Sure enough, there when I got home. Mama told Pakde Herdi that she was drowning again and had to be hospitalized. That evening I, Mama, Pakde Dimas, Bude Tari and Vienna to the Hospital. You still have a practice schedule, while Ka Amel and Pakde Roki are at home. Because Pakde Roki was also not healthy at that time. On the way Mama just dzikir, I also continue to pray in my heart so that the eyes are good - fine. The trip to the Hospital is approximately 1 hour because it is somewhat jammed on the way. When we arrived at the hospital, we all looked for a room. Because Eyang has been in hospital. Before long Mr. Herdi approached us and told us that he had entered the ICU room. Due to the state of eye that does not allow for regular hospitalization, because it must be intensively monitored by doctors and nurses. 

"Gue was so scared of Ri..." Vienna with a sad face.

"Pray...." My answer.

Mama, Bude Tari, Pakde Herdi and Pakde Dimas were called by doctors to talk to all of their children. Vienna and I were waiting in front. I saw the eyes from the outside still conscious and when I saw the examination screen all was still within normal limits. 

Before long, Mama, Bude Tari, Pakde Herdi and Pakde Dimas came out of the ICU room. 

"The same spirit Vienna wants to go into the eye of Eyang?" Tanya Bude Dance.

"Maohoo..." Answer Vienna quickly. 

I just nodded quickly. 

Vienna and I entered the ICU room and wore sterile clothes. When Vienna and I entered the ICU, they saw Vienna and me. Eyang smiled.

"Eh grandchildren - grandchildren...." Greet eyang princess. 

Vienna held back tears, I saw her eyes glazed over with glass. I tried to smile. 

"Where is RI?" Ask Eyang gently. 

"At Eyang's job, he's going to come home from the mall." Reply slowly. 

"Take him here..." Answer Eyang.

"Yes, tomorrow, yeah..." My answer convinced eyang. 

Yes.. He asked Adi. From an eye-catching look like I wish Adi and I were serious soon. 

"R... Uda yuk's.. Soon the time is over." Vienna Whisper.

I nodded, then whispered into the eyes for permission to exit the ICU room.

"Eyang's.. I'm the same Vienna out. Eyang break...." I said holding his hand. 

Eyang just nodded and smiled. 

***

Last night we stayed at the hospital, but tomorrow I, Vienna, Mama, Bude Tari, Pakde Dimas go home first. Because Pakde Roki must be accompanied by Bude Tari. The plan is for the night that I, Mama, Mr. Dimas and Mr. will go to the hospital again. And it turns out that Om Budi and Aunt Ratna also want to come to visit eye. Adi will also follow. 

"R... What do you think Riri keadan eyang is?" Tanta Adi sent me a message. 

"The situation is if I don't think as usual Ka..Yesterday the children had been told to gather with the doctor and in the clear. But Mama hasn't told me the same." Quick reply. 

"May be good - yes..." Adi said hoping.

"Amiii... Doain yaa Ka..." 

"Definitely Ka Adi doain. Later Kalo already want to reach Ka Adi news..."

"Yeah baby.."

"Later Riir nginep right in the hospital with Mama and Mama?" 

"Yeah.. Same with Pakde Dimas. So later Om Budi with Aunt Ratna come with us to go home with Ka Adi ya..." 

"Yeah baby.." 

Sorenya I, Mama, Mr, Pakde Dimas, Om Budi and Aunt Ratna leave for the Hospital of the Maghrib. On the way we had a lot of discussions about the disease eyang princess. You are very worried because your blood pressure is very high when on the ICU monitor. Because I had time to give info to the father the results of vital signs on the monitor. And it turns out that Mama had talked to the father about eye health, that he had a disorder in his heart at that time. I was a little surprised because all this time the princess never had heart problems but lung - asthma. Along the way we discussed until the hospital one by one into the ICU room. Because there should not be many people to enter the ICU room and at least 2 people. When I walked into the ICU room, it was like daydreaming looking up.

"That's..." Call me slowly.

Everyone turned to me, "What time is it here?" 

"A little while later, ya eyang... He's still on the road." 

"So Mama Her father had a conversation with her.." Answer me with a weak tone.

"Yeah... Seneng dong yaaa chat with Andung and Gaek..." I smile.

He just smiled a little. 

"Eyang, Adi's in front. I told you to come in.." I look at the cell phone.

"Where is he?" Ask Eyang spirit. 

Adi also entered the ICU room and salim with eyes.

"Assalamualaikum says..." Welcome Adi.

"Moskalamic. Go to work here, right? Poor tired sure." Answer the Princess. 

I was also allowed to go out to take turns with Adi. I just want to give Adi time with Eyang to talk. 

After finishing talking Adi out of the ICU room while sighing. 

"Honestly Ka Adi is sad to see how Eyang is now. The usually energetic and noisy one is now so weak that it's in the ICU." Said Adi in a slow tone.

"Doain is the best for Eyang.." 

***

The next day I woke up in the morning and saw the state of the princess' eyes, went into the ICU room saw Mama was reading yasin for eyes. Even they look at me. 

"R.. Where are the clothes?" Ask Eyang slowly.

"That's Eyang.." I answered, pointing to the closet.

"I'm only here for 3 days, and I'm home." Answer Eyang.

"It's important that you heal first.." Sahut Mama's. 

Just shut up and smile. I hope the words were true, only 3 days in the care and then go home. Because we've all been waiting for the cure. 

"Ri, let's take a break we're out first.." Whisper Mama. 

I just nodded and followed Mom's orders. 

After that, tomorrow morning the state of eyang drop. All the children joined the discussion with the ICU doctor. I felt more uneasy at that moment. Really can't sleep. 

"R... You already really want to see you same Adi nikah. Several times if you're nginep at Bude's house the story is you're the same Adi continues.." Sahut Bude Dari as I, Mama and WIna gather. 

"Yeah Bude, but I'm still in the process of entering koass. You want me to be at least a young doctor first." Reply slowly. 

"Yes, just a little more..." Answer Bude Tari.

I felt press where - at that time, honestly I was ready to get married but I was not ready to get pressure from the Adi family and also the state of Adi who is gay. 

That night I, Mama, Mr, Pakde Roki, Vienna and Ka Amel had to go home. Because Bude Tari can not stay at the Hospital because Pakde Roki is not healthy. While the father of the night also had to keep the clinic replace other guard doctors who are unfortunate. 

The next day after dawn, we got word again that the princess' eyes were getting dropped. Even yesterday when the doctor gave a statement about the condition of the princess' eyes was no longer possible to survive. When the state of the princess' eyes is getting decreased, all the tools have been installed because the eyes are no longer able to eat and drink consciously. I was completely silent and could not say any more words. Until finally After dawn at around 6 am, the princess died. It broke my heart when Tau Eyang died. Eyang has not had time to see his grandchildren get married, sure enough said eyang, only 3 days just in the care and then he will go home. Those are words I will never forget. 

***

Not only that, but one month. Pakde Roki is dead. The more heartbroken it feels to see Pakde Roki go for a long time. The grave of the princess was still wet at that time and Pakde Roki followed away. Vienna was devastated when his father died. The last message of Pakde Roki, he entrusted his two children to the Father and the Father supported him. That year was so sad for me. Day of mourning - tubi I feel. In March last April, which I will definitely never forget in 2017.