Love is Different

Chapter 48. Still Find Out

After giving Adi a surprise birthday, my days are back as usual. Today I entered because I had to take a re-exam for grades that have not passed. 

"Today's Adi Ri's birthday?" Ask Mily. 

"Yeah Miles. This morning I gave him a surprise to leave." My answer.

"Keep on what gift?" 

"Don't give me a gift, give me a cake Mil. Mama is the same eye who gave you a gift of Mil." 

"There's no diner?" 

"Hahaha we don't have any romance like that Mil." I answered while laughing out loud - Bahak.

"How is your relationship with Ri? Really serious?" 

"Si Adi is like I'm serious about Mil. But it's hard to guess the same attitude. From yesterday we collected the road - the road to the Mall together with Mama, Father, Papa and Mama as well. Same with me and Pakdeku. His brother also joined the family."

"Good dong.. Then he's getting serious with Lo Ri."

"Iyaa amiin yaa Mil. Actually from before this commitment Adi has started to know - know me to his big family... But I'm the only one who still doubts the same attitude and abnormality." 

"How abnormal is it?" Mily asked while laughing loudly. 

"Yaa.. I'm still trying to figure out she's Mil."

"Keep what you dapet?"

"I'm sure he doesn't like women. Why would he be serious about me? That's my question, so sometimes I hesitate to stay with him Mil."

"Yaa if you love you fight Ri. I also love the same people who like Adi that, even though they eventually have to separate. It's not his soul mate." Answer Mily Wisely.

"Yes too... That's why I'm so sincere that he's actually Mil. Is he just being sincere with me? That's always been my question."

"Yaa you can see from Ri's attitude. How is his attitude the same? I guess not really a girlfriend?"

"My problem is that he's the same - just as cute." 

"What if two - both are cute? No attention at all?" 

"Hahaha I'm also confused Mil... But we never fight." 

"Seriously?"

"Yes Mil.. I mean, he never fought at all. Debate, debate discussion only. who until the fight never." 

"Your time is the same Adi never fought that mouth?"

"Son't Mil. Seriously.." 

"So. I want him to talk to himself Mil. His age is far above me, I'm sure he's really serious about me... He'll be honest everything's the same I'm Mil."

"Lo's sure?"

"God willing I'm sure Mil."

"Gue's not sure about Ri.."

"Don't do it doong..."

"Well, how ya.. That's hahahahaha..." Mily replied with a soft laugh.

I still keep thinking about the words - said Mily who is not sure that Adi will soon be honest who he really is. Even though I know and I don't want to directly ask him about it. 

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"R.. The clothes of Mama Sama Eyang Alhamdulillah fit in Ka Adi's body." Adi sent me a chat line. 

"Alhamdulillah if that is Ka... It was used for work. Mama is equally concerned with his older brother's clothes - that's all that is used if work." 

"Hahaha is actually a lot, but males search - search in the dalem closet."

"Yes, I said it was Mama and Eyang. But they want to give me that gift. But don't you like the same color?"

"Like it... Goody. Ka Adi fits."

"Alhamdulillah. It was me who chose it, because they did not know Ka Adi's taste. So you don't want me to pick her clothes."

"Best temang yaa, Riri know Ka Adi's taste now." 

"Hahaha. On surprise not in the office?" 

"Yes earlier on the surprise love, friends - friends Ka Adi also on meeting later back at work."

"Mad dong?"

"Yes dong.." 

"Back malem dong?"

"It looks like she's going back to the mallem." 

"Jaudah will be the heart - the heart.." 

"Yeah baby.." 

Not that I was always happy and calm communicating with Adi, I always thought if he was not at home what was he doing with other men? Would I be strong if I knew he was doing something bad with other men? Does he really love me? Or just follow the will of Mama and her Papa to approach me? I always have a lot of questions in my head, which makes me always want to find out more about Adi.