Love And Wounds (Bara And Selin)

Chapter 90: I'm also Heartbroken

After Farel left. Bara gets up from his seat to buy his two children's favorite food, Bara smiles wryly when he realizes that he is calling Juna and Jeno his son. The two children either admitted themselves or not.

"Haw..." Bara let out a long breath then was about to order. But again he pegged because he did not know what food the two children liked. Bara ruffled her hair frustratedly confused as to how. He is the most stupid person in the world, not knowing his own two children.

Bara walks out while pulling out her phone to contact Anet. "Miss..." Call him when he's connected.

"Yes!!... Why?"

I walked out of the cafe with a slightly sad feeling. "Juna's Favorite Food is the same Jeno..." Said raspy.

From a distance Anet had already realized that the man was not okay. "Bars.. Lo why?"

"No, the hunt is answered."

Bara nodded in understanding. "They love Selin's fried rice."

"Kalo cake?"

"Just all the strawberry flavors they like.."

"okay." Bara went straight back inside and ordered everything that tasted strawberry.

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Juna and Jeno looked at each other when they saw the amount of food on the table. The nursery has turned almost into a cake shop.

"Om going to open a shop?" Juna asked in astonishment.

Bara chuckled then scrambled Juna's hair slowly. "No. Everything for you." Answer the spirit.

Suddenly Selin came from outside with a look of shock and astonishment. "Yes my.. Who wants to open a shop?" Her question is full of search.

Bara, Juna and Jeno are nudging each other. "Ecchem.." Finally inevitably, as the oldest man there, Bara had to answer Selin's question. "No. It's for us." Bara said prepared to receive a scolding.

"It's a sweet bar, you want to make them diabetic."

Somehow Selin's protest sounded different in Bara's ear, as if a sword was drawing out his heart. Selin's words seem to reinforce if Bara is a father who is not good at taking care of his children. "You mean?" Cold Bar.

"Kan kids can't eat too much sweet. Their growth will be stunted." Selin special mums.

"Eat what you like. Later if we do not like to share it with the next room. Keep eating enough." Bara let out a long breath, even though his intentions were good. Yakali he had Juna and Jeno spend it all, Bara just want Juna and Jeno can choose the food they like, because until this moment Bara did not know their true favorite food.

"Yeah..." The twins looked at each other as they felt the cold war aura already felt.

Bara got up and rubbed Juna and Jeno's heads in turn. "Om go home first.. Later Raka's sister who takes care of you."

Seeing the Bara that passed him just like that made Selin ignited emotions. "Come home?"

"Heem.. Tomorrow there's a meeting." Say cold and continue in his footsteps.

Selin sighed for a moment then walked hurriedly to catch up with Bara. "Bar, are you angry?" He said as he grabbed Bara's hand to stop.

"You still have it?" Bara stopped his steps then turned towards Selin.

"Loh ko got angry all of a sudden?" Seeing Bara's response like that Selin became even more upset.

Selin clenched her hands full of annoyance. "Hat habit!. Definitely escaped! Just run away and stay with me!"

"I said I would come here again tomorrow Selin," Bara said warmly not to serve Selin's annoyance.

"No, you're avoiding my question! You're angry, aren't you?"

"I'm not angry, I'm tired of taking a break."

Hearing the word tired makes Selin increasingly ignited, "Capek?.. That's how tired it is.." Syndir Selin with a feeling of disappointment.

Bara closed his eyes for a moment, actually he only needed a moment alone. But why does Selin keep complicating things. "Yes.. I'm tired.." Finally because both annoyed Bara continued his steps regardless of Selin.

"Suck!" Because it was too upset, bodoamat with politeness and the view of the crowd, after all, in the park there were only the two of them. Selin took off his sandals and threw them hard at Bara.

Buk!!

Bara chuckled as the sandal landed on his back, apparently even though he already had two children Selin's childish attitude was still there. Bara turned around then picked up the slippers and walked casually towards Selin. "You were hating?"

"Yes! Why is! I sprained the same you who just nemenin us so already tired! That's hot!" Selin said instantly stunned as she saw Bara suddenly crouch down and gently put her sandals back together. Which makes Selin want to cry suddenly because he was treated so sweet when he was angry and rude.

"Look at me?" Bara held onto both of Selin's shoulders and looked at him warmly.

"Do I have to stay there? In a confused position? I can't call my son out loud, I can't hug them. Can't you call me by them?" Bara's words are full of pain and increasingly make Selin pensive.

"You never imagined Sel, how do I feel?. Lied all this time, and now I'm like a fool. Who do not know what their favorite food, which even I initiative to buy them food has been blasphemed all-out with you. I tried the Cell.."

"Bar.." Call Selin with your head down.

"You can be honest I have been hurt to be lied to all this time, but still if debated I must be the loser." He sighed for a moment and then continued. "You're always real, and the truth is. I want to think for a moment, how to behave to them."

"Cell.. I'm rattled.. I'm clumsy.. I'm like a fool.. I'm ashamed in front of them."

"Even if they must be confused, they must be confused about where to start."

Selin raised her gaze with a glazed look. "Bar.."

"Even I can't guarantee that if they accept my presence, I'm afraid they'll be forced. Because I know I'm their fucking father."

"I'm sorry.." That's all Selin can say.

"Haaaah... I have to kayak how.. I confused Cell... I'm not a good father to them.."

Selin clenched his hands on one side he understood Bara's feelings, but on the other hand it wasn't just Bara who got hurt here. "Bars.. Sorry I was selfish.. But you should have stayed by our side even under any circumstances.. You should always be there for us even if you really love us. You think I'm easy? You think I don't want to rest and go home either? You think I don't want to remember myself after seeing my son drenched in blood hit by someone who likes you, I'm traumatized too! I'm hurt too! And I need you by my side!" Selin said firmly and with great emphasis.

"Go home, follow your heart!" Selin then turned around and left Bara alone.

Bara let out a long sigh then ruffled her strands of frustrated hair. This was not what he expected, he did not want to fuss with Selin but again like this.

Selin hid at the stake when his distance from Bara was far enough. "Hiks... Hix.. Hicks.." His body slowly crouched down with flowing tears.

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