Love And Wounds (Bara And Selin)

Chapter 4: The Maturity of Juna

Selin sits under a tree waiting for Juna and Jeno to finish his conversation with Barra. Actually since then Selin has not been strong want to quickly go, but on the other hand he also wants his two children to be able to spend more time with his biological father.

"Cell is no problem" Anet said as she approached Selin.

Selin straightened his back and looked at Anet seriously. "What problems? Don't surprise me Net!"

Anet let out a long sigh and sat down beside Selin. "Our car broke down" said Anet who managed to make Selin sigh long.

"What?! Don't joke Net, it's not funny." Tanya Selin hoped Anet was working on it.

"Seriously," replied Anet lazily.

"So much as Mother?" Selin asked for Niera's mother's whereabouts.

"Says there's a sudden business, so Auntie comes home first by taxi."

Seline limply opened her phone. "Hmm, if that's how we order a car online."

Without Selin realizing Barra and her two children were already beside her, and heard all the conversations between her and Anet. "Why? Your car broke down?, will I take you?" Barra's tawar is serious.

The deg! Selin froze in place with a hand that grasped his phone very tightly. Selin could not figure out why Barra could be relaxed to him, as if nothing had happened in the past. "He's not ashamed! Why not go!" Mumbles Selin in the heart.

Before Selin answered Jeno first chimed in. "Well, um, will you take us? Yeay!!"

Juna immediately looked at Jeno sharply. "Don't let Jeno, we have to hear what Mother said," said Juna who managed to make Jeno sigh disappointed.

Selin smiled fakely and pulled her two children out of Barra's grasp. "Thank you for the offer, but we'd like to order a car online."

Barra nodded with a disappointed smile on her face. However, he must realize that Selin already has a new life and is impossible to enter by Barra.

"Ndaaa," Jeno said, still hoping Barra would drive them home.

Selin smiled at Jeno and stroked her head softly, "Jeno, would you please listen to Mommy, son?"

Finally Jeno nodded. "Hmm, yes, yes."

Selin smiled happily as Jeno listened to her words. "Let's say the same thing, Om." Although Selin hates Barra very much but he does not want to make it as an excuse for Juna and Jeno to be disrespectful to others.

Juna and Jeno bowed towards Barra respectfully. "Om excuse me" they said in unison.

Barra stared at Selin, then turned to smile at Juna and Jeno. "Be careful, don't be naughty." Barra said and looked down to whisper to the two. "Don't make your Mother cry" Whispered Barra who was immediately taken in by the two.

Selin raised his head unable to see such a stifling sight before him. "Let's go, son" Invite Selin to herd her children and ignore Barra's presence staring at her.

"Sir Barra" said a woman who accidentally passed Selin.

Yoke! Selin stops his steps when he sees a woman who is the cause of the destruction of his household. Selin turned his head for a moment towards Barra, and it turned out that it was true that the woman approached Barra with vigor. "Kinan?" Mumbles Selin full of pain.

Until whenever also Selin will not forget the face of the person who has destroyed his household. "It looks like they're married" muttered Selin with a wry smile on his face.

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Selin stared out the car window with a sad look and a claustrophobic heart. If only Juna and Jeno were currently sleeping, it seemed like he would cry out and lament his miserable fate.

The mat! The mat! The mat!

It seems that nature also feels sad, not long from that rain watering the earth with memories that slowly rotate in Selin's mind.

"He is already happy with others, he easily accepts new people. But why can't I? Why does my heart still expect her presence by my side? And he hurt me so much, Lord, please move my logic to work, and erase my feelings for him." Mumbles Selin monologues in the heart.

Juna's call managed to disperse Selin's daydream. "Hmm, what's wrong Bang?" Selin asked with a warm, affectionate smile.

"Jeno sleeps," Juna said with a gaze toward Jeno who was fast asleep on her lap.

Selin chuckled at the cold look of Juna which was inversely proportional to Jeno who was fast asleep."Geez, you must have objected. Her brother moved aside first let Mother hold Jeno." Selin's successful orders attract the attention of Anet who is sitting next to the driver.

"This is the same as I am a cell" Anet said as he spread out his hands.

Selin nodded then gave Jeno slowly and carefully. After his affairs were finished with Anet, Selin turned to look at his handsome eldest son. "Well, now you must be more comfortable." Selin said as she stroked Juna's head affectionately.

For him Juna and Jeno is a gift given by God in the midst of his miserable life. When Selin felt bad, they always managed to bring back smiles and happiness in Selin's life.

"Still Bun," Juna said with a warm look.

"Yes my dear, let's lean on Mother." Selin pulled Juna's head slowly.

A warm smile rose on Juna's face, slowly his two eyes closed enjoying the comfort provided by his Mother. Selin did not stop stroking Juna's shoulder affectionately. "Don't work hard today, surely you're tired huh?" Ask him to discuss.

"No, you are strong." Juna answered that succeeded in making Selin laugh softly.

Juna turned to Selin and looked at him seriously. "Mother knows Om Barra?" Ask Juna without saying anything.

Hearing Juna's unexpected question made Selin choke just like that. "Uhuk, uhuk, uhuk," Selin quickly grabbed the bottle beside him.

Juna was silent with a focused gaze watching the movements of his mother who looked shocked and agitated. He let out a long sigh, and again leaned back comfortably on Selin. "Mother knows right?, in view of the movements of Mother also Juna already know," muttered Juna a little disappointed because Selin did not tell him about Barra.

Selin looked at Juna softly, since long ago he could not lie or cover up anything from Juna. Since childhood Juna has been very Intelligent and Genius, to the point that he can read the behavior of someone just by paying attention to the person who is the object of attention. Selin knew at this moment Juna must be disappointed, because something was covered from him. On the one hand Selin wants to tell everything to Juna, but on the other hand Selin is still not ready and considers Juna as a child to understand his strange story in the past.

"Hmm, yes Mommy knows that guy." Selin said in response. It felt like Selin was dying to say, "Barra is your dear Father." But Selin was still not in power and just muttered in the heart.

"Who is he?" Ask Juna back.

Selin closed his two eyes in confusion, he did not know what to say to Juna who was currently interrogating him. Juna can not be lied to, and if he lied too surely it will make Juna more disappointed. Finally, Selin could only remain silent without speaking anything.

"It's so hard to make a story?. Juna doesn't like people who lie, and Mommy can't lie to Juna either. Juna knows like Mommy is not ready for the story about the relationship of Mother with Om Bara." Juna paused his words. "But Mommy should know, if Mommy is not alone, There is Juna the same Jeno next to Mommy. Later, if Mommy is ready to tell, Juna must be there to horrify Mother." Juna continued who managed to make both Selin's eyeballs sparkle.

"Junaa," Call Selin with tears that have washed his face.

"Mother wants to cry yes, Nangis aja Bun not to be held. You don't have to pretend to be strong in front of Juna."

Greb, Selin immediately hugged Juna with a feeling of haru mixed with gratitude. "Hiks, hyx, hyx, Mommy is lucky to have you son, hyx, hyx, hyx.."

Juna smiled warmly and returned Selin's embrace no less tightly. "Juna loves Nda, Juna knows Nda does not like Om Barra. Don't worry, later Juna wants nasehatin Jeno not to be careless anymore."

Hearing Juna's words, Selin nodded his head in response. "Yes a canoe, a hyx, a hyx, a hyx."

Anet and Mr. Driver who had listened to the conversation of Mother and Child behind him, could not stem his feelings and also felt overwhelmed.

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