Love And Wounds (Bara And Selin)
Chapter 58: A Shitty Message
"Cell, let's get married." Farel said that he managed to make Selin's body freeze.
Selin paused for a moment with a locked gaze on Farel's two eyeballs implying despair. Not long after that Selin raised both of his hands that were shaking with cold sweat all over his body. "What's wrong with me" Selin said softly as he watched his trembling hands.
Farel gasped when he saw Selin's state turning deathly pale and trembling. He did not expect the invitation to marry would make Selin destroyed like this. "God forgive me" Farel said guiltily, then hugged Selin to give him peace.
Selin nodded in Farel's arms with a glaring gaze outwards, he did not expect his body's response would be this great when invited to marry by others. He didn't realize he had a trauma so painful and so intense. Selin thought everything was fine and everything was back to normal, but unfortunately he was wrong. It turns out that far from it, Selin's heart is still hurting with a major trauma still haunting him.
"Hic... Hic.. What's wrong with me.." Selin muttered in pain and then returned Farel's embrace.
Farel closed his eyes with a guilty feeling that gnawed at his heart. He should not be provoked by emotions just looking at the photo of Bara with the Selin family, but he could not still deny his heart was so frightened to lose Selin. And make his common sense disappear instantly and without consideration invites Selin arbitrarily as before.
"I'm sorry" whispered Farel regretfully.
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Selin stared softly at Farel who was currently sleeping soundly at the soup. He could not bear to see Farel's exhausted face so noticeable. The man should have gone home to his comfortable home instead of being strayed in this miserable Selin house, Selin should have never been friends with Farel, if they had not met in the past, it would have been possible that Farel's life would have been happier than it is now and had not fallen into his love story with Bara.
"If only we hadn't met, you might have married a nice woman by now and never been in love with a woman like me." Selin muttered while leaning against his Television shelf.
Selin reached into his clothes to pick up a cell phone and contact his two children who had not come home even though the day was getting late. A smile rose on his face when he saw some messages had entered his phone, it turned out that before Selin contacted his two children it turned out they had sent so many messages to Selin.
Selin laughed out loud while reading a message from her two children, when she saw the clock on the end of her phone telling her it was getting late. Selin was forced to stop the show sending his message and put his phone on the table.
Ting!
A notification stopped Selin's intention to walk into the kitchen, his eyebrows twitching in astonishment when he saw a foreign number displayed on his phone screen. With curiosity so peaked, Selin took her phone and opened the message from the unknown person.
The deg!
Selin freezes when she realizes that the foreign number she is calling is Bara, the figure of the man who has been disfiguring her for a month, it's been a month since he got any messages and now he's got a photo message featuring a plane ticket.
"Wait for me, tomorrow I'll go home. Don't forget to pick it up." That's the message Bara sent to Selin.
"But! How dare he chat me! After a month there was no news!" Selin said full of annoyance then pressed the block button to the number.
"Bodo very!" Sneak Selin then threw his phone on the carpet and walked to the kitchen to prepare for cooking.
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After he finished putting his two heroes to sleep, Selin quickly ran into his room with an unexplainable feeling. Sometimes there are feelings of annoyance, excitement, and impatience. After reading the message from Bara his feelings changed like a rollercoaster. Sometimes his heart beats so fast because of his impatience, but on the other hand he is upset and wants to avoid the man when he comes home. However, it could not be denied if his heart really missed the man who had always been at ease.
Bruk! Selin laid her body on the mattress while staring at the ceiling of the room. "What clothes cake tomorrow" he murmured with his eyes closed.
Before long Selin got up then rushed towards the closet then stared at the clothes hanging one by one. A long sigh came out of his mouth when he realized there was no shirt that he thought was suitable for tomorrow. His closet was full of clothes. Understand, her name is also a woman.
Selin took the other shirt, then shook his head in disappointment. "Hmm, too tacky!"
"Not suitable for the airport!"
"Too formal!"
"Too sexy!"
"Ish, this is too good. Wear this shirt to the airport."
"Oh my goodness, I'm fat."
"Huuuh, don't understand yourself. Why don't I have a nice dress anyway, like tomorrow have to go to the mall to buy the same clothes to the salon for treatment."
Selin gasped when she realized what she was doing. Slowly his hands down limply with clothes on the floor, Selin turned to look at his mattress that had been turned messy by the clothes he threw carelessly. "Ish, I'm why the hell. Why dizzy thinking of clothes to meet the cunning man, anyway I don't want to come." He said annoyed and picked up the clothes lying on the floor.
"Bas for a stupid woman" he said, lashing out at the bed with a glazed look.
Sruuk! Selin returned to the bed and closed her eyes with a tight feeling.
"Make what Selin!. Why do you pretentious busy just to meet the cunning man, you do not want to come." Selin muttered annoyedly.
Slowly, both eyes opened. "Eh Selin, is it true that tomorrow you're happy-happy for him? Nope!. Itumah to pamper yourself because it's been strong until this second."
"OK Fixs tomorrow to the mall streets, well but can't be with the twins they have to go to school. But no papa deh anyway if they also kasian must wait in the salon they must be bored." Selin nodded in understanding that his decision was right, especially tomorrow the office melbur. "Selin's sleeping-asleep." His orders to himself.
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Selin came out of the salon with her hand carrying a paper bag containing some of her clothes and the twins, her face bright and happy. Finally he was able to enjoy the time for himself and indulge his body. Selin's move came to a halt when he saw several people crowding in front of the Television broadcasting the news. Out of curiosity Selin joined in and saw what news made people huddle.
The deg!
"Aircraft****** that flew from america to Indonesia lost contact a few hours ago. The plane has now been detected by accident and crashed into the sea ....... "
Both of Selin's eyeballs are perfectly rounded with the body almost collapsing, it turns out that the news that attracts everyone is a plane crash. "No way! No way!" Gumam Selin then took his cellphone to check the photo of the ticket Bara sent.
Bruk! Selin's body collapsed on the floor with tears slowly drenching her face, "Hiks.. Hix.. Hix.. No way..." He said with a mobile phone displaying a ticket that Bara sent yesterday afternoon.
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